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Dark Percy Jackson Fic Recs
Request: Looking for some completed dark Percy fics.
Here's a few. I would also recommend checking out my Percy in Tartarus and Powerful Percy Jackson rec lists as well. Enjoy!
Dominus Veneni by Death_o7
T | 1.1k | Complete
Percy Jackson/Annabeth Chase, Percy Jackson & Annabeth Chase
Dark Percy Jackson, Akhlys, Tartarus
HoO glossed over Percy's outburst in Tartarus too fast so I'm making an one shot from it.
Mind Control by DancingInTheSliverGlow
T | 1.2k | Complete
Percy Jackson/Annabeth Chase
Dark Percy Jackson, Percy has god like powers, Scared Annabeth Chase
Tartarus had its own rules. Fire was drinkable. The ground was the body of a dark god. The air was acid, and demigods could be turned into smokey corpses. Compared to that, the idea of controlling poisons was
 easy. Percy glared at the poisonous lake around him. He focused, and reached with the part of his mind that allowed him to control water. The poisonous tide stopped. The fumes blew away from him and back towards the goddess. The lake of poison rolled toward her in tiny waves and rivulets. Akhlys took a hesitant step back. “What is this?!” She looked alarmed, scared even. Percy thought it was a good look on her. “Poison,” Percy snarled at her. “That’s your specialty, right?”
Only When You're Older, You'll See It Too by Butterflies_Stormclouds
T | 1.8k | Complete
Percy Jackson & Poseidon, Percy Jackson & Dionysus, Percy Jackson & Apollo, Percy Jackson & Hermes
Loss of Innocence, Deity Percy Jackson, Dark Percy Jackson
It's been mentioned throughout the years that Percy is a "good god." Millennia pass before he finally proves them - his father, cousins and family - are all correct.
are you the saint (that burned the gods of man) by maverickk
T | 2.0k | Complete
Percy Jackson/Annabeth Chase, Percy Jackson & The Seven
Feral Percy Jackson, Dark Percy Jackson, Blood Control
The Argo II gets boarded by pirates. This goes as well as expected, until they piss Percy off.
Five Times Percy Felt More Than Human, and the One Time He Came Home by kitty_pryde_bi_pride
G | 2.0k | Complete
Percy Jackson, Sally Jackson
Dark Percy Jackson, Powerful Percy Jackson, Family Feels
Percy is 17, almost an adult, when he masters control over his father’s domain. He hasn’t hit a ceiling on his power yet and he doesn’t think he ever will, but he feels strong enough that he can barely remember the fear of losing he felt at 12 when he fought the minotaur.
show me your worst (show me you're cursed) by maverickk
T | 2.1k | Complete
Percy Jackson & Calypso, Calypso & Leo Valdez, Percy Jackson & Leo Valdez
Powerful Percy Jackson, Dark Percy Jackson, Camp Half Blood
Percy's war is over, leaving him free to relax and try to adjust to the tentative peace. Leo's war is still going, though, and Percy's never been able to leave his companions to fight their battles on their own. Even if it means visiting someone he wouldn't mind never seeing again. Part 3 of I Hear You're Alive (How Disappointing)
we'll brave this storm by maverickk
T | 2.3k | Complete
Percy Jackson & Poseidon
Dark Percy Jackson, Moral Dilemmas, Post-Tartarus
Poseidon won't pretend to understand what his youngest son is going through. But that doesn't mean that Percy will be going through it alone. Part 4 of I Hear You're Alive (How Disappointing)
i'll find him by maverickk
T | 2.4k | Complete
Percy Jackson & Tyson, Minor Percy Jackson/Annabeth Chase, Nico di Angelo & The Seven
Dark Percy Jackson, Percy Jackson's Fatal Flaw, Earthshaker Powers
Tyson has been taken, and Percy's on a warpath. Someone is going to pay.
