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How do I feel about Miss South Africa winning Miss Universe?

Week 17

So I am actually really happy that she won but and proud, but Madison (Miss Puerto Rico 2019) should have won. I'm just saying this because I’m Puerto Rican so don’t come after me. But it's okay because she is a first runner up. I am also proud of everyone that was in it.

Madison did amazing and I am so proud of her. A lot of Puerto Rican was criticizing Madison when she won Miss Puerto Rico because her Spanish isn’t as good and because shes mixed. I honestly didn’t care that she is mixed because she is still Puerto Rican. A lot of people didn’t think she would even make it but I did believe in her. I love her personality and how she didn’t give up even tho people were criticizing her. 

Now please don’t criticize me because why I thought Madison should have won.

After all, I am still happy because she got the first runner up.

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College Plan part 1

Week 16

Lately, I have been watching “college move-in” vlogs. I have been thinking about moving into a dorm once I start college at least for one year. I really want to experience having a roommate.  Also is closer to the college so its less money to spend in gas. 

I know that moving stuff to a dorm is hard and stuff but it's fun to decorate the room. The college that I want to go to is actually 45 minutes from where I live. So I will be able to drive home whenever I want to, to see my family and friends. 

You probably know about my best friend Dierdre. We are actually planning to go to the same college. But she's a junior and I'm a senior so we are going to college at different times. We really hope we get the same room because that would be amazing. 

So yeah, that’s half of my plan.

Goodbye.

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Week 15

So this is an update on my life. So I just found out that I'm not only Puerto Rican and Spanish, I am also British. My mom's dad, which is my grandpa, he's mom is half British. So that means that my great grandma or great grandpa from my grandpa's side of the family, someone from the United kingdom came to Puerto Rico and feel in love with someone in my family. I don't really know a lot from it. My mom last name which is "Lamboy" comes from a county called Norfolk and in there, there is a village called Lampole. I found in the Internet that people migrated to have a better future. Which that all makes sense, since Puerto Rico is part of the United States.

I couldn't find the definition of Lamboy, but if I could share the definition, I would.

I just really think is amazing how I am half British. Never in my whole life I would think that I am British.

I would love to one day go travel to Norfolk and go to the Village Lampole and maybe find some cousins.

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(Wk14)

My bestfriends

Today I would be talking about my bestfriends Deirdre, Deyllian, and Jorge.

Deirdre- she is intelligent, gorgeous, sometes annoying (it depends), and nice. She loves to help people. She is 16 years old. She was born in New York, Buffalo. She loves sports, especially volleyball and basketball. We became friends in my 10th grade year and for her, her 9th grade year. Our friendship is really all over the place to be honest. We can be mean to each other or be nice. Sometimes she can be annoying, but I mean what type of friendship is that of she's not annoying sometimes🤣. I love her personality and I also love her.

Deyllian- She's really far away from me😭. She's is so gorgeous and so smart. She loves to bake and cook. She's is 17 years old. Was born in Mayagüez, Puerto Rico. We been friends for 11 years. We lost connections a couple of times because she either moved or I moved, but we always found each other. I see her every summer or Christmas break. I love her personality too and I miss her so much.

Jorge- Um with him everything is really different. We argue a lot🤣. He's really smart believe or not. He's a good looking guy. Loves to play basketball. Loves to annoyed me 24/7. He was born in Bayamon, Puerto Rico. He's is 16 years old and thinks that he's older than me. We meet last year in my 11th grade year and on his 10th grade year. So we haven't been friends for a long time, but it does feel like it. I love his personality and I also love him. He is honestly the only person you will see me at school with or talking too. When he is not at school I really be missing him because I literally don't talk to a lot of people and I always talk to him, so I feel really weird.

Those are my bestfriends and I love them just the way they are❤️.

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(Wk13)Dear birth father,

Hey! I know that you literally don’t know anything about me, not even my birthday and if you do is because your wife reminded you.I know that you have not dedicated your life for neither of us tree oldest girls, but thats okay. I know that you have hurt me in my life so many times. I know that you always don’t have money for your kids, but when it comes to other stuff you do. I know that I always wait for a birthday present even tho, I know that thats never going to happen. I know that you left like if we meant nothing to you. I know that every time you had said  “i love you” to me you don’t mean it. I know that you have promise lots of things and you always break those promises. I know that you will never see me graduate. I know that every time I forgive you and let you back into my life, you hurt me. I know that last summer, when I ended in the hospital in Puerto Rico and I asked you if you could pay my medication you said “no” and simply didn’t care.  I know that you don’t even know how to spell my nickname. I know you say that you care, but your actions show me that you don’t.

A definition of father is some one that cares for their child and loves them. Not someone who does the opposite of that.

