wannabemurdock

[wannabemurdock]

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My Reading List

My reading recommendations! Most of these, if not all, are not mine. I apologize for many pings in advance!

Nsfw: • | Fluff: * | Angst: :( | All 3: ! | Dark: /

My Works

Loki x ADHD Reader Headcanons *

Wattpad

Headcanons

Headcanons for kissing with Loki by @lokisswiftie •*

Dirty Loki A-Z by @lokisbiiiitch1993 •

Drabbles

Lyrics Drabble Mania by @holdmytesseract !

Oneshots

Worshipped by a God by @sarahscribbles •*

Your Pathetic Noises by @wannabemurdock •

Crybaby God by @yummygender *

Dinner for Two by @kaycrowley *

Doin’ Time by @vespasianphantom •/

Elements we share by @vespasianphantom •/

In Too Deep by @thefaefiction •*

Series

A Drop of Poison by @btsinwonderland !

Hogwarts AU with Loki x reader

Beyond the Timelines by @yummygender *:(

Chapter 10

Need by @barbiedragon !

Professor AU with Loki x Helmut x reader, BDSM

Authors

@sarahscribbles Masterlist

@lokisgoodgirl Masterlist

@lokisprettygirl Masterlist

@lokisbiiiitch1993 Masterlist

@holdmytesseract Masterlist

@vespasianphantom Masterlist

To be edited further!

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AHHHHHHHHHH YES

Did I mention that I met CHARLIE COX yesterday?? And got his autograph?? Definitely going to be dwelling on the fact that Charlie called me “love”, complimented my nose chain, remembered me when I went to get his autograph, and signed a ‘x’ like a kiss on his autograph for me.

(Yes I’m delusional and will be annoying af about this)

I have so much more to say and post about my time at Denver Fan Expo in Colorado, I’m at the last day of the con now and go back home tonight on another 20 hour Amtrak train ride. Hooray 🤪

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I have sources

Damn bro I gotta be 2118 to interact? (´•̥﹏•̥`)

Yes

Exclusively

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Damn bro I gotta be 2118 to interact? (´•̥﹏•̥`)

Yes

Exclusively

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I don’t even know how you made me cry over my own book 😭😭

normalize reading a book without caring if the spine breaks, folded cover, misspelled annotations and just ruining the book completely as a form of art

#that gremlin of a copy of clockwork is such a beautiful friend gasping for air on your coffee table #“this mess i made i made with love” etc etc

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my poor copy of a clockwork orange is hanging on for dear life

normalize reading a book without caring if the spine breaks, folded cover, misspelled annotations and just ruining the book completely as a form of art

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every time a fat girl wears a shirt that shows her belly an angel gets their wings reblog if you agree

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Thoughts from an inadequate fanfiction author

I just read a Reddit post about feelings of inadequacy and jealousy in relation to other’s writing, that clawing in your stomach when you read something that is so gripping, so incredibly paced, or simply so wildly popular (dripping with kudos, comments, what have you) that you just want to quit, because you can’t write like that, you will never be as talented, as popular, etc, etc.

It’s such a ugly emotion that I hate to even admit to it, but I just feel like so many writers need to hear this and need to know they are not alone when they’re overcome with this feeling.

The thing that has really helped me is remembering that I’m the only person on earth who can tell the stories I tell.

Every person has a history and background that makes them uniquely capable of creating what they do.

I try to equate it to music. There are indie artists whose music I adore (Bright Eyes is a band that specifically comes to mind). What if your favorite band listened to Mozart or Beyoncé and thought, I will never be as talented at composing as Mozart or as famous as Beyonce, and therefore, I will never write another song.

How sad would you be, how bereft, if the artists you love gave up because they weren’t “the best?”

You are that perfect writer, not to everyone, but to someone.

That means something. It is so difficult to remember, but it all comes back to self-esteem. You are worthwhile and your writing is worthwhile NOT because it’s the best, but because there’s only one person in the world who could write it, and there is someone out there who needs to read it. Maybe you can make a stranger smile or feel or laugh, if only for a minute, and what an incredible gift that is.

So I urge you not to dim your shine for any reason. Keep going, find your audience, get better, KEEP AT IT. The worst thing you can do is give up, because that’s the only sure way you will never be that kind of amazing writer you wish to emulate.

If you’re curious, I wrote in college, then took a 10 year break due to feelings of inadequacy after having writer’s block and receiving a lukewarm response to some chapters I posted. I decided 2020 was my year and have written 42 works (some short stories, some long ones) since January. I swore to myself that I wouldn’t let anything stop me from enjoying my hobby again, and that’s why I want to encourage myself and others to feed their passions. 

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Always

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Reblog if you think fanfiction is a legitimate form of creative writing.

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Thank you for the tag 💕

No pressure tags:

@loverinstarshine73 @deceitfuldevil @saintmurd0ck @wannabewannabemurdock @thecitysgraveyard

Ooooh I did a lil picrew of me hehe.♥️

This is as accurate as I could get it while still taking creative liberties & having fun haha! 🥰

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Just know, I’m in your soul shifting gears for you 💕

audrey niffenegger

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Please

How funny would it be for me, an Ashkenazi Jew, to write a Priest! Matt Murdock X Nun! Reader smut?

I personally think it would be hysterical, amazing, and above all, blasphemous.

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I hope you know this is how I feel about you

Do you ever meet someone and you just think to yourself, wow, I hope this person never feels sad. They don’t deserve that.

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hello love :) how are you doing, its been a while honestly <3

Hi!

I’m really good!

I started some new heart meds and I haven’t felt this good in a long time so I’m doing better than I ever thought.

How about you?

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21 and can’t remember jack shit

Ada Limón, “Blowing on the Wheel”

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Tumblr out here CONSTANTLY dropping the fucking ball

Tumblr first shadow-bans me and makes me send in an appeal because they incorrectly marked my blog as explicit again. After restoring my account they flagged a fuck ton of my posts, half of which truly did not need a community label. Fuck this!!!