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[wherewasitogo]

I miss the little things. Like how you would make that stupid chewing sound randomly in my ear. The "okay, goonight" in that cute silly voice. Laying my head in your lap so youd play with my hair. The way youd nustle up to me at night, holding me and burying your face in my chest.

I miss your smile, and your laugh. I miss the frown and the tears, because nothing motivated me more than to find a way to cheer you up.

Most of all.

I miss you.

[wherewasitogo]

“Look, let me put it this way: with me, you’re number one and there isn’t even a number two.”

— Charles Bukowski

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29 November 18

I dont know why it was so hard to reach out to her. I knew what I was doing was right and that my heart is in the right place, but my heart wouldn't stop and still hasn't stopped racing. Shes still my best friend no matter how far apart our lives have drifted and it hurts that I won't get to see her for the 2nd year in a row.

What hurts the most by far is knowing the pain that she's in from missing the girls. The only person in the world that knows that hurt as much as I do. More than I do. I feel guilty for bringing it up again and knowing it upset her but I just want to help...

[wherewasitogo]

via @extramadness

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29 November 18

Not only am I sad that I won't get to see you for Christmas, its killing me that I want to reach out to you to do something special for Kyras Birthday and all of the girls for Christmas but I'm too afraid to...

[wherewasitogo]

“Never apologize for burning too brightly or collapsing into yourself every night. That is how galaxies are made.” - Tyler Kent White

via @quotemadness

[wherewasitogo]

Is this the kid from the Incredibles 2 previews?

[wherewasitogo]

I want to get help, but I'm terrified

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via @extramadness

[wherewasitogo]

I envy the man that lives apart from the complexities of life. The wants, the desires. The conflict, the confrontations. He who lives and enjoys the simplicity that the world has to offer. That finds solace in the natural order and beauty of it all. That man, is one that I envy...

[wherewasitogo]

Idk why I act like any kind of longevity might have come of it but it definitely could have been a bomb ass 2 weeks if knew she was into me like that. Life has it out for me I guess 🤷🏽‍♂️

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[wherewasitogo]

You can't say those things to a mother. She cant hear that theres days her son doesnt want to live anymore. That the only reason he still is, is that he doesnt want people to have to deal with it

[wherewasitogo]

I just feel anxious and depressed at this point...

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Drunk words are sober thoughts.  17 Jun 18

I know where I am.  I know the mistakes I’ve made and I vow to not make them again.  Life is taking me on a course that I am unsure of but I will follow it endlessly.  Everything that has happened thus far happened for a reason.  I’ve learned my lesson and I’m prepared for what lies ahead of me.  I embrace the future and it’s uncertainty no matter how uncomfortable I am doing so.  I’ll follow this hollow path that is laid before me until the end...

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“There is no shame in being hungry for another person. There is no shame in wanting very much to share your life with somebody”

— Augusten Burroughs (via deceptivelips)

[wherewasitogo]

why yes I do miss intimacy and crave it every day of my miserable life