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Just wanted to say we don’t talk anymore. He got a new friend and practically abandoned me as he continued finding more on Minecraft servers. I took “Stamps” and Maddie tho so who’s really winning here?

Best friend duo hands down

Tall ftm who’s been to the mental hospital more than once for wanting to off himself

Short transmasc with undiagnosed neurodivergence

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// minor suicide mention

What the fuck was I trying to write here

#It’s part of a character sheet #Therefore the previous line doesn’t help #Literally just mentions the only 2 people he’s cared about for as long as he remembers #If I remember his backstory right then I know what the line is supposed to be but wtf is this

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Scrolling through an artists Twitter because their art style’s nice and they make content for a ship I like just to see fucking ybc of all things

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//bug

They want to kill small friend :(

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Me: finds a label I’m actually happy with (demiboy) for the second time because I felt invalid the first time

Me immediately after: realizes I’m not comfortable with they/them and feels invalid again

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Awooga hot ram goddess

#oc #oc drawing #art #character #unfinished #lol she’s manipulative #idc she can manipulate me all she wants /hj #boy you’re literally gay #okay and? #hot ram lady

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// biphobia

People are stupid. Bi people are bi regardless of whether they’re dating the same gender or the opposite. They don’t magically become gay nor magically become straight. They’re still bi. Unless your partner is otherwise discriminatory, you can bring them to pride even if they are straight. We don’t disown you for dating them and I’m so so sorry on behalf of the person who said that because I know that shit can hurt. You still matter and you aren’t disgusting.

#lgbt+ #biphobia #biphobes fuck off #bi people are still bi regardless of their partner #they aren’t magically gay in a same gender relationship #they aren’t magically straight in an opposite gender relationship either #it doesn’t work like that #not at all #bisexual #bi #sincerely the g t and a in lgbtqia+ #lol gta #i’ve never played gta i don’t think #momm it’s getting off topic again

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To prove my point that it is in fact harmful to more than just Dream and the kid. I’m honestly pissed beyond words at all this because people don’t realize their actions usually will affect more people than just who they’re targeting

The thing that pisses me off the most about the random kid’s photo being spread as Dream is the people who know it’s not Dream defending spreading it for reasons like “Dream is racist” “Dream is a cheater/liar” “Dream is a bad person” and so on and so forth. Now, it’s not because of the reasons themself since most are justified to a certain degree. It’s because Dream isn’t the only person being harmed by the photo being spread but they don’t care about that because of how much they hate him. As far as we’re aware, the kid being spread hasn’t done anything wrong and even if he is the worst person alive or something, other people with similar bodies are affected by the fat shaming as well. However, as I said, they do not fucking care because of how much they hate Dream. They would harm themselves if it meant another chance at doing stuff to try and hurt or cancel him. They’d harm their mothers and siblings and friends if it meant they could hurt or cancel Dream. They do not care for anyone else, which just makes them more obsessed with him than they say the stans are.

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The thing that pisses me off the most about the random kid’s photo being spread as Dream is the people who know it’s not Dream defending spreading it for reasons like “Dream is racist” “Dream is a cheater/liar” “Dream is a bad person” and so on and so forth. Now, it’s not because of the reasons themself since most are justified to a certain degree. It’s because Dream isn’t the only person being harmed by the photo being spread but they don’t care about that because of how much they hate him. As far as we’re aware, the kid being spread hasn’t done anything wrong and even if he is the worst person alive or something, other people with similar bodies are affected by the fat shaming as well. However, as I said, they do not fucking care because of how much they hate Dream. They would harm themselves if it meant another chance at doing stuff to try and hurt or cancel him. They’d harm their mothers and siblings and friends if it meant they could hurt or cancel Dream. They do not care for anyone else, which just makes them more obsessed with him than they say the stans are.

#dreamwastaken #dream mcyt #the photo isn’t dream #it’s literally a random 16 year old boy #I would share a screenshot of the og tweet with the photo #however that would further spread it #if the wrong type sees this post they can just cause more harm #basically it’s all around a bad idea to spread the tweet more than it already has been

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Ex: *doesn’t talk to me for 5 days*

Ex while I’m at lunch on the 5th day: “Hi”

Me: *naturally extremely happy because I really did love them*

Ex: *hits me with the “I think we’d be better off as friends”*

Yeah that was clearly bullshit seeing as they talk to me less than Dream talks to me now that he has Bird lol

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“You look like Ranboo!”

Also I split the hair wrong goddammit (gray/black should’ve gone to the end of the tip touching the blue)

#sol says he’s not ranboo #black/white split dye hair doesn’t mean ranboo #nor does a crown #sol’s crown is silver #ranboo’s is gold #ranboo is also split black and white with red and green eyes #sol is white and blue with blue and black/gray eyes #/nm #ranboo #oc #sol is a demon hybrid with murder on his mind #ranboo is an enderman hybrid with memory problems #to me at least they’re both gender tho #they’re also both tall #sol is 8’5/8’6 #c!ranboo is 6’7/8’5 #also ranboo wears a suit #sol wears a jacket tshirt and jeans #he also has a bracelet necklace and probably rings

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I do Picrews very often so goose

goose picrew

@wallymcflubberfins @authorchanlove @aalbliii @princssealexis165 @emerald-echeveria-plant @catrillion @kumqu4t @ends-of-the-wayward-storm @nightly-geek

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My new “favorite” thing is Dream and Stamps doing DiamondSMP lore that’s supposed to make everyone upset however I physically can’t watch lore streams anymore and am not included or told about any current lore so the only “lore” I know that isn’t about my character is tevleV the DiamondSMP Health Inspector and assigned Pizza Girl

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Best friend duo hands down

Tall ftm who’s been to the mental hospital more than once for wanting to off himself

Short transmasc with undiagnosed neurodivergence

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Yesterday my friend told me Sapnap knew who I was and I fucking malfunctioned

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Ocs with stupid fucking origins

Pax - a character my stuffed dog Sky played in an old game

Allexis - character my other stuffed dog Shimmer played in that game

Zane - character my dog blanket played in said game

Skyler - character my childhood blanket played in that game

Tiger - character my stuffed cat of the same name played in that game

Brianna - my mlp oc Red Wolf and lps oc Ash

Ally - my lps oc of the same name + au!Fluttershy from mine and my sister’s mlp games

James - lps oc of the same name + mlp oc Blitz

Adam - lps oc Ace and mlp oc Butterscotch

Daisy - mlp and lps ocs of the same name

Cinder - Minecraft rp

Ryan - Minecraft rp again

Damian - another fucking MC rp

Noah - see above

Emery - see above above

Aziel - see above above above

Vincent - see above above above above

Lawrence - take a fucking guess

Zariq - see above

Kymil - a dream

Vesryn - same dream

Zarek - another goddamn Minecraft rp

Caldwell - ^

Aldir - ^^

Jackson - Minecraft rp #7

Adrian - #8

Michael - #8

Remy - lps fanfic

Maya - lps fanfic

Caitlin - lps fanfic

Lily - lps fanfic + old lps oc

Irena - lps fanfic

Rose - same fucking lps fanfic

Isabelle - fucking guess

Connor - see above

Quilo - either a dream or mc rp

Matthias - ^

Jesse - a fucking roblox game

Basically if you read any story of mine, chances are it game from either a Minecraft rp or fucking My Little Pony games played by a mostly 10-12 year old

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“Let’s send this account everyone in the replies is saying is fake to my friend with paranoia and derealization issues and tell him it’s real even though it will probably mentally harm him regardless of who is right”

Dream I love you but why. I just wanted to go to bed