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[xntsoo]

( –– his hand hovers his screen, heart thumping against his chest and he tries so so hard to breathe –– but he decides to fuck it. shakily he clicks send ) / [text]: Christmas is a time to be honest, so this is it — I’m in love with you.

{ --he is pretty sure his heart skipped a beat, or two or three, the moment he read jongin's text. he has already read his page on the notebook, he has seen their pictures -- it doesn't matter if kyungsoo's mind doesn't remember them together or if this feels like a rather random text.kyungsoo's heart remembers and the way it beats fast against his chest and the way he can feel his face heat up speaks louder than this empty mind of his }(sms→jongin) mffmlksjdlkgjslkjfldkjfsljdfk(sms→jongin) is this a jok ---- deleted!(sms→jongin) are you drunk ---- deleted!(sms→jongin) omg jongin omg  ---- deleted!(sms→jongin) i think i love you t  ---- deleted!(sms→jongin) a aah... (//⊙﹏⊙//)

#kjngin #{a} #( wHY ARE YOU PLAYING WITH MY HEART LIKE THIS #{save} #k-jngin

[xntsoo]

THE ULTIMATE HOLIDAY THEMED ASK MEME {part of: ❄ twenty-five days of elle} 

SEND ME A SYMBOL

▲: One of our muses tries to catch snowflakes on their tongue. ☾: Your muse asks for help decorating a gingerbread house. ♪: One of our muses inviting the other for a Christmas duet. ♦: Our muses wrap presents together. ☃: Our muses build a snowman together. ✈: Our muses travel somewhere for the holidays. ✎: My muse’s Christmas card to yours. ✘: My muse runs into your muse while trying to buy them a Christmas present.  ✆: My muse calls your muse while drunk on eggnog.  ツ: Our muses go caroling.  ✿: My muse gives your muse a Christmas present. ø: Our muses cuddle by the fireplace with hot cocoa.  ✌: Our muses argue over which Christmas movie to watch.  ♡: Our muses kiss under a mistletoe.  ♛: Our muses kiss at midnight on New Year’s.  ➸: Our muses decorate their house together. ♘: Our muses put up a Christmas tree and decorate it. ✰: My muse invites your muse to dance to Christmas songs. ☼: Our muses volunteer to help out for the holidays. ∞: Our muses go tree shopping. ❖: Our muses go ice skating together. ☁: Our muses go sledding.  ✉: Your muse hits mine with a snowball in order to start a snowball fight.  ϟ: Our muses bake Christmas cookies together. ↺: Our muses doing something holiday-themed with their kid(s).

SENTENCES

"Look! It’s snowing!" "Do we really have to leave cookies for Santa?" "Santa’s not real! There, I said it!" "Where do we hang the stockings if we don’t have a fireplace?" "You really don’t have to get me anything this year." "Do we really have to go to your parents’ house for Christmas?" "Let’s just sit in our pajamas and watch Christmas movies all day." "You’re gonna become huge if you keep eating all of Santa’s cookies." "Oh, put some mistletoe on my butt and kiss it." "This is the best Christmas I’ve ever had." "This is the worst Christmas ever." "Is that mistletoe?" "You look cold. Here, take my scarf." "I’m just not a fan of the holidays." "You’ve had the Christmas radio on non-stop for five hours."

TEXT MESSAGES

[text]: I just accidentally told our son/daughter that Santa isn’t real. [text]: The Christmas tree is on fire. [text]: So cold. Need cuddles. [text]: Christmas is a time to be honest, so this is it — I’m in love with you. [text]: I may or may not have eaten the entire gingerbread house we made two days ago. [text]: I just saw two people dressed as Santa fist fighting in a mall. Christmas is ruined! [text]: I’m may or may not be wearing mistletoe underwear. Wanna find out for sure? [text]: I made an oopsie and let’s just say we have over 500 candy canes in our apartment right now.  [text]: I can’t believe I have to spend Christmas Eve in a hospital.  [text]: So what if I made out with a guy dressed as Santa Claus?! I was drunk! [text]: I know it’s been a while since we’ve spoken, but Merry Christmas. [text]: Just fought a 50 year old lady over a pair of gloves for my dad. He better be grateful, because she almost clawed my eyes out.  [text]: If I see one more picture on Instagram of a snowman with Frozen lyrics underneath, I’m gonna explode up in this bitch. 