bury me underneath this bloody grave by keigold
M | 2.4k | Complete
Percy Jackson/Bob | Iapetus, Past Percy Jackson/Annabeth Chase
Character Study, Dark Percy Jackson, Bob | Iapetus is a Sweetheart
There is no one here to stop him from reaching out with a bruised hand and snagging monster blood, grabbing ahold of their dancing molecules and tearing them apart - no one here to stop his descent into becoming the thing he feared the most. or; What if Percy went through Tartarus alone?
the shark in your water by southslates
M | 2.6k | Complete
Percy Jackson & Sally Jackson, Percy Jackson & Poseidon, Percy Jackson & Gabe Ugliano
Implied/Referenced Child Abuse, Sally Jackson is a Good Parent, Abusive Relationships, Dark Percy Jackson
Percy understands a lot, not arithmetic or the alphabet but he understands a lot about the way the world works, can’t quite understand Gabe’s place in it.
five times percy leaned on his friends, and the one time he stood alone by kitty_pryde_bi_pride
G | 3.5k | Complete
Percy Jackson, Jason Grace, Grover Underwood, Tyson
Dark Percy, BAMF Percy Jackson, Morally Grey Behaviour
Percy meets his friends on the battlefield and they all know he’s unbeatable, even alone. And he is alone, even with the sea and the earth and the blessing of the Styx and the blood in their veins- he can tell they think he’s gone as mad as Luke.
a rose by any other name by IzzyMRDB
T | 3.8k | Complete
Percy Jackson & Poseidon
Worldbuilding, Eldritch Horror!Percy, Dark Percy Jackson
It wasn't Poseidon who met Sally on that beach on Montauk, but rather a far older, much more ancient version of him. Percy is born far older and younger than he should be.
Kill the Hero by maverickk
T | 13k | Complete
Percy Jackson/Annabeth Chase
Dark Percy Jackson, Scared Annabeth Chase, Percy Jackson Needs a Hug
"A slow death!" Misery had crowed at him. "A death from a thousand poisons!" And it was. It was slow, and painful, and terrible, and Percy wished he could he could say he wouldn't wish it on his worst enemies. But it wasn't his death, it was Akhlys's—and she deserved so much worse. In which Percy Jackson goes A Bit Too Far, Annabeth Chase gets A Bit Too Scared, and the story changes for the worse. Part 1 of I Hear You're Alive (How Disappointing)
You don't believe in one divine (But can you tell me you believe in mine?) by anxious_tofu
M | 21k | Complete
Percy Jackson & Dionysus, Percy Jackson/Annabeth Chase
Post-Tartarus, Dark Percy Jackson, Deity Percy Jackson, Psychological Trauma
With a looming threat on the horizon, Percy delves into parts of himself he hasn't touched since Tartarus.
Trust is Nothing by maverickk
T | 33k | Complete
Percy Jackson, Annabeth Chase, Nico di Angelo, Gaea
Hurt Annabeth Chase, Dark Percy Jackson, Blood Control
Percy Jackson had been left, alone, in Tartarus. His trust in his best friend was shattered. His loyalty was owed to no one. His energy went into keeping himself alive, and if he had to delve into darker and more deadly powers, so be it. But now he's out, and he has work to do. In which Percy Jackson, hopefully, manages to win a war, flip off Annabeth Chase, and take a much-needed nap. Not in that order. Part 2 of I Hear You're Alive (How Disappointing)
Enriched By Envy by HK44
M | 63k | Complete
Percy Jackson/Nico di Angelo
Dark Percy Jackson, Angst, Secret Crush, Jealously
Waking up at the bottom of the ocean was not on Nico's bucket list. Trying to figure out why Percy was suddenly so clingy and possessive of him wasn't on there either.
Percy In Tartarus by May1974 (bluefeye)
M | 111k | Complete
Past Percy Jackson/Annabeth Chase, Minor/Background Relationships
House of Hades rewrite, Post Tartarus, Dark Percy Jackson
Percy falls into Tartarus alone.
