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btw babes I've been busy in another fandom if you're interested 👀 sansan has a chokehold on me rn

https://archiveofourown.org/works/54633889

https://archiveofourown.org/works/54643228

https://archiveofourown.org/works/54662212

Three noncon big mean man/tiny innocent girl one shots. There's also a longfic but these one shots are more beetlebabes-flavored

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...so did you see the Beetlejuice Beetlejuice teaser?

the shot of Lydia and BJ looking at each other in the end.... please for all that is HOLY let us beetlebabes get what we WANT😫😫😫🙏🏻

I rlly didnt to get my hopes up but my God they just keep throwing us bone after bone. This stinks of spite work. Tim has something to prove and a bone to pick.

#beetlejuice beetlejuice #beetlebabes

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You did porn before and I WANNA SEE IT

Ah okay well sorry I called you a weirdo, I get it, I'm hot, but if you can't find it on your own then you're just gonna have to work those internet muscles out a little harder 💪 I believe in you

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Completely random question but I’m curious, what do you— the wonderful Rae, think of Lana Del Rey?

I don't I guess. She's just some celebrity like the rest of em. Nice voice.

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happy late valentines day and…! wtf that OF question is so out of the blue LMAOOO

Lol happy vday, glad to know I left an impression on someone ig

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PLEASE drop the OF!

I have a child you fucking weirdo 🤣 y'all this same rando comes in my inbox every couple months or so to ask this same question and has been for YEARS, plz enjoy the lunacy

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hi, i just wanted to send this as a way to clear my conscience. you don’t owe a response and certainly not any sort of absolution (not that i have to tell you that, lol).

i was in your server a long while back, i think i was around 15-16ish. i was even more spastic than i am today, and trying to compromise the repugnancy of proshipping that had been drilled into my head with the fact that i liked everything i’d been told not to. it was very token anti-type cognitive dissonance. i’m almost certain i sent you hate mail (i know i definitely typed it up)— if i did, i can’t recall exactly what i said, but i’m sure it’s exactly as choleric and unscrupulous as you can imagine a fat asocial loser being lmao.

anyway, to cut a long and very predictable story short, i want to apologize for sending you all that garbage, and generally being a two-faced bitch. in a twist nobody could ever suspect, i was just envious of how confident and unabashed you were. i was embarrassed about my own shipping tastes and took it out on someone who wasn’t. i know that you eat anons like this for breakfast and are already fully aware of that fact, but i feel the need to say so anyway. i was a jealous cunt.

in spite of my own douchiness, though, you genuinely helped me come around to accepting my own desires, feelings and code of ethics. your server provided a sense of competence and neutrality, i loved making art without the need to be “unproblematic.” i want to thank you for that, alongside the apology. you’re confident, and open, and successful. you helped encourage me to make and seek art that i enjoyed, and not what was palatable to the fucking internet of all places. i’m still trying to be (and look) better, and i hope that one day i can love myself like you do.

Hurt people hurt people. It's okay, I forgive you, and I'm proud of your growth. Thank you for being brave enough to own your past. It's very big of you. Some people go their entire lives without ever becoming self-aware. Go forth knowing that I don't bear you any ill will, I only grew from my experiences with antis, and you can repay me by being kinder to yourself which will have a rippling effect of making you a kinder person for others.

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me and beetlebabes 🥺 BJ was gonna marry me and take me away from it all. Antis blow for not comprehending the humanity behind darkshipping.

When I was like 13/14, I LOVED Snarry as a ship. I read an obscene amount of Snarry porn.

I think it was because I had a crush on Snape, and Harry is the character we're supposed to identify with, so... Snarry!

Nowadays, that ship doesn't appeal to me at all. But it's just interesting, how different times in your life has you interacting with fiction differently.

But fantasizing about Snape was how I coped with life. Like when my parents were beating me, I'd imagine going to Hogwarts, where (of course) I was Snape's FAVORITE student. And he used legillimancy to see what was happening to me at home (because I couldn't SAY what was happening. I NEEDED him to just know, without asking). And he'd be so mad at my parents that he'd say I could live with him, even during the summer time. And when I grew up, we'd fall in love (obviously).

Or when I was being bullied, he understood that, too. He knew what it was like to be abused at home and bullied at school. He was what I needed, BECAUSE he was dark and jaded and mean. Sometimes abuse survivors AREN'T nice, fluffy little sweethearts. Sometimes being abused makes us harden our skin and sharpen our teeth, because we don't know how else to survive. So, yeah. Little teen-me needed him.

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Hi :3

This may be a strange ask. Sorry for that! but this seems like a safe place 2 ask it. Do u think proshipping is normal, and maybe even common? I remember shipping ace and buttercup as a child (lmao) and being upset that she beat his ass at the end, it makes me wonder how many people have had the same experience as a kid. I had a lot more to say, but I can’t really put it into words, so I guess the question is- Is shipping a conscious thing?

People don't like it when I say this but shipping is as much a choice as sexual orientation. You don't get to choose which ships your brain hones in on. Content creation is a choice yeah sure but you cannot physically stop your brain from liking stuff, and even if you could you shouldn't. It's incredibly normal, everyone does it, and the people who say they don't are lying to you or themselves.

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SANSAN?! I’ve got no discord, unfortunately. But I’d love to hear your opinions on it! :)

No worries, I've found the shippers and they have accepted me as one of their own 🙏 blessed be

As for opinions? I'm obsessed. I watched the show before reading the books, and that made me love it. Still haven't read the books, but through fanfiction and the internet I've learned a lot and now I still love the show but I really, really hate the show runners for what they did to Sansa, Sandor, and their relationship as a whole. It was butchered. So much was just completely removed from the plot, stuff that really tells you who they are, that what's left over simply isn't an accurate representation of what GRRM wrote. Particularly Sansa, who in the show is constantly threatened with sexual assault, is eventually sexually assaulted after seasons of grotesque teasing, culminating in one of her final lines (to the Hound no less, nothing is sacred) essentially laying down the message that if she hadn't been violently and repeatedly raped, she would still be an ignorant spoiled child. (Almost suggesting that she deserved this treatment because she was an ignorant spoiled child.)

