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me, every day: i just dont have the energy for this today

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sensory

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I am too fat and I’m not pretty enough.

I am too lazy and I’m not smart enough.

I am too boring and I’m not funny enough.

I am too loud and I’m not nice enough.

I am too stupid and I’m not motivated enough.

I AM too much and at the same time I’m not enough.

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Please, don’t leave me alone with my thoughts.

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I can’t even count how many times I’ve thought this lately

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Do you ever feel lonely but don’t want to talk to anybody?

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Sometimes I refuse to sleep, because at 3am is the calmest I ever feel. Not that my body isn’t dying of anxiety. But the world is silent. No one expects anything of you. No one in that moment can make you feel terrible. Only you can. And there’s a weird power in that. 

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i’ve healed myself so many times

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wishing my mutuals get the type of sex they be reblogging all the time

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me, age 15: i cant wait to be 20 when i will finally reach my full potential, peak me,

me, on my 20s: i cant wait to die

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