Blood-Red Herring by DAsObiQuiet
T | 142k | Complete
Percy Jackson/Annabeth Chase
Tartarus Survival, BAMF Annabeth Chase, Protective Poseidon
The Olympian gods have a history of making monumentally bad decisions and not learning from their mistakes. Of course that'll come back to bite them, and everyone seems to think Percy will be the one doing the biting. Thing is, he's tired and just wants to live a normal life. Too bad literally no one believes him except his friends, and now he has to survive the consequences of yet another one those monumentally bad decisions. AKA: Tartarus nearly destroyed Percy the first time, in more ways than one. It's worse the second time. So much worse. And this time, he has no way out. He desperately clings to the one thing he knows without a doubt: 'I have to stay alive for when Annabeth comes for me'. Because she will.
Falling For You by 1967HogwartsGoddess
T | 270k | Complete
Percy Jackson/Annabeth Chase, Percy Jackson & The Seven, Percy Jackson & Poseidon
Percy Jackson Needs a Hug, House of Hades, Dark Percy Jackson
In an alternate series of events, Percy saves Annabeth from falling into Tartarus. Too bad he can't save himself. As Annabeth leads the Seven on a treacherous quest to meet him at the Doors of Death, Percy fights through a wasteland of pain, torture and difficult choices. Surrounded by monsters, alone in the darkest corner of the underworld, he starts to question whether he's a good kid anymore. Final chapter is an AU following on from chapter 66.
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How the old timey prick got his pet
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over the garden wall
 but as a game.
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woOps
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They had the same first and last name as me, difference only being the addition of one letter in the last name. It was still said the same way though lol
We ask your questions so you don’t have to! Submit your questions to have them posted anonymously as polls.
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Check out the Treebark Title Swap 2024 Collection on AO3 for the existing and coming treebark and renchanting works! :)
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For my chrobin fans! Here begins a collection of drabbles inspired by Chrobin's adventures in Fire Emblem Heroes!
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"Robin searches desperately for his prince in the towering, golden sunflower field, when suddenly, Chrom pops out with a certain surprise hidden behind his back."
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Chapter 14 of Pretending to Love You Is Out Now!
Pairing: Chrom/f!Robin
Rating: Mature
Summary: Following the war with Plegia, the Ylissean Council is putting pressure on Chrom to announce an engagement by his next birthday. Since he is uninterested in courting while still learning how to rule, Robin suggests he pretend he is already in a relationship to get the council off his back. What she did not anticipate was Chrom telling the council that she is the one he is courting

Tags: Fake/Pretend Relationship, Mutual Pining, Sharing a Bed, Political Intrigue
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Chrom fidgets with the embroidery on the cuff of his suit-coat, his other hand drifting up to run restlessly through his hair.
“Milord, I must insist that you refrain,” Frederick huffs, catching Chrom’s wrist just before it can undo his half successful attempts to tame Chrom’s bangs.
At present, the two of them are sequestered at the back of the mezzanine overlooking the ballroom—too far from the balustrade to get a good look at the mass of twirling guests below. Chrom has spent the last quarter hour here awaiting the musical refrain that’s to serve as his entrance cue. Normally his twitchiness over this type of event would be due to nerves, but tonight it’s more from eagerness than anything else. Robin is waiting for him somewhere down there in that thicket of finery; until he is at her side again, he will be able to think of little else.
Chrom lets his hand drop back to his side and shoots Frederick a sheepish smile. “Apologies, my friend. My mind is in other places.”
“I noticed as much.” Frederick narrows his eyes in thoughtful scrutiny long enough that Chrom starts to feel a prickle of self-consciousness.
“...Something the matter?” he prompts.
“Not at all, milord,” Frederick replies. “I was merely thinking that you seem
different today.”
“Different?” Chrom repeats, and he has to consciously stamp down another impulse to re-tousle his hair. “Different how?”
