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could you be any more annoying.. lol

Easily

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(guy who acts weird in real life already) no one can know i act weird on the internet

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characters who suffer the most tragic fates not because they were destined to die but because they were doomed to survive

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#.... wait actually yeah

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The situation of the Congo Genocide is complicated because we are all implicated in it. We can’t ascribe it to a foreign policy state interest as we can regarding Palestine. It is something we, as consumers, all have a hand in and given the ubiquity of the resources involved, a lot of us are caught off of guard by this premonition of the type of wars to come. This is that nasty intersection of neo-colonialism and hyper capitalism that pits the Global South against the Global North. It’s a war of sustaining a way of life means imposing slavery and genocide on others. This is an instance of global capitalism and hyper consumption as a lifestyle and convenience is being pitted against the humanity of those we deem expendable.

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i'm not rotting in my bedroom i'm a princess locked in a castle

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I KNOW I told this story before on my old blog but I don’t care bc it’s topical.

In second grade we kept a journal and every day when we got to class there was a prompt on the board to journal about. I LOVED this because it was my daily chance to draw in class. It was the only thing in school I was good at.

One day we were prompted to describe our favorite thing about the field trip we went on the day prior, and I said I liked going to the fast food place with a playground for lunch.

I drew an intricate scene depicting children playing in a 1990s indoor fast food playground, but I included a skeleton at the bottom of the ball pit, which I thought was a true stroke of comedic & artistic genius.

But my teacher found it disturbing so after class she brought my mom in and put the drawing in front of me and asked me to explain my thought process, which is already a lot to ask of a seven year old,

but luckily my artistic vision could not have been clearer and I did indeed have the backstory for the ballpit skeleton all laid out in my mind’s eyes.

I looked at them both and said as obviously as possible, “stayed in there too long.”

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Proficiency in both ranged and deranged combat

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you ever get surprised by your own recurring issues. like come on man. I thought we were past this.

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on this day, 6 yrs ago, bruno mars was surprised to see pete wentz

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This is Maggie's worm collection

She loves her worms more than any other toy. She plays with them loads and carries them around the house

At night the worms have to go in a box so that she doesn't wake me up playing with them. So every evening before bed I gather up the worms, put them in their box and have Maggie say goodnight to them.

Night night worms!

#this is so goddamn cute #cats

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this this this

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POV: mister Devon Price, PhD, telling me that I am right about everything

Source: Unmasking Autism, discovering the new faces of neurodiversity

#is this from 'unmasking autism'? that book is so important to me

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My one friend group can't stop saying, "See you in hell!" in a cheerful voice instead of, "Talk to you later!" and my other friend group can't stop calling things "penis" instead of "cool" or "good", so I just unironically uttered the phrase, "Sounds penis, see you in hell," as I got off the phone.

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something about tdt makes me sooo mentally ill idk maybe just hennessy in white or adam parrish n the crying club or bryde bringing matthew back home or "you're a liar just like declan" or declan seeing color in his black & white life after jordan or ronan lynch between two worlds praying to know who he was and where he truly belong or "who would hennessy be without j.h. hennessy? jordan" or art making declan goddamn cry or where's my adam or mor and niall and cabeswater giving birth to ronan lynch or the barns being a paradise or you are made of dreams and this world is not for you or this is a story about the lynch brothers. the orphans lynch. they found out they were friends again.

#also that post pointing out how maggie seems to have used dreaming to represent and/or process her own chronic illness #dreamer trilogy

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i hope it hurts a little less. day by day. week by week. i hope the ache in your chest eases. maybe it won't entirely, maybe it will. may the thought of feeling joy again alone be enough to keep you going, even if for a while.

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Robe a l’Anglaise

Dress c.1748; Altered c.1780

Fashion Museum Bath via Twitter

#art