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aw___boy: new session / DIE 4 YOU

deantrbl: Xlim❤️‍🔥

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i really want a girlfriend so bad (⁠╯⁠︵⁠╰⁠,⁠)

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deantrbl: DIE 4 YOU [4:44] is out NOW 🕷️🕸️ link in bio

deantrbl: 어쩌다 4:44분을 보게 될때마다 생각나게 될거야

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231111 / the yoogroup

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231119 / deantrbl

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I mean, I'm not a lesbian, you know? and this has nothing to do with sexuality but it's exhausting knowing that I've already been poisoned by all these masculine ideas and still I'm looking and hoping to have a perfect and funny boyfriend ( 🥺 ) I know that if I don't change my body, I'll never be truly loved because everything starts with appearance/attraction, and like, money and sex ("love") are the most valued things in humanity and if you don't fit into that, reality crushes you and slowly kills you.

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every time I see how men keep getting love for free, without much effort, just being themselves (and like, they're not that good, let's be honest👀) I get even more upset, women are naturally beautiful, smelling, caring and amazing in general and yet, all are caught with thousands of internal demons and psychological problems because they are taught to try at all costs to reach an unattainable perfection for a drop of love, whether from a man or even another woman. Does love even exist or does none of this work if you're not pretty (and preferably blonde) first?

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it's totally sad how the eating disorder comes to all women at some point in their lives, all because one day the patriarchy made us believe that a small and thin body would be more beautiful and that idea never died. it's just a tactic to create more fragile women so that these big, disgusting, emotionally unstable men have to protect and carry the weight of being a brave and strong man. we are just a base for their crazy ideas and to surrender to that is once again letting them win, beauty is not a relative fact, everything is politicized and historical.

#ed not ed sheeran #ed disorder #disordered eating thoughts #woman

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୨୧⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀𝖽ꪱ𝗏ꪱ𝗇ᧉ 𝖿ᧉ𝗆ꪱ𝗇ꪱ𝗇ᧉ⠀

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Kai - 230223 ‘Rover’ release schedule

Credit: Official EXO Twitter.

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It seems like everyone has a fucking life except me, the days go by and I'm the same, in the same place, in the same space, having the same goddamn thoughts since 2017. Fucking shit.

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i'm so overwhelmed my best friends keep talking about the same things and i on the other hand have nothing to tell

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holding on holding on and holding on a little longer until the moment I'll just burst

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i've never been so alone i literally have no one i can talk to about how i feel and the barriers only grow