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Pairing: Chrom/f!Robin
Rating: Teen
Words: 13,742
Tags: Accidental Engagement - Didn't Know Item Was Traditional Betrothal Gift, Courtship - Misunderstood Attempts at Courting Result in Surprise Proposal, Misunderstandings, Idiots in Love, Mutual Pining, Getting Together, Canon Universe
Summary: When Emmeryn leaves for Ylisstol after the Hierarch's betrayal, Chrom is riddled with worry. Robin is determined to prove just how committed she is to supporting him, and when she learns of a traditional Ylissean gift that symbolizes devotion and friendship, she thinks she's found just the way to do it. But Chrom’s reaction to the present is much more intense than she expected
and his behavior only gets stranger from there.
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Not enough people talk about Pre-LimLife Mean Gills. And I think that’s a crime because it’s integral to their relationship growth and narrative arc (in the Life Series). Spoilers for the Entire Life Series below the cut.
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Elementary school mean gills/coral kids Scott’s a selkie and Martyn wears rain boots to play in the water with him they play pirates and mermaids together (Half the time Scott is the pirate) and Scott looks adorable and innocent but is peak 2nd grade mean girl energy. Limited life is just the game they play every recess.
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EyesAndEars lore collection
Collection of sources for myself and anyone looking to further their understanding of it all! 
For clarity, C!Martyn refers to the one from the Evolution/Life SMPs. 
Vtuber lore isn’t included in this post yet but will be eventually.
Some of the sources of info are already mentioned in other sources (such as the QnA livestream) but are included anyways for the convenience of time, or were added before a more broad source was available.  
Last updated sometime in early may 2023
Links to sources below
-Evo in general, but for a gist there exists a recap of most of it
-Martyn’s Third Life POV
-Martyn’s Last Life POV
-Martyn’s Limited Life POV 
-Why c!Martyn attacked c!Grian
-Life series shadow lore explanation stream 
-Limited Life and Watcher lore Q&A
-Clarification post livestream on Grian’s character
-Advent and if it’s canon to c!Martyn
-Unused potential Watcher and Listener skins
-Unused halloween watcher dialogue
-Did c!Martyn know about the Watchers communing with him?
-Are c!Martyn or c!Jimmy Listeners? Is anyone else we know of a Listener? 
-Who adjusts the time in Limited Life lore?
-The Watchers are still creating and in control of the death games post Last Life
-Why Watchers make the games and what happens to the memories of the players
-Why c!Grian was AFK in episode 3 of Limited Life
-What are SMPs like Rats or Empires to the lore
-Why do the Watchers speak in rhyme?
-Watcher diets and Grian characterization
-Listener feeding habits
-Are the Listeners “good”?
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Average third life episode be like
Person with a brain cell: Scar can we please focus and try to prepare for war
Dickhead character: RED WINTER IS COMING
Background character: no fuck YOU GIVE ME THE ENCHANTER
Nice person: Jimmy!! My husband is dead!
Bdouble100: HARK the herald angels sing! What are you doing here blood crowned king
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MAJOR SPOILERS FOR THE FINALE OF SECRET LIFE!!!!!
so i sped-wrote this as soon as i learned who the winner was this morning, tried to post it twice, tumblr mobile deleted it BOTH TIMES... but i will not be silenced ive finally gone to desktop /silly
this will go up on my rough draft pseud soon, but until then please enjoy the results of me being EXTREMELY unwell about the secret life finale. WOOOOOO WE ARE POPPING THE BIGGEST OF BOTTLES TODAY FR!!!!!!!!!!!
Grian barricades himself at the top of the highest tower of Tango's citadel the moment he wakes up. It's a calculated move, admittedly. There are a precious few places one might still find him if he truly wants to hide, but the Deep Frost Citadel isn't one of them— and with the second Decked Out coming to a ceremonious close, foot traffic here is perilously low. Dawn is a swift-approaching knife on the horizon, and Grian soars above it all, face numb with chill wind, wings brazen and feathers strewn across an empty sky.
