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Friends/parents: I promise I won't force you to order something to eat, let's just hang out

Me: really?

Friends/parents: yeah, I promise

Also them: I know you ate before but that was hours ago, you need to order something to eat

Me:

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haha wow I wish I wasn’t so repulsive

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When you're already restricting hard, only had 4 hours of sleep and you decide to go on a 30 hour fast:

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Friends with EDs having a sleepover:

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Going to the supermarket to buy meals for the whole week like

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stomach: i'm hungry can we please eat some food

me knowing i've already reached my calorie limit:

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When you binge but stay below your calorie limit:

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Friend: *pats my stomach

Body dismorphia:

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My 2018 Goal? Get to my ugw. Did I achieve it? Not even close.

My 2019 Goal? Get to my ugw. Will I achieve it? Hell fucking yeah

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me: *wakes up, looks in mirror*

my ed: you look like this

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Broooo her body 😍

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Me: I won't let my e.d control me, I'll truly try to recover this time

Me: *gains weight*

Me: did I mention recovery? I meant starve