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I would like to have a brain that is nicer to me

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Miller's Girl (2024)

#film

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trying to read classics more, because i’m preparing myself for dostoevsky. •ᴗ•

#books #p

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so ayun tinigil ko na manuod ng grey’s anatomy, season 9 na ako. hindi ko kasi feel iyong new interns. sinubukan ko panuorin bridgerton pero hindi ko talaga magustuhan. anyway, balik loob na lang ulit sa documentaries.

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What is it that makes a life into what it becomes?

The alternative to the concept of life and death is the void, would it really better if this world didn’t exist at all? Instead, we live, make art, love, observe, suffer, laugh and are happy. We all exist in a million different ways so that there is no void, and the price we pay for that is death.

I wondered to what extent the events of my childhood and adolescence had defined me, and it was only very late that I understood that I myself am the sole architect of my existence. This is what I am when I allow my past to influence me, and, conversely, just as much when I resist it.

— Benedict Wells, The End of Loneliness

#books #books & reading #better eight years with you than fifty without 🥺 #the end of loneliness #benedict wells #the grief is never ending

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Life owes us nothing.

#books #books & libraries #the end of loneliness #benedict wells

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anong meron ngayong friday? ang lungkot at nakakarupok. parang gusto ko kumain at the same time gutumin iyong sarili ko, idk there’s no in between.

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binge watching grey’s anatomy, currently on season 7

kuya’s 33rd birthday!

pierce the veil live at lollapalooza

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Not every day has to count. Some days are for repairing, resting, mourning. You don't have to perform every day. Some days are for doing nothing. For sleeping all day or being on your phone. Relaxing is ok, allowed and encouraged. Do what you need to do.

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youre weirdly obsessed with finding meaning

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cassie bonbon sitting on my working chair, so in the end ako iyong nag-adjust at sumisiksik sa kanya para lang makaupo.

#🐾

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ang saya gumising sa umaga kapag pinagluto ka nang mama mo ng favorite breakfast mo. lagi naman siya nagluluto, pero dahil paborito ko iyong fried rice tapos itlog na may patatas. good morning indeed 😌. act of service talaga love language niya kaya naiintindihan ko siya lagi kapag hirap siya sa communication (or mag-apologize) sa iba kong kapatid. ily, ma.

#p #always grateful #❤️

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this post is for you. yes, you! you are so deserving of a good, happy, content life. you are so strong and resilient, and i am proud of you. you will make it through all this hardship and come out the other side doing better than ever.

#you

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this is going to be difficult -> i am capable of doing difficult things -> i have done everything prior to this moment -> this difficulty will soon be proof of capability

#you

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051324 — should have been

it’s done. you’re gonna be fine. keep doing ‘you’.

#p #a #it is what it is

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babysitting 🐾

all time low tshirt

my current read

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