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May is next week, which means it's practically summer. So in order to prepare for Halloween, I should start watching horror movies now.

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I swear to God, I speak this shit into existence...

#your mom still messages me on Instagram

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I may think of you softly from time to time, but I swear I'll cut my hands off if they ever reach out for you again.

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Someone said “ I don’t walk away to teach people a lesson I walk away when I’ve learned mine” and I felt that.

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I fuck with vulnerability heavy.. It takes a lot to open up and say what you’re feeling.

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I still believe in love. I still believe there is good in people. I still believe in the value of my humanity. I've given people chances that didn't deserve them and I've come out looking fucking stupid at times, but my ability to love and forgive is a gift. I am a gift.

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Leila Chatti, from "Postcard from Gone"

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you deserve someone who’s good for your mental health and who never stops trying

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to you it’s perverted gross sex. to me it’s being creative, working through traumas and baggage, healing my inner child, playing, practicing intense vulnerability, finding even more ways to fall in love with my partner, finding more ways to fall in love with myself, learning confidence & how to ask for what i want, care work, emotional release, relaxing, community building, theater, dance, writing, problem solving, therapy, radical honestly, and so much more. and also it’s gross perverted sex.

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I feel so weird talking about my body because it's always been the topic of conversation for people in my family, but I've lost almost 60lbs from my heaviest weight.

Kind of just feel neutral about it. I thought I'd feel more... idk just more I guess.