alone-aloneiswhatihave

[alone-aloneiswhatihave]

Shout out to me for not being able to pay attention to what people around me are saying for more than 5 seconds

#actually schizoid #szpd #actually szpd #schizoid personality disorder #schizoid #actuallyschizoid #actuallyszpd #worse even when you're actually trying to pay attention #but can't

[alone-aloneiswhatihave]

Having schizoid personality disorder be like: *fakes empathy, sympathy & compassion for people to satisfy them because whilst I do care about them I don’t actually feel those things and forcing myself to Actually Give A Shit TM is exhausting*

[alone-aloneiswhatihave]

Sometimes reality hits me in the face and I'm suddenly reminded that my existence isn't a piece of media, that my life is actually passing by. Those moments are extremely painful and overwhelming to me.

#schizoid personality disorder #schizoid #actually schizoid #actually szpd #actuallyschizoid

[alone-aloneiswhatihave]

I wish I could feel something right now. This emptiness is annoying sometimes

#schizoid personality disorder #schizoid #actually schizoid #actually szpd #actuallyszpd

[alone-aloneiswhatihave]

I just don’t understand how I can be so empty all the fucking time.

#apathy #emptiness #schizoid personality disorder #actually schizoid #schizoid #szpd

[alone-aloneiswhatihave]

Sometimes I feel so empty, it's like having no soul. My mind doesn't stop but nothing else feels real. I don't feel anything for anyone. There's just a void where my soul should be.

#schizoid personality disorder #schizoid #actuallyschizoid #actuallyszpd #actually szpd

[alone-aloneiswhatihave]

Thats it

#actuallyschizoid #reblog