#{g} #( this is cuteee huhuhhuhuhu

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small steps lead the boy's feet into the office, doe eyes taking a quick glance around before settling on the stranger's face. kyungsoo observes his features carefully, mostly out of habit than anything else, in empty hope of recognising him from somewhere. (he doesn't. he never does.) instead he focus his attention on the other's words, brows raising just slightly as a hint of confusion is rather clear in his gaze. "a poem..?" he repeats, taking the seat he was motioned towards. such words made kyungsoo wonder if this person was aware of his amnesia, and if they had, after all, met before, although kyungsoo skipped through the pages of his notebook like he does every morning and he doesn't recall having a page about this person. "forgive me, i.. i'm not sure i'm following."

ℓost & found;

■ ■  ❛What would happen if we were to store every thought?❜  Easy. Once thoughts merge together, they dissolve into particles and become forgotten for eternity. Isn’t it sad? To find muse, inspiration to write based on such an unfortunate case makes Baekhyun wonder if he made the right choice by calling him at his office. Having an hour break at his job, a quick review over the letters thrown on the paper with a satisfied look, the knock on the door interrupting him. Gentle eyes greet the lost boy, inviting him in.

❛Hey, you don’t know me. I’m Byun.❜ A hand placed over his chest as self introduction, he motions for him to occupy a seat. Wrong. The two have did cross paths before, that’s how he was captivated to begin with. His fingers begin to fiddle with the writing tools to pass time, ❛You’re here because you are a great inspiration to me.❜ He states, his gaze featured on the smaller’s features with the quirk of a smile.  ❛I wrote a poem, so you won’t be forgotten.❜

#baekuyo #{p} l&f #( its great!! ; u ;

[xntsoo]

an unexpected request -- one that felt warm despite the cold air of a december day. kyungsoo had always been a kind, humble person by nature; he was never one of those to give and expect in return, holding grudges when someone fails to return the favor. no, kyungsoo was one to give because he genuinely wanted to, and whether or not he would receive an award was something that honestly did not matter to him. nevertheless, the taller boy was being kind in return and as much as kyungsoo found it difficult to trust strangers, the other's smile emitted something on its own that made the dark-haired male feel comfort.  "there truly is no need," kyungsoo reassured at first with a smile of his own, wanting to make sure this boy knew kyungsoo felt no need for rewards. "but if you insist, i don't see why not."

      Orphan with a core as precious as gold and pure as the purest of diamonds —that shard of core of the Tree of Knowledge being the very essence of his soul now shimmering with warmth towards the kindness the human being in front of him showed towards the angelic vessel, allowing pallid cheeks to turn rosy as the shivering hands moved to fix the precious knitted wool around his neck. Gentle was the smile curling his lips and glimmering within starry irises, definitely reciprocating the one of the so gentle stranger who decided to be merciful with him and his clumsiness —tongue clicking a little, mind cursing himself a little for forgetting his hat and scarf at the orphanage.

❝ You’re indeed so kind, sir. I truly appreciate that —but please, allow me to reciprocate such a gesture with a cup of chocolate.

#telekinetisms #{p}

[xntsoo]

{ --the older boys seems to quickly become at ease with kyungsoo and it leaves the younger rather surprised, as he did not expect such a quick change in personality. it makes him mentally scratch the thing about yoongi reminding him of himself, replacing it rather with yoongin being someone he'd like to be -- easily comfortable around others the moment a stranger shows kindness. sadly for kyungsoo, he is far too shy and rather awkward to be as quick, but his tender young age does allow him to slip trust more easily and so he smiles a little wider at the other } okay.. { --he replies rather shyly at yoongi's question, giving a small nod as he kicks his feet slightly in the air. kyungsoo was a rather friendless child, and he wasn't really used to someone asking him to become good friends right away like this-- but it felt good. then, the ringing bells catch his attention and kyungsoo starts to collect his things from class while being, once more, taken by surprise by yoongi's request. he looks at the other with doe eyes, slightly parted mouth for kyungsoo can't remember the last time another child invited him to their home - and slowly he smiles again, giving off another shy nod } ..yes, of course.

