you're making it really fucking easy to get over you
will you EVER stop hurting me? will i EVER stop finding things out?
i'm so fucking gone (and done)
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it haunts me how much i miss your fucking laugh. i miss the nice funny sassy you.
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can this be considered as a solo journal entry?
i wish i could put into words everything i'm feeling. i wish i could explain it to someone, say how insane the weight of things are driving me and all the voices and demons that come at night when i know that my intuition is not endless but definitely could've saved me from a narcissist if i only i had listened to it.
i'll never understand how i could get to a point that i let someone utterly destroy my self-esteem, how easily i lost myself to someone i thought knew better about myself than i ever did. i need to understand no one will ever know me as i know myself.
i can choose not to forgive and i know for a fact i will never forget. i will never forget how i lost myself to a point i could never find again if i kept going. i will never forget all the things and people i lost and pushed aside because of a little bitch i thought was actually someone.
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