He doesn't want to be near when Scar wakes. And he doesn't want to be found just yet, either. Oh, Scar will track him down. Of that, he has no doubt— but for now, Grian takes solace in the snow crunching underfoot as he locks himself inside this barren tower.
It's dark here, which suits Grian just fine. He doesn't bother lighting a lantern; instead, he huddles right on the floor, letting the ice seep through him. From here, he can just make out the sky as it lightens, bringing with it the dawn of a new victor. Nausea boils in his throat. With that victory comes a price, and Scar— And Grian— Well. Grian hasn't treated him very well throughout the games, now, has he?
He curls in on himself even further, feathers brushing along the length of his chilled arms. Each hair stands at attention, in some vain effort to pull warmth from the surrounding freeze— when he scrubs a hand along his arm, his fingers shake, and the gooseflesh remains stark and raised against his skin.
There was a sand-drenched point when the concept of warmth was all he could register— scorching wind scraping the cut on his cheek, the scarlet splatter of blood across split knuckles. And like the steady drain of life from a corpse, that warmth has drawn away, poison from a putrid wound— it leaves him compacting this cold, this loneliness, to mold it into four high walls around his heart; a fitting tribute to every grain of trust he's rightfully lost. Grian huffs the barest traces of a bitter laugh as his breath mists in the air. A better man would meet Scar at his base, extend his support, no matter how icily it might be met.
But Grian is selfish, and a coward, and will always be a coward— and so instead he sits, marrow freezing, with only the thin garrotte of paltry sunlight wrapping itself around his tender throat to keep him company.
And there he stays, motionless, for long enough that the chill makes a home in him— the glistening, pale yolk of the sun warns him of the passing time, a watery heat that counts down the seconds to minutes to hours until Scar finds him. Grian curls his wings around himself, a pitiful embrace, and waits.
Two hours later, the whistle of rocket-propelled elytra warn him of incoming company. Grian doesn't bother fleeing; he knows Scar, and Scar knows him, and with this last, missing puzzle piece finally slotting into place between them, he's under no illusions that staying hidden for long is feasible. Grian's eyes skitter to a crack on the far wall as clumsy footsteps scatter the snow outside, scrabbling for balance before the muted click of a cane joins them. Footsteps; another, louder click— the door's latch gives way, and a brief, blinding wave of light crashes over Grian's face, obscuring everything but the outline of a painfully familiar silhouette.
Grian has to look away. The door shuts, and for a small moment, neither of them so much as breathe.
Then Scar's sighs— one great, resigned gust. "Grian...."
He says nothing else. He doesn't have to. Grian draws his legs up to his chest in response anyway, heart a frozen pump bleeding ice into his very veins. What can he say? An apology? They're past apologies, now— if Scar wanted to disavow him forever, take the crumpled remains of their friendship and throw it at his feet, he'd be right to do so.
But Scar doesn't shout; neither does he leave. Instead, his cane taps forward, boots sliding into Grian's line of vision— and, with a grunt of effort, Scar eases himself down, until he's sitting at a safe diagonal from Grian's hunched form.
Neither of them say anything for a while.
Eventually, Grian licks his lips. They're chapped from cold, thin and ready to split. "Hi, Scar," he says softly. It comes out weak, thready— a barely-there declaration. Whatever Scar wants here... he can take it. It's the very least Grian can do at this point.
From the corner of his eye, he watches Scar settle, shifting his weight before he lands on something approximating comfort. He takes his time with it, blind— or uncaring— to the erratic snarl of Grian's pulse. His voice is just as quiet when he responds. "So... that's it, then, huh."
Grian glances over properly before he can stop himself, stomach churning; Scar's gaze has slipped to the cutout acting as a window, middle-distant and lost. Locked on something only he can see. Then Scar shakes himself, an abrupt jerk of his head and shoulders, and that glassy look turns to pin Grian directly to the wall behind him instead. "Just like that?"
Grian's fingers tighten around his knees. "Just like that," he agrees, hollow.