[ 8 Y E A R S A G O ; 2 0 0 6 ]

`;— {‘ ʏoongi unconsciously averts his gaze to the ground, kicking his right foot against the carpeted floor. Strong waves of shyness washes over his body, and he could feels his cheeks heating up. Being the shy boy he was, it was unlike Yoongi to make the first move. Wait.. Did he say ‘yes’.. Waaaah. After a mere second, the older boy stares over at the wide-eyes boy } R-Really? {‘ ʜe asks, his limbs becomes less tense than before, dropping his shoulders with ease now. Yoongi turns around on the heels of his black-laced shoes, dragging his chair along and places it beside Kyungsoo’s chair, taking a seat beside the boy. With a gleeful smile on his face, his gum coming into clear slight } 

I’m Min Yoongi. I wanna be a rapper! {‘ ᴛhe thirteen years old boy introduces himself, giggling slips past his parted lips as he keeps his gaze on the other, his gaze laces with strong ambition and a tint of hope —for some odd reason he already felt so, more so expected, comfortable with the other child } You’re Kyungsoo. Let’s be good friends, neee? I won’t take a ‘no’ for an answeeeeeeer. {‘ ʜe exaggerates on the syllable, his smile becoming even brighter as the sound of ringing bells to dismiss classes plays into the open air, meeting his ears like a wanted melody. Home time. } Wanna work on the project at my place? 

#sugatoto #{s} eya #( oops this is kinda late i'm sorry-- ;;

[xntsoo]

(sms→jongin) tiny? wow (sms→jongin) kim jongin you take that back right now. its ridiculous how disrespectful you are to your hyung (sms→jongin) no i (sms→jongin) no nothings wrong (sms→jongin) im just.. thinking about stuff, i guess

[ txt ; kyungsoo hyung ] best tiny hyung!!!  [ txt ; kyungsoo hyung ] no  [ txt ; kyungsoo hyung ] no never youre not at all  [ txt ; kyungsoo hyung ] i love spending time wit — deleted!  [ txt ; kyungsoo hyung ] is something wrong?? 

#kjngin #{txt} #( leaVE ME ALONE

[xntsoo]

(sms→jongin) ...okay. i'll do that for you (sms→jongin) jongin.. (sms→jongin) do you ---- deleted! (sms→jongin) have you ever thought i'm ---- deleted! (sms→jongin) do you think i ---- deleted! (sms→jongin) god fucking damn ---- deleted! (sms→jongin) am i bothersome?

[ txt ; kyungsoo hyung ] i wont forget

[ txt ; kyungsoo hyung ] let me be the one to remember this instead okay?

[ txt ; kyungsoo hyung ] put on a sticky note “movie date night with handsome broke college neighbour tomorrow”

[ txt ; kyungsoo hyung ] deal hyung?? come on im looking forward to this!!

#kjngin #{txt} #( u frustrate the boy so much u even make him swear look at that smh #( IM GN A FIGHT YOU FOREVER NOW SUFFER

[xntsoo]

                        ❝ in the wise words of troy bolton ––                                  get your head in the game. ❞

                               KIM TAEHYUNG. EIGHTEEN.                     STUDENT WANNABE BASKETBALL STAR

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                                                ✘ ✘ ✘ ✘

                                 REBLOG. LIKE. FOLLOW.

                                           theme ▶︎ song.

#{boost} #( what a nerd #( wow i mean whAT who said that not me for sure oo p s

[xntsoo]

j-sicas

One patient at three and then another at three forty-five and there’s also that girl in three-c that needs to be checked on and if I can get away with just doing those then perhaps I’ll be able to-

Jessica’s head snaps upwards at the urgent calling of a stranger’s voice, thoughts ceasing as she realizes where her mindless walking has led her. It’s not often that she’s so distracted that she can’t see what’s coming, especially with her own life, but this seems to have been an exception. She steps back onto the sidewalk in just enough time for a taxi cab to whiz by, the driver giving her a particularly rude look. Scarlet blush covers her cheeks in embarrassment as she turns to look at the man that had called out to her, inclining her head. “I don’t think that it’s often I thank someone for yelling at me, but thank you. I seem to have been too absorbed in my thoughts to realize I wasn’t supposed to cross.” The corners of her eyes crease as she laughs, extending her hand towards him. “I’m Jessica.”

relief washes over him as the girl seemed to have heard him in time, a small sigh escaping past his lips to soothe the sudden scare. then, a small but honest smile grows on his lips and he takes a few steps closer to her, gaze darting towards the taxi that seemed far already before looking back at her. she didn't seem much older than him and kyungsoo couldn't help but find himself wondering what could have had her so distracted (daydreaming? stress?), but he knew it most likely wasn't his place to question. "that's alright, i don't usually yell at strangers either." he shrugs, smile remaining as he nods and extends his own hand for a handshake. "i'm kyungsoo, nice to meet you." he nods once again. "i'm glad you're alright."

