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Madney wedding better be a whole wedding even if it’s in the hospital, like I want to hear those vows like I wanna see them stare at each other lovingly and tell each other how much they love each other, I want them to kiss on my screen ok

#911 abc #maddie buckley #chimney han #madney wedding #my parents

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Started and finished dead boy detectives, I am gonna need season 2 like now.

#dead boy detectives #this is my family #I love them all

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✨Madney in their own world✨

This is my gift for @maygrantgf as part of the @911discord gift exchange ♥️

I really hope you enjoy this little piece of madney at their wedding, complettly in their own little world under Maddie's veil.

#madney #they are my everything

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When I become a real author, with a published book and shit. I’m dedicating it to those two firefighters. You know, the idiots.

#buddie #because of course it’s buddie #when you see: to Buck and Eddie who taught me love #as a dedication #you will know it was me

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That being said, shoot Eddie again for scientific purposes <3

When it comes to buddie, I never really know how I would like their love confession to go??? Would I want the dramatic near-death experience love confession or something more like..

Eddie and Buck in the kitchen. The one in Eddie’s house? The one in Buck’s flat? Does it really matter? Eddie is by the sink, staring at Buck as he chops something. Or maybe Buck is sitting at the table, sipping a beer. Or maybe Eddie is the one sitting. And they are talking, something, something about love? About love and relationships and how they are both so scared of the future. And Buck is like, I want this, that love, the person who stays, despite the hardships, the pain and the chaos. That person who loves him, and loves the idea of them ; that person who loves him anyways. And Eddie is staring and he hums and he gets it too. Because somehow he too is looking for that person who loves him and who he loves too. That person who helps him see in the fog of uncertainty, who grounds him and keeps his head above water and that person who-

And oh. They look at each other. And somehow they know. And it’s quiet and calm and not as cathartic as they could ever think it would be. It just is. Because they just are. And amidst they chaos of their everyday lives, of their own personalities and minds; there they are. Buck and Eddie and the serenity of their love.

#911 abc #buddie #just a tiny little bullet #nothing crazy #<3 #for science

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When it comes to buddie, I never really know how I would like their love confession to go??? Would I want the dramatic near-death experience love confession or something more like..

Eddie and Buck in the kitchen. The one in Eddie’s house? The one in Buck’s flat? Does it really matter? Eddie is by the sink, staring at Buck as he chops something. Or maybe Buck is sitting at the table, sipping a beer. Or maybe Eddie is the one sitting. And they are talking, something, something about love? About love and relationships and how they are both so scared of the future. And Buck is like, I want this, that love, the person who stays, despite the hardships, the pain and the chaos. That person who loves him, and loves the idea of them ; that person who loves him anyways. And Eddie is staring and he hums and he gets it too. Because somehow he too is looking for that person who loves him and who he loves too. That person who helps him see in the fog of uncertainty, who grounds him and keeps his head above water and that person who-

And oh. They look at each other. And somehow they know. And it’s quiet and calm and not as cathartic as they could ever think it would be. It just is. Because they just are. And amidst they chaos of their everyday lives, of their own personalities and minds; there they are. Buck and Eddie and the serenity of their love.

#911 abc #evan buckley #eddie diaz #buddie #and the many ways they could profess their love #sometimes an I love you is but a look in one’s eyes #and perhaps I am seduced by the beauty of that #almost as much as the dramatic kisses under the rain #or the I love yous pressed into skin out of despair #or the whisper of it lost in the haze of relief

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Guys, guys look at me. When the next episode comes out I need you to dm me pictures of Maddie looking pretty in her dress. Guys, no, you don’t understand, guys, I won’t be able to watch it, you NEED to send me pictures of Maddie so I can wake up to her beautiful self and have a good day. Guys. GUYS.

(And if you see ravi❤️)

#911 abc #maddie buckley #7x06 #madney wedding #that I have been waiting for since season 3 #guys please I beg

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Oliver being able to do Karaoke only after drinking is so real to me. That being said it couldn’t be me I will deafen everyone in close proximity entirely sober <3

#911 abc #oliver stark #he’s soooo

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Putting my Buck brain on the side for a sec and looking at what ep 9 and 10 have in store for us. Oh god, Bobby, bobby you are going to make me cry aren’t you?

#911 abc #911 spoilers #bobby nash #god I am so ready to cry about him #I will be crying for sure #that’s all I know how to do

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Buck’s eyes were extra blue in season 4 like wow pretty boy stop staring into my soul

#911 abc #911 fox #idk both work I guess #evan buckley #and his pretty blue eyes #me: I wage war on blue eyes they scare me #me when buck: stare at me with those blue ass eyes I haven’t seen them enough #no because what did they do to your eyes to make them pop like this Oliver

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If Maddie and Chim do not get their first dance I will have to riot

#give me madney dancing or die #911 abc #i will fight you

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Waiting for that Buddie fic idea to fall in my lap

#buck and eddie being in love in a thousand ways #so many ideas #none have come to me yet #buddie gods #give me something

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Manifesting Ravi main in Season 8

#please please please #this is not a want but a need #you don’t understand #that’s the loml #ravi panikkar #911 abc

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The war against buck’s loft will always be so funny to me like damn what did it do to y’all😭

#911 abc #evan buckley #the loft #and the thousands way you guys have destroyed it #so far it’s been on fire #crumbled to the ground because of an earthquake #got flooded #got set on fire again (arson edition) #leave that little loft alone

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AISHA HINDS as HEN WILSON | 9-1-1 → 7x05 You Don't Know Me

#911 #911 spoilers #hen wilson #you know when women #and like then they- #and she #and it’s like when she #yes

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Amidst all this chaos, I would like to remind everyone that my favorite ship will always be Ravi and mysel[GUNSHOTS]

#911 abc #ravi panikkar #the loml????

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Wanting a cheating storyline as a kickstarter for buddie is crazy ngl

#911 abc #some of you are very dumb #i just find it interesting #but like not in a good way #personally i hate it #I understand the impatience but that’s would just be ridiculous #and harmful for everyone involved #I refuse to have a repeat of season 5