andromicat

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ginger <3 

yeah we are writing something at a...pace of approximately 1 chapter every week LMAO

same with me, i’ve also taken a break from my fandom to do this, but i still lurk

hi everyone, i’m sorry for the... radio silence... i am not dead

i haven’t been active (or on here at all actually) for a couple reasons, but mainly because i’ve been taking a break from star wars. i fell into the tma rabbit hole, then ended up dragging myself down the pipeline to the mechs... yeah. i haven’t even watched bad batch yet, actually. nothing’s going on irl or anything

so if you sent me a dm or tagged me or something and i haven’t responded, you didn’t do anything wrong, i just haven’t been opening tumblr for a while

gonna try to be active on here from now on! *probably* no fandom content from me for a while for various reasons, but i’m doing something original with my irl friend @andromicat that Might be a thing (we’ve drawn a couple of things for it) so... maybe

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what mycttwt missed is that hannah is saying this out of a place of frustration. perhaps she did word it a little badly, but she is one of the most harassed mc ccs out there; have you seen her tiktok comments? plus, the misogyny on mcyttwt runs rampant so i’m sure there’s plenty of tweets calling her shit things purely because of her gender. she’s constantly beat down and harassed and has been for years due to being in uhc, one of the most toxic mc communities. many many people just don’t understand how horrible the pressure on ccs, especially mcyt ccs, is. you can’t just tell them to get over it because it’s genuinely so bad (tapl once said he’s used to getting death threats and he isn’t a big cc on mcyttwt) and most people will never know truly how bad it is. on a tweet where she finally tells people to knock it off, people are literally proving her point. they will white knight and think they are better than everyone else when denouncing hannahxxrose’s tiktok comment section, but as soon as they see an opportunity to harass her, they drop it and immediately jump to conclusions (likely without seeing the original tweet) and dogpile her.

#hannahxxrose #hannah hannahxxrose #mcyt #im so done

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i rise from the dead only to say HannahXXRose get Behind me I will Literally fight wars for you you did Nothing wrong you are Right

#hannahxxrose #mcyt #everyone seems to be taking her words out of context and expecting her to apologize #that's so dumb #read her original tweet and it makes complete sense #she literally said don't bully and be an ass to creators and hide behind a neg tag and think it's fine #that makes total sense to me #but mcyttwt go off ig

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wow it’s been a while, time to organize this blog i think

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currently thinking about 6-year-old fundy dreaming of tall blackstone walls by a river, a van, and pastel uniforms, then waking up and telling his mother all about this fantasy world he dreams of.

(l'manberg.)

10-year-old fundy dreaming of a massive arena, red and blue fire, and an axe and shield heavy in his hands. running into a duel with his crossbow drawn. adrenaline, fire on the ground and diamonds on the earth and the exhilarating rush of battle. he tells the story to his parents and his uncle's and his grandfather, brimming with the rousing excitement of action.

(the pet war.)

fundy in early l'manberg, dreaming of two figures on a stage. himself stepping up to the platform. a ram standing above them as he steps forward a fierce determination, the smell of fabric burning high above. trembling hands clutching a forbidden diary. it's the first time a faint thread of terror creeps into his heart. but he tells no one now, because he can't think of someone who would really listen to him. because his father has more important things to do now.

(the election. schlatt.)

as time wears on the lush forest of his mindscape recedes. he barely notices it but the trees are fading, the grass browning. slow and steady they drift to the wind and don't come back.

one day when he goes to sleep after a particularly long day with schlatt he dreams of falling tnt and looming black skulls and a crowned figure on the horizon. waking up crying, with no one there by his side. telling no one, because no one would ever listen to him. because it was all a dream, just a dream, right? he's always had deja vu throughout his life but it was all just a coincidence, right?

(it isn't.)

he couldn't be important when he's important to no one. he couldn't know anything about it. he shouldn't act like he's significant when he's not and will never be.

he thought this would be the end of it all. the worst it would be. but the dreams get worse, day by day, the people he clings on to all turn to dust in his hands.

sometimes he can't remember a time when he really had someone. someone who wouldn't leave.

they all had, hadn't they?

one day, when he wakes up in his dreams, there's nothing left. no trees, no grass. just sand and the echoing wail of his voice.

#dreamsmp #mcyt #fundy #itsfundy #wilbur soot #dream smp #ik this is probably not canon but it's fun to think about #c!fundy brainrot ahaha #c!fundy makes me want to cry #why is this a tag #prophetic dreams yooo #andromicat writes

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ayo wrote a fundy fic

Summary:

Because the ghosts of them still leave phantom footprints across the surface of his heart. Featherlight and sure, they push against his broken soul unhealed. It builds, the sting collects until it is a rain of daggers piercing his psyche until it bleeds and bleeds, until there’s none of him left.

He cries out for someone, anyone, but there is no response. Nobody will ever come for him, not ever again, when he can only fail them. It’s far too late for that.

No, they’ve all left him drowning in the darkness.

No one is there to pull him out.

(A study on Fundy.)

#mcyt #dream smp #fundy #wilbur #eret #philza #ranboo #itsfundy #fanfic #andromicat writes

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there are two types of people when talking about Wilbur lore

"He's a really complex and interesting character and portrayed a very realistic descent into madness, he deserves an oscar"

"He fucked a salmon his son is a fox and his mother is a samsung refrigerator"

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oh no i’m sure it won’t. i’m just unsure as to what will go wrong. see: ghostbur ram skin

why do i have the faintest feeling that ghostbur’s resurrection Won’t Work. a deep feeling of impending doom

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why do i have the faintest feeling that ghostbur’s resurrection Won’t Work. a deep feeling of impending doom

#ghostbur #wilbur soot #eret #philza #dream smp #mcyt

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i exist purely in the form of anons and paragraph long comments, in all other aspects, i am not real. one day, i will rise from the dead