Scar mulls that over for a moment. His sigh is a wisp of white in front of them, crystallizing in the glacial atmosphere. "Jeez," he says finally, scrubbing one hand through the tangled bird's nest of his hair. He must have flown across half the server as soon as he... remembered, Grian realizes with a visceral pang. "I didn't... that's a lot of memories to just, um, gain back on a dime, huh?"
Grian darts a sidelong glance at him. Shifts his wings until their primaries lower, sweeping the ground around his feet like a feathered cat's cradle. "I wouldn't know," he says, a quirk of black humor dancing around the edges of his mouth. He swallows. "Since. Well...."
He trails off. Imagines, briefly, that he is a black hole— a quasar. A neutron star. Something so tight and compact it can string him out, erase him; a ball of grief and misery dense enough that it contains its own event horizon.
Scar hums a little shakily into the blooming silence. "Yeah. I guess that would complicate things, wouldn't it." A pause. "Does it always feel—?"
Grian shrugs. "Don’t know that either, Scar."
"Oh." Scar's still looking at him, the searchlight of his gaze burning pockmarks into Grian's skin. "Cool, okay... so...." He hesitates, teeth worrying his lower lip, before finally forging on: "So what now?"
Grian sucks in his own shuddery breath. "Whatever you want, Scar," he says, blank and dull. Every inch of him frozen stiff, awaiting the tipped scales of Scar’s judgement. "There's no going back, after this." The quicksilver flash of a grimace tugs his lips back to reveal sharp, white teeth. "Welcome to the club, I guess."
"It sure is a warm welcome," Scar says weakly. "Got— uh, got your complimentary balloons, and— and um, a whole gift basket of... of...."
He trails off too, the fragile ley lines of his humor peeling off, cracking at the seams. Impossibly, Grian curls around himself tighter.
An apology is nothing but wasted air now, but it dredges from his throat anyway. "For what it's worth, I'm sorry, Scar. I—" He breaks off, jaw tight. "I'm... I'm not sure what else to say, honestly. I never thought...."
I never thought you'd win. It's a cruel phrase that haunts the air between them, hanging like a smoky pall across their shoulders.
Scar says nothing against it; he only watches.
An uneasy prickle crawls up Grian's spine. "You don't—" He stops himself before he can finish that thought. "Are you— Scar, why are you here?"
"'Cause Pearl's not talking to me yet," Scar says quietly, prompt. "And— and because I remembered. Us."
Grian's throat closes around the word. "Us," he echoes, a rough rasp that ricochets against the deepslate walls surrounding them. The word tears through his ears, distorting with each pass. "Look, alright— I-I don't know if you got the memo, exactly, but— I'm not—"
He breaks off again, lungs jarring, hitching in his chest. Hot prickles sear behind his eyes, but nothing drops— he’s too tired for crying. "I've hurt you a lot, Scar," Grian says at last, lips numb around the words. "I'm not sure if there's much of an 'us' left, at this point."
"I know," Scar says. His eyes reflect the snow-glitter outside.
"And— I wouldn't blame you, if you left right now." 
"I know," Scar says again, softer.
"I—” Grian stares at him, helpless. "Okay, then why are you here, Scar?" He gestures between them, an aimless motion that somehow encompasses the breadth of everything that's rotted at their foundations. "If you know all that, then what—?"
Scar regards him with enviable poise. His throat bobs as he speaks. "Maybe, I just— now that I remember— maybe I just want your company, Grian. Is that really so bad?"
Grian stares at him, at a loss. "I don't understand," he says finally, and it comes out plaintive even to his own ears. "I thought you'd be— angry. After everything I've done, after all that's happened.... What's your play here, Scar? If you want to yell at me, be my guest. I think by now I've more than earned it."
But Scar doesn't take the bait. Instead, he shuffles closer— just by an inch. A careful, cautious inch. "Y'know," he says, apropos of nothing, "and correct me if I'm wrong, here— but I seem to remember something about you wanting an alliance before all of... that crazy stuff happened. Is that right?"