#jsicas #{p} #( hope its fine ; u ;

[xntsoo]

telekinetisms

❝ Wha— 

       Unexpected —the child of God who lost his wings and figments of his entire self squealing because of the sudden gesture, the softness of wool enveloping his fragile neck, as if such a thing would prevent it from ever reach the breaking point. Warm was the smile curling his lips, sanctity so easily being imbued in such a simple, yet fulfilling gesture —eyes glimmering along with the first stars appearing over the setting sky over their heads.

❝ Thank you —but… I can’t accept —h-how about you? I don’t want you to get a cold, sir. 

a smile curls its way up on kyungsoo's lips, small, a mere twitch - but a honest one. he's a simple boy, truthfully, a creature of habit and he doesn't usually make actions out of blue like this. but december was here and making sure it was known by casting frost on windows and streets, the chilly air making everyone zip up their jackets and seek for warm coffeeshops to spend a nice afternoon at. it's important to dress nicely if one wants to avoid the terrible bother of having a cold -- and this stranger, this boy didn't seem all too cozy around the neck. "it's alright." he reassures, small nod matching his small smile and he waves a hand, sign that he truly didn't mind handing his scarf to the taller male. "my house isn't too far from here, i'll be fine. i'm worried you might be the one catching a cold, though- so take it as a random, nice stranger act?" he smiles a little wider, playful hint in his voice.

#telekinetisms #{p} #( hope this is fine ; v ;

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"I guess this is the part where we shake hands and say 'nice to meet you', right?"

brown hair and dark eyes; broad shoulders and vertically blessed; tanned skin and sharp jaw. beautiful features and ones that surely wouldn't easily be forgotten, the kind that you could easily find yourself thinking about at some other point and ask yourself if perhaps they were a model. no, a boy looking like the one in front of kyungsoo wasn't one easy to wipe from his memory.---then why couldn't he remember his face?"i.." kyungsoo's voice is dry and it cracks at the end, lips parted just the slightest as his own doe eyes continue to study the taller's features. kyungsoo may fail to remember him, but he isn't dumb; much the other way around, truthfully, kyungsoo is rather good at reading people. at reading the expression, the tone of their voice, the gaze in their eyes. the two have met before - the other's words say it on their own, and they could even tell kyungsoo more.(perhaps they met yesterday. perhaps they met many yesterdays ago. this wasn't the second time they met--)but on top of it all, kyungsoo could feel the exhaustion in the other male's voice. it made him wonder how many times they've gone through this; how many times has kyungsoo forgotten him, how many times has this poor boy been forced to introduce himself, over and over and over again, only to never be remembered. only for his name to never end up carved in the back of kyungsoo's mind merely because nothing seems to stick in there anymore.and kyungsoo feels guilty, guilty because of his own condition, guilty because of the forgotten yesterdays and the tomorrows that will lose record too, guilty of the tiredness present in the other's gaze.and so kyungsoo's eyes meet the boy's shoes instead, and shakily, softly, he whispers, "..i'm sorry."

#{g} #kjngin #( i toLD U I WOULD HAVE MY REVENGE DO NT U TRY M E #k-jngin

[xntsoo]

"Um, I know you don't know me, but I think what you did back there was very brave."

"oh?" the male looks up, doe though rather dull eyes meeting with the girl whose words were directed towards himself. it takes him somewhat off guard, he must confess, for his actions didn't feel brave at all -- correct would be the best word for it. seeing a young teenager be scolded harshly by an employee because he missed the 'eating forbidden' sign seemed rather unfair, after all, it was only ice cream and the kid wasn't making any mess; standing up for him seemed like the right thing to do. but he would be lying if he said her words didn't make him feel rather proud, or rather accomplished, and he found himself smiling at her. "it was only correct, the adult was being too rude about it-- but, thank you."

#{g} #( ; v ; #happyjieun

[xntsoo]

—a fish out of water;

                                                  baekhyun. xx. atlantis prince.

