yanderegentleman

[yanderegentleman]

I fucking hate the hand that feeds me. I think I'll do something fucked up to it

[yanderegentleman]

i want to turn my life over to you. be an object for you to use, a trophy for you to show off. beat me, fuck me, parade me around and show off how dedicated i am. id let you carve your name into the soft fat of my thighs and tummy to let everyone know im yours.

[yanderegentleman]

u ever wish ur mind would just shut the fuck up

[yanderegentleman]

[yanderegentleman]

This is kinda unhealthy you can’t expect anyone to be your therapy you have to boss up and go try and get help

all you ever told me to do was get help

but maybe you were my help.

[yanderegentleman]

i wish someone would care enough to tell me to stop doing this to myself.

[yanderegentleman]

college starts next week…

[yanderegentleman]

My brain: if you don’t weigh yourself, there’s no proof you gained weight

Me: well, yes, but that system has a lot of faults -

My brain: if you don’t weigh yourself, there’s no proof you gained weight

[yanderegentleman]

Reblog if it's safe for anyone to message you about anything that's going on in their minds.

I want to make sure that it’s safe to talk to one another about mental issues.

[yanderegentleman]

“I’m too afraid to tell you I self harmed again. I’m sorry”

—

[yanderegentleman]

I fear myself. Because I know that only one little thing has to happen and I’m standing at the edge of a bridge, in front of a rope, or have the pills ready to swallow. Just one little misstep and I’m gone.

[yanderegentleman]

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[yanderegentleman]

“I’m crying under the shower, dragging a blade through my skin. Hoping I will die soon.”

— My thoughts

[yanderegentleman]

[yanderegentleman]

Journal page.

[yanderegentleman]

[yanderegentleman]

suicide // teen suicide