Something in Grian's chest spasms. Whatever expression it spreads across his face must spur Scar on, because he scoots closer again, just enough to bring their calves together. The brief shock of warmth explodes through Grian's skin, worming its way underneath the subcutaneous tissue to flood his veins and gnaw at the lingering ice.
After a moment, Scar's lips tilt up— a subtle, fragile smile. "Is it too late to cash in on that?" he asks.
Grian's mind goes blank, white and buzzing, the thin hiss of a creeper drifting through it like smoke. Unfiltered shock threads through his voice. "You want t— what?"
Scar's smile tempers further around its edges, stretching into something softer, knowing. Rounded out. With solemn motions, he reaches into the pocket of his utterly ridiculous safety vest, and delicately pulls something out.
It's a sunflower.
In the frigid gloom of Tango's citadel, Grian gapes, the brilliant yellow petals incongruous with this grim, grit, darkened room. When he looks up, Scar's eyes are overbright, painfully earnest— brimming with a desperate urgency that tucks itself away in the depths of his pupils.
"Can we try again?" Scar says, soft as the new-fallen snow beyond this isolated cell of misery. "Start over? I— I kind of hurt you too, you know. And— for the record, being without you sucks. I don't—" He falters. "I know it's gonna be all weird, y’know, between us
 but I don't want to do that anymore. I just... want you here, Grian. That's all. I just want you to stick around."
Grian sucks in a sharp, daggered breath. "You're joking," he breathes, but his heart leaps, tumbling from his throat and onto the floor for Scar to stomp at his leisure. "You're actually— this isn't funny."
"Hey, do you see me laughing?” Scar presses forward once more, a calculated attack, but still slow enough for Grian to track each move, to stop him if he cared enough to. Gently, Scar unwinds one of Grian's hands from his knees, cupping it between his own and brushing the lightest of kisses against his knuckles before turning over Grian’s palm and pressing the flower into it. Grian's fingers curl around it of their own accord, silky petals burning against his fingers.
"So." Scar smiles, tremulous, eyes suspiciously red-rimmed. "Can we still be friends?"
And Grian has always been a raw creature, a tangled wreck of his own selfish greed— he’s craved the honeyed umber of Scar's love since he first cradled it, tentatively, in his palms all that time ago. In the depths of his heart, there will always be that sandstone cliff, the crack of his bones against hard-packed sand, and wings too clipped to fly freely. There will always be that calloused fist around his heart, and beyond his own scrabbling fear, there will always, always be that fervent need to bring Scar close even as he pushes him away.
And where before, Scar had been playing blind, a game with no true rules
 now, his eyes trap Grian against the wall, clear as glass— diamond sharp and just as steady. From a winning game, there is no turning back. There’s nothing left to lose here, except this porcelain trust, this shred of hope Scar offers him once more in the form of a flower.
Even after everything, all the memories flooding back— Scar is still here, holding Grian’s heart, and offering up his own in return.
Grian slowly presses it to his chest with trembling, vulnerable motions. "You're sure you want this."
"I'm sure I want you," Scar says, unwavering.
Grian breathes in. Breathes out. Inhale and exhale, both a heavy drag in his lungs. Already, the sun is beginning to strengthen, casting thick rays through the window and splaying them across Grian’s lap. The advent of gilded noon weaves around them, perfuming the air with light and heat.
"Okay," Grian says at last, and it drops from his lips with the weight of a confession; a relinquishment; a solemn vow. "Okay."
This time, when Scar reaches for his hand again, Grian meets him halfway, and the tangle of their fingers nets the sunflower in a promise neatly between them.
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More than halfway through the body-swaps! Have the apothecaries :D
I think it's apparent that I had too much fun with one of the panels đŸ€Ł
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Warriors body-swapping, done! Had to take a slightly different approach for them since their personalities are pretty much in the same category 😂 would probably do hunters or apothecaries next
Bonus. Olberic will not be having a good time with this little menace..
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