Yeah. Gross. So that's why I am mad at the showrunners.

What can I say that hasn't already been said by all the great sansan content creators? They're made for each other. They are each other's ideal match--- and that's not my fangirl opinion, that's book canon. He is her true knight. She is his fair maiden.

The first time Sansa meets the Hound, she mistakes him for her father. Afterward, every single man she meets is subconsciously compared to the Hound (framing him in a positive light and his "competition" negatively). He quite literally sparks her sexual awakening just by existing. He can't keep his drunken paws off her and goes out of his way to show her what little kindness he can, despite the silent threat of Joffrey's retribution should Sandor's attentions to his betrothed be noticed.

In conclusion, the text speaks for itself. Hope you've enjoyed my stream of consciousness.

❤️😘

#sansan #sansa x sandor #tw: sa mention

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Please dear God someone in the GoT fandom direct me to a sansan discord, I've officially read (almost) all the complete (and a lot of the incomplete) E rated fics on Ao3 and I am in need 😫

#sansan #sansa x sandor

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congrats on the baby! dani sounds like a cutie (and genius)

Thank you ❤️ I've been reading her fairytales every night to help her develop her language skills faster. Did you know the Frog Prince used to be called "The Frog King, or Iron Henry" and has an incredibly homoerotic plot twist at the end?

Just thrown into the last two paragraphs, NBD 🤣

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I’ve forgotten you’re now mama Rae. How is that going? (If you don’t mind me asking)

It's wonderful, it's just like everyone says and all the movies tell you. You're exhausted and don't have time to do anything you want but you don't even care because you have never loved anyone or anything as much as the dear sweet pink cuddly little cooing bundle in your arms.

As for Dani, she's great. She's two months now, and at her pediatrician appointment on Friday they told us she has the muscle development of a six month old. She's extremely developmentally advanced, she can stand with help for long periods and has full neck control, she's extremely verbal and responsive, and she can push up onto her knees and hold her head up-- I don't think it will be too long before she's crawling already.

I was expecting a little rubber fragile baby but instead I have this tiny mini toddler ready to explore the world already and she's barely been here for a blink 😭

But I'm great. I miss the Beetlejuice realm, but I'm so caught up in motherhood and reading fanfic(maybe conceptualizing some fics of my own 👀) for my new favorite ship (SanSan from GoT) that I don't know when I'll be back here.

Also tbr the sequel announcement has me thrown. We'll see if I'm feeling inspired or insulted by the time it comes out lol I might come out the woodwork and make spite fic if I need to

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Do you think the word of god/crew statements outside the show/whatever hold any importance? I’ve seen antis calling people homophobic and the like because “actor/writer/director/etc confirmed x is y”

I think word of god being on your side is nice...

But no, it doesn't mean shit.

freedom of fan interpretation > some actor/director/writer's ego

Besides, if we want to talk about word of God, let's talk about the animators who created the cartoon that this musical these people are so up in arms about is partially based on. Let's talk about Alyson Court, the voice of Lydia, who has more than once liked/praised art made by known beetlebabes artists on social media.

The musical would not exist without Tim Burton or the artists behind the animated series. The animators of the cartoon shipped beetlebabes hardcore, it's entrenched in the final product and inarguable.

The foundations of this fandom are built on beetlebabes whether anyone involved with the production of the movie, toon, and musical like it or not.

#Reblogging this sentiment in honor of the coming sequel #highly unlikely the babes will get anything close to what we want #but it's okay because we're content creators #canon means nothing to us and we create the realities we want

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Hey, Rae. Wanna ask about a possible Beetlejuice 2 (the premiere of the sequel is already scheduled for sept. 6, 2024). What do you think about this?

My expectations are in the dirt but I'll take what I get I guess 🤷‍♀️ I think Jenna Ortega is a talented actress but I also think casting her here does a disservice to the thousands of goth actresses out there who never even had a shot. Winona Ryder didn't get both. Christina Ricci didn't get both. I've yet to see justification for why this girl deserves both. She's good but I really don't think she's *that* good. I would much rather liked to have seen some unknown in this role.

I'm also not a huge fan of the Lydia’s daughter premise. It's a fanfic cliche, and I'm not fond of seeing it here, but what can ya do? Expect an influx of BJ/Lydia’s daughter shippers. Them vs. Antis should be a fun battle of wits to watch.

#beetlejuice

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That’s such a perfect name for her :D

I don’t want to annoy you with all the wishes, but I do genuinely hope everything turns out alright for both of you

Thank you so much, I've gotten lots of compliments on it 🥰❤️ So far me and baby girl are both healthy, and I have no reason to believe anything will go awry. Honestly, my biggest concern is that I won't get her out by the 21st and I'll be cursed with an Aries 😩 I'll deal if so, but phew pretty please star lords give me a Pisces instead

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😭 I am, thank you for noticing. Tbr I haven't spent a lot of time or energy on fandom stuff in a while, but my discord is always welcome to those looking for a place to fangirl(or boy) free of judgment

Rae is such a daring badass and spends so much energy making a great safe space for everyone. She's a Babe AND a babe, too. 😭 Queen Beetlebitch indeed. 🖤💚🖤

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I agree, she’s such a queen and I adore her!

#you guys are too much for me #love yall 🥺