                                               ❝ i just don’t see how a world—                                                           that makes such wonderful things                                                —could be bad ❞                                                   ▲▼▲▼

                                                           reblog. like. follow.

learning to walk on human legs—

#{boost} #( ; u ; help my other baby pls-- #( i'll work on replies now!!

[xntsoo]

Icebreakers I

"Excuse me, but you’ve got a little something on your face there."

"Well... this is awkward."

"I guess this is the part where we shake hands and say 'nice to meet you', right?"

"I've seen you here before, but I guess I just never had the courage to say hello before."

"I'm so excited to finally meet you in person! I've always dreamed of this."

"Sorry, but, um... am I the only one confused here? Why hasn't anyone else showed up?"

"Watch out!"

"Am I dead? Are you an angel?"

"Okay, okay, listen. I miiiiight have had a little too much, and I miiight need someone to help me get home. You look trustworthy, so let's go."

"I'm sorry--please, can you help me?"

"I look forward to working with you."

"I look forward to serving you."

"Stay still! I'm trying to stop the bleeding!"

"I'm not trying to be nosy or anything, but... I've been seeing you here a lot lately, always by yourself. I just wanted to say, if you have anything on your mind, I'd listen."

"Um, I know you don't know me, but I think what you did back there was very brave."

"Some weather we're having, huh?"

#{g} #( i have some replies drafted i'll take care of them soon--

[xntsoo]

10 Things You (Probably) Didn’t Know About The Muse

So the purpose of this meme is to give a little info on your muses without having to rely on others to fill your ask with meme questions. I know how disappointing it can be to come back to an empty ask so I wanted to create a meme that anyone and everyone can do (mun and muse). The rules are simple, you do not need to be tagged to fill out the questions, but once you have you must reblog and tag 10 of your followers to spread the love (as well as add a question of your own to the bonus section). You can fill it out as many times as your heart desires (we all know muses can change with their character development.)

TAGGED BY: k-jngin

10 QUESTIONS:

1. What is your favorite word?

...pororo is.. a very cute word...

2. What is your least favorite word?

loss. i've had enough of that.

3. What turns you on?

um-- neck kisses are nice, i-i suppose--

4. What turns you off?

anything too.. messy and/or extreme i guess?

5. What sound do you love?

the ruffling sound the sticky notes make when a breeze comes from the window is actually a quite relaxing one. also the sound of violin.

6. What sound do you hate?

loud noises in general-- yelling, fireworks, loud music..

7. What is your favorite curse word?

...what an inappropriate question--

8. What profession other than yours would you like to attempt?

i always wanted to become a singer, or a doctor.

9. What profession would you not like to do?

hm.. i don't know. i adapt pretty well to things-- perhaps something related to discos?

10. If heaven exists, what would you like to hear God(s) say when you arrive at the pearly gates?

first of all i'd like an explanation for the fate i was given.

BONUS QUESTIONS:

1. Something most people don’t know about you?

hm.. i like flowers a lot. most people don't know that, i suppose? i like daisies the most.

2. Sexual preference?

i actually.. have no idea.. i don't really think about this?

3. What position do you sleep in?

curled up.

4. What if someone told you… you HAD to lose, just this one time?

..i'd be used to it, as sad as it sounds--

5. Greatest fear?

the thought of someone important giving up on me at some point. even more the thought that someone might have already done that.

6. If you could leave one thing to be remembered by, what would it be?

i don't really think i have anything worth being remembered by.. um, my notebook, perhaps?

7. If you were told to choose just one person you could remember if you ever lost your memory, who would it be?

is this some kind of joke ...mmh. that jongin guy, i suppose..

8. Name one thing in your room that holds special meaning to you.

my polaroids. they're the only thing stopping me from permanently forgetting important friends.

Tagged: no one because i have no friends all my friends have done this/were tagged already-- 

#{g} #{hc} #(some of these were p sad wtf ksoo

[xntsoo]

"i thought i might get to know you. broke college kid impulsions."       “do college kids usually offer company to seemingly lonely strangers?”

                          countdown x anterograde tomorrow                                           crossover                                      ( for rp use only )

#(I MM MM M SOOS IM SOS SOS SOS #( BYEBYEBYEBYEBYEBYEBYE #{v} #{.save} #( keEPS THIS FOREVER.. .. . . .. ..

[xntsoo]

#{a} #( here i aM