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#god this is fuCKIMG KILLIMG MEEE #WHATJEFUUUCKKK #RIPPIMG MY HAIR OFFF #SPBBING MY GUTS OUT ON THE FLOORR #all for the game #the foxhole court #neil josten #jean moreau #tsc #the sunshine court

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the sunshine court aoughhh we're so back

#WWHHAATTT #OP THIS IS FUCKING INSANE #I LOOVE THISSS #THE COLORSS? #THE STYLLEEE?@?@ #WOWOWOWOOAAHH #the foxhole court #all for the game #jean moreau #jeremy knox #jerejean #aftg #tsc #the sunshine court

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due for some rainbows..

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Just realised that Jeremy being surprised that Jean is nineteen means that it isn't a well-known fact outside of the Raven line-up. Lucas is very likely saying all this shit about Jean being a whore or whatever without even realising how young Jean is. If my maths is right, Lucas is actually older than Jean is.

#head in hands #aftg #the sunshine court #tsc #jean moreau

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aaron minyard doesn’t hate neil josten because he’s annoying or because he’s his brothers boyfriend.

no, aaron minyard hates neil josten because one day, neil will be asked to kill his brother and andrew would hand him the gun without hesitation.

it starts when neil joins the team. sure, things were rough before, but this kid showing up out of nowhere and trying to fix them rubbed salt in the wound. he sees how neil interests andrew, how his brother keeps giving the liar his yeses and his deals and promises. it doesn’t sink in until baltimore, until andrew breaks his deal and chokes out kevin. watching andrew kneel in front of neil (nathaniel), a broken boy made from butchers and glass, that’s when fear starts to claw into his heart. he interrogated neil at the cabin, and the whole time there’s a whisper in his head saying “just how far will andrew go”

aaron watched andrew fight his way into being his own person after a childhood of tragedy upon tragedy. he was there when nicky adopted them, when andrew explored his agency and rebuilt himself from the ground up. and then he watched as andrew found neil and piece by damning piece built his life around him. they’d deny being codependent but there is no more andrew minyard and neil josten there is only andrewandneil.

neil makes a deal with the mafia and aaron wants to scream, shake the man and ask him where his brother fits into all this.

but he knows.

he knows that one day, neil josten won’t be a professional exy player anymore. he knows that the man will grow old and slower, and one day he won’t have a paycheck to send to the moriyamas. they’ll consider him a liability, show up at his home (the one he shares with andrew)

and when neil josten will fall, so will andrew minyard.

his brother claims he is an independent person but he is lying

aaron is terrified, because he knows there is no corner of hell that neil josten could not lead his brother to.

neil josten is andrew minyards death sentence, and aaron is the only one who can see it. he cares too much about his brother not to.

#oh man #this kinda hit #aaron minyard #andrew minyard #neil josten #andreil #aftg #all for the game

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#im fucking sobbing man #the magic of dnd #man #i started crying halfway and ended the post unable to see my keyboard #rest in peace dnd grandma

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all tsc neil knows is show up, orchestrate murder, be sexy, wear orange, and lie

#neil baby youre perfect #NEVER CHANGE #aftg #tsc #the sunshine court #neil josten

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they used to make smackable technology. you used to be able to hit your tv when it didn't work good.

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am i allowed to think of neil being a jesus metaphor and aftg being a what if Mary had enough of her child belonging to his father and everyone but her? What if Mary couldnt take the violence on her and her son and knowing what was coming (crucifixion/neil forever belonging to his father and being taken away from her) and out of pure rage decided to take jesus (neil) and leave this life for survival, constantly haunted by the omniscient eye of god (nathan) am i allowed or am i reaching too far

#aftg #aftg meta #neil josten #mary hatford #nathan wesninski #all for the game

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whenever people are like “SKETCHING CIRCLES IN SAI IS SO HARD” im like

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in universe fan Exy memes

(credit to @/smallinsaneone on Twitter for starting up the trend)

#I LOVE THESE #aftg #the sunshine court

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Screenshot of the exact moment i knew i was going to be obsessed with jeremy knox

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I really don't think we appreciate how feral Renee is. Like, she puts on the front of a good Christian girl, and she is trying so hard, but the second anything goes slightly wrong she defaults to crime immediately.

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fanfic idea: aftg told from the pov of houses andrew and neil lived in. narrative soaked in culpability of being an uninvited voyer into someone’s most private, most vulnerable, most horrific moments. told by impartial witnesses, unable to change anything

walls of evermore creaking in despair and dripping blood. the attic of cass’ house letting out echoes of groans from years ago into the howling wind. basement in baltimore gathering dew from the victims’ tears on its cobwebs. fox tower’s hallways whispering giggles they overheard

#HOLY FUCKING SHIT??? #OP?? #UR BRAIN??? #aftg #aftg au #aftg fic #aftg fanfic

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I see people (normal people) who had casually read AFTG realise that there's a new book now that it came out and I'm like

What do you mean you haven't been obsessing over it ever since Nora announced it? What do you mean you didn't participate in the craze until you lost your mind and couldn't tell headcanon from reality? What do you mean you didn't spend hours speculating what it means to be getting a new book after being in the fandom for years, thinking that that was it?

Sometimes I wish I could consume media and be normal about it dude.

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like minds shitpost (25/26)