I feel kinda petty that I wanna seek revenge to the people who look down on my parents. They don’t have as much of the luck that everyone else has, but they gave birth to me. I’m putting them on top of the mountain and make sure they are untouchable by y’all’s foolishness.
I wish I was like the other kids who went to nice schools, that got every opportunity, that had the best lessons. I wish my family could afford university when I was younger. I think I would flourish, even if it would be hard. When I went to Ateneo tour a visit in hs, not once did it cross my mind that I would be able to go to that amazing school. It was never in the book.
Dating is signing up for grief, and I'm not sure if I'm up for it right now. But GOD, I do miss date nights. Dressing up, getting my nails done, sending selfies to my s/o, getting compliments, going somewhere nice. I miss that.