westbehind

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therapist asked if I was still active on tumblr and I said no

so here I am

because why not make myself a liar

I needed to clear out the weird messages and “you’re going to hell” asks anyway

I think I’ll stay for a bit, for the ✨nostalgia✨

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i wish these nights would never end

they make me feel alive

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was feeling crappy so I got 18 inches of my hair chopped off

[just mentally stable things ✌🏻✂️]

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cant believe covid finally got me 🙄

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i spend too much time watching hot guys on bike tok

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🖤

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Are you using currently or in recovery atm?

no drugs for me [sadly]

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😈 happy holidays 😈

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still alive ✌🏻

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pissed off and need to get laid

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Do you have any tattoos?

yea but i want more

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listening to a dude explain why he ran from the cops for 20 minutes while trying to convince myself i love my job and that sober life is worthwhile

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I work too much

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You good? You disappeared I usually check in on your posts

yeah im good

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no i don’t want to spend this counseling session discussing my fucking drug use do you want me to spend the next six hours feeling like 50% imagined withdrawal and 50% overwhelming desire to get in my car and find some fucking dope and a rig god I’m so fucking miserable

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i just want to drink 12 beers and punch someone in the face fuck

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rip joey i forgive you for ripping us off that one time, still loved you bro

fuck drugs