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Mmnnn I wuv him so much I don’t care about much else…

Love love love love love love love love love love love love love looooove him

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I wuv him<3

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I manage to still feel lonely even when you’re around…

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Ahhh I think I’m only getting worse…

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I wish sleep could last forever.

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Am I seriously that obnoxious to you?

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Am I really that much of a chore that you have to complain about me for hours?

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hey, concerned anon here, i used to post things like you. i know ur probably going through a really hard time right now, but you should know that you are deserving of love. and you need to forgive yourself. and learn how to love yourself.

you are fundamentally alone at all times. you can never exist in the head of another human. this means all interaction with other people is a form of projection. you have to project yourself onto others, because that is the only expression of humanity you know. the one youve been learning your whole life.

do you know what that means?

it means that you can only love another human, authentically, if you love yourself. it means you can only learn how to forgive others, only by forgiving yourself. you have to love yourself. it is the basis of all things.

you have to reach into your core, and find that neglected, weeping, hungry child. and you have to feed them. and brush their hair. and wash their fingernails. and tell them that you love them and that it will be okay. you have to love yourself.

you can do it. itll hurt, and itll be a slow and ugly process. but you can do it. i love u stranger. good bye now !!

Um First of all I want to thank you for taking your time to write out this really kind message, you took time out of your day to do so and I'm sorry. I'm very sorry you were concerned I only really post to get things off my mind, or random thoughts to put away into the random sea that is the internet. So you don't really have to be concerned and again I'm sorry you are. I clicked this not really expecting anything kind, but even now as I'm still trying to process what i read over and over I'm grateful for this message. I'm not sure why you bothered or why you care but you seem like just- an amazing person. I wouldn't forgive myself if I didn't thank you. You brightened my day:) Take care!!!

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No matter how much I want to press myself against you, we wont truly be together.

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I'm sorry I can't love you normally.

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Can I be the one that’s cared for this time?

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Do you think I’ll get skinny if I stop eating entirely? Wwwww

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I wouldn’t be here if it weren’t for you.

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I’m sorry for being such a miserable person.

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I don’t want to be discarded anymore.

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Anxiousness without a cause is the bane of my existence as a whole.

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The thought of not existing as a human anymore is comforting.