I want you to know that even tho you have hurt me, I forgive you one more last time. And I say one more last time because I won’t let you back into my life to hurt me again. I still love and care for you, but you have cost me so much pain in my life, that at this point you’re being toxic in my life whenever I have communication with you or I spend the day with you. Also happy late birthday. I did not forget your birthday, in fact I never do, but I did not want to talk to you. I love you and thank you for giving me life. Take care.

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(Wk12) My dream

I want to write about modeling because that is something I always loved and still loved. When I used to live in Puerto Rico my mom had me and my oldest sister do modeling. My sister wasn't really into it, but me. I was so into it, that I learned the step so fast. Modeling is honestly my passion.

When we moved to Florida I had to stop modeling because we moved. My tried putting me back into modeling, but modeling is really expensive in here. So for us to actually fine a cheap modeling agency would be hard. But I always I told my self that when I have my own money and enough money to be able to be in a modeling agency I will train to be able to go into "Miss Belleza latina", "Miss Puerto Rico" or "Miss Universe". This is one of my biggest dream and rarely talk about it. So this probably the only time you will see me talk about it. But yeah...

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(wk11) how I do my makeup

For the past few months, I have been starting to wear more makeup outside and inside of school. For school I don’t really do a lot because I want my makeup to be really nature because of sports. I don’t really wear foundation anymore to school so lets skip that step, if I do thats my first step. So I’m still going to tell you about foundation.

1. I first apply moisturizer and some type of oil for skin.... which I don’t apply it all over my faces. Only where its needed.

2. I apply foundation, I make sure I blend it in with my neck because u always want your face to be the same color as your neck.

3. I cover up my under eyes bags with concealer.

4. Then I go for mascara. I put two code of mascara on.

5. Then I fill in my eyebrows with eyebrow filler and some eyebrow gel.

6. Going to be honest, I stop wear lipgloss most of the time for school because by like first period its literally gone.

But yeah... Those are my six step of how I do my makeup. Hope you enjoy it.  What should I write on my next blog, or should I do more makeup blogs? Also if you are wondering what type of makeup product do I use I will list them right now. Wet’n’wild, and elf. I use those because they don’t tested on animals and to be a cheap brand they are good. 

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(wk10) my everyday makeup routine

1. I apply some type of face moisturizer because my face gets really dry and it also helps to protect your face.

2. I cover anything that Insee that I don’t like with concealer.

3. I blend my concealer (wet your beauty blender).

4. I set my concealer with loose powder so my faces doesn’t look oily through the day.

5. Then I filled my eyebrows with black gel and I put on top of them clear eyebrows gel.

6. After that I clean my eyebrows with concealer, to make sure they look sharp and they don’t look messy.

7. I curl my eyelashes.

8. I put on waterproof mascara on my top eyelashes and in the bottom I put on regular mascara.

9. I put on blush.

10. Put on highlighter.

11. Put on bronze

12. Last but not least spray some setting spray.

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(wk9) How do I get ready for church!

My church starts at 12:30 and it’s 20 minutes away from my house. Every Sunday my mom has to wake me up because alarms don’t wake me up. Don’t ask why, because I do not know why😂.  But she’s wakes me up around 930 or 10:10. When she wakes me up the first thing I do is get up go to the bathroom brush my teeth, while I pray. Then I take a shower, to make sure I smell good. I usually wash my hair on Sunday morning. When I do all that, I already planned out my outfit while I’m taking a shower, so all I got to do is get dress. Once I’m done getting dress, I start doing my makeup. For church I go for a more simple natural everyday makeup or sometimes I don’t even do my makeup. Now if it’s a special day at church, than I try go for a more dramatic look. When I finish with my makeup, I start doing my hair. I would say my hair is an easy to deal with when I wash it, so I don’t really struggle with it. I would divide my hair into pieces so the products work. I also brush my hair. After I finished everything I go to the kitchen and make myself breakfast. When I finished everything I say then that’s is when we all leave to church. But yeah that’s how I get ready for church.

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(Wk8) About me

Hey, I know you already read my last post about me and nothing has really changed but only one thing has changed. I'm seventeen years old now. At first I was really excited to turn seventeen, but now I'm not so excited about it. One I'm still the youngest senior in my school. Two I'm going to be 18 in a year and I really don't want to pay bills and become a adult. But I also want to be an adult because I have to own responsibilities. I feel like eighteen shouldn't be the you become a adult because you're still a teen, it says it right there eightTEEN, but it's whatever. I can't really change the law. I still have a lot too learn, but I mean everyone still has a lot to learn. I really hope that life's gets better, but I know life is hard so🤷. I love my life no matter what. I mean I have my ups and downs but, that's how it suppose to be like and it's fine as long as you trust God everything will change.