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I aslo have a huge urge to text my ex, i want him back, even tho i know its not gonna happen again, and i know it would not be good if it did anyway

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I don't have my notebook so i have to write shit here. I managed to stay sober from speed for about 20 days, and yesterday i took a line, and felt sick. I thought that was fucking awesome bc it would mean i might actually be done with it. But today i bought my self some more and got high again, i don't feel like i usually do, it's not as good as it used to be, i feel like i have entered stage where i might get completly sick and tired of it. Then again, that's literally what ever addict says

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At some point of your life you realise what you really want. You realise what you did was wrong, and you can't take it back, no matter how hard you try. You realise how much you actually love the person you hurt the most. But it's too late. The damage is done. All you can do now is hope that he or she still feels love for you, even tho you know they don't. They are letting go and moving on because they took enough of your bullshit and they can't handle it anymore. The worst part of it all is you can feel they are moving on, and no matter what you can't stop them or change their mind. They are letting go, but your love for them keeps growing. You realised what you lost. You lost the person you loved more than anyone. You lost someone with whom you wanted to have a future. The fact is, it could have been exactlly how you wanted it, if you just acted the right way from the begening. All you can do now is learn how to live with the mess you've made.

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im basically normal if you really dont think about it

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Me-I hate toxic men

Also me- but I love all of you

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@positiveseed

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“I don’t wanna die but I don’t wanna live like this”

— Bea Miller

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I just keep on fucking up,maybe i shouldn't be in a relationship

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Canyon Moon

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Italy, Sicily - 2017

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my town drug dealer shared this on facebook im cryigng 

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