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I still think about the IBTYF series. It was one of the first things I read after joining the fandom and it owns my heart. I hope you're doing okay.
Bless you ❤️❤️❤️
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I know it's been a while but I hope you're arlight. Happy New Year 😚
Happy new year to you too! ❤️❤️❤️ Hope everyone is doing well
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Hello, just checking that you’re ok? Are you still writing? I love your work
Hi! I’m ok thanks :) my writing has slowed down quite a bit at the moment- there’s just been so much going on. I hope everyone is still able to enjoy reading through my old stuff though until I can write new content
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If you're still taking prompts, I wanted to suggest one 😊 IBTYF Freddie & John angst: tension while on tour. Maybe while they're hiding his illness? An argument they can't seem to settle. It gets heated. Maybe Freddie tries to forbid John from drinking. Maybe John is punished. Lots of conflict and emotions
WARNING: mentions of terminal illness
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Freddie watches John order another drink from the bar with a disapproving look on his face.
“No more after this one,” Freddie says firmly. “That’s enough.”
John frowns at him, his eyes already a little red and unfocused. “You’re not my father.”
“No, I’m your Dom. And I say no more.”
“You don’t get to control me like that, Freddie. You don’t get to treat me like a child.”
“You’re drinking yourself to death, John.”
“I’m drinking to cope, Fred,” John snaps, and he looks a little dangerous in the moment.
Freddie knows John has been struggling. This whole thing is painful enough, but without any support whatsoever it’s torture. They’re the only two people in the world who know Freddie’s secret.
“No more drinking,” Freddie says, because he’s not going to let John destroy himself over this.
“I want to tell Brian and Roger,” John slurs. “I need help. You need help. We can’t do this alone.”
Freddie watches sadly as John knocks back a glass of whiskey, hating himself for driving his sub to this.
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Okay so not fully aware of the timeline or makes sense, can I see some ~drama~ in IBTYF after john starts sleeping in the bed but not sleeping with Brian yet. Like John feels guilty that Roger and Brian won't have sex with him in there. They assure him its okay but maybe roger makes a comment about it one day, He's not being an ass it just slips.
When they get ready for bed that night, John seems a little quieter than usual.
He hesitates by his side of the bed as Brian and Roger settle under the covers, shifting uneasily on his feet. He looks nervous, much like he did the very first night he spent in this bed.
“Everything alright, Deaky?” Brian asks softly.
John bites his lip. “I think I might go and sleep in the other room.”
Roger frowns. John has shown no desire to go back to the spare room he’d been sleeping in so far, and he’d really thought they’d been making progress.
“But you sleep here,” Roger blurts out, gesturing to the empty space on the other side of Brian.
John looks embarrassed. “I’m just in your way. I don’t add anything.”
I don’t add anything.
He means he doesn’t have sex with them. Roger inwardly curses himself for the third wheel joke he’d made yesterday; he really wants John to feel like a part of this family.
“Nonsense,” Brian says firmly. “You’re an important part of this family and we love having you here. I’ve told you before that you never need to have sex with us if you don’t want to. If you really do want to sleep in the other room then of course that’s your choice. But I want to make sure that’s what you want, and you’re not doing it because you think that’s what we want.”
John hesitates.
“Please stay, John,” Roger says. “I really want you to stay.”
John slowly climbs into bed, still looking a little unsure, but he relaxes when Brian kisses him.
“Love you,” Brian says softly.
“Love you too,” John replies quietly.
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“Do you ever wish you claimed Roger?”
John whispers the question in the dark after they’ve gone to bed one evening, too afraid to ask it when he might be able to see Freddie’s face.
There’s a small chuckle, and then a large hand cups his face.
“Whatever do you mean, darling? Why would something like that cross your mind?”
John shrugs. “It was all very quick and sudden. You and Brian had to make a quick decision. Sometimes I just wonder. You’ve known Roger longer, and you seem to have a lot more in common with him than me.”
John holds his breath, wondering if maybe he’s just voiced something that Freddie hasn’t even thought about. Maybe he’s just given Freddie the fuel he needs to unclaim him.
“Roger and I do have a lot in common,” Freddie agrees softly. “But I think if I’d claimed him we probably would have killed each other. I love him but he drives me up the wall sometimes.”
John laughs as Freddie pulls him into an embrace.
“I used to wonder the same about you and Brian, John. You have far more in common with him; you’re both ridiculously clever and enjoy your science-fiction, but I also get the impression you’d murder each other if you were in a claim together.”
John can’t argue with Freddie there.
“You don’t have to worry, darling. I loved you long before I had to make a decision about claiming you.”
Soft lips brush against John’s, and his heart flutters as his Dom strokes the skin beneath his collar.
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So what if when Nathan was in a relationship with his former sub (before he was out) they had a child? How would the relationship between the child from his previous relationship be with the children he has with Chris?
I feel like both sets of kids would kind of have inferiority issues. Like the kid Nate has with his sub might feel he’s not as good because he wasn’t born as part of a loving claim; his mother wasn’t Nate’s true love. But Nate’s kids with Chris might feel like outcasts in their youth a bit because their parents are both Doms. And maybe these are the things that would bring them all together as a little blended family. Ultimately I think they’d get on really well with each other and remind each other that they are all really loved
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Hey, how are ya doing?
Hey, not too bad thanks! Ive finally got a few days off work which is my first time off in months so just enjoying some self-care ❤️ hope everyone is ok
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CAN U PLS DO A RAMI MALEK X READER I LITERALLY CANT FIND ANY😐😭😭 PLS
I actually don’t do reader fics, I’m so sorry! I hope you manage to find something
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Hope you’re doing ok! Have you seen the new set of pictures with mid-70s Roger in a white shirt on a sofa? In one of them he’s writing and I can only think of him having to write lines before he’s allowed to join the party
Noooo someone will have to send me a link!
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Ben Hardy and puppy dog eyes. Enough said.
Those puppy dog eyes are always put to good use 😉 Ben can pretty much always get his way with Gwil whenever he bats his eyes at his boyfriend
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Been having a terrible day, can we get a sweet moment between John and Joe, or Joe and Jack or Matty?
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John yawns as the film credits roll, and is just about to suggest they retire to bed when he notices the sound of soft snoring.
Joe has fallen asleep in his arms, his head resting against John’s shoulder, drooling slightly as he snores.
He looks utterly adorable.
Joe has been exhausted lately with the kids being off school for a few weeks, so John doesn’t really want to wake him.
He reaches for a blanket and drapes it over his husband, gently kissing his hair.
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some george/tosh fluff 🌸
“Your hair is so soft.”
George laughs as Tosh gently runs his fingers through his hair, massaging his scalp. “I’ll never quite understand your fascination with my hair.”
“It’s so beautiful. Smells good too.”
George giggles as Tosh kisses his hair, suddenly feeling like he’s fifteen again. A blushing teenager.
He’s never met a Dom who’s made him feel like this before.
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It’s so lovely to see a post from you on my timeline! I hope you’re doing ok! Would you like some asks or is your inbox full?
I’ve still got quite a few in my inbox that have been sitting there for ages (sorry everyone) although I don’t do them in order as it depends on what I’ve got inspiration for at the time- so feel free to send something in if you’d like 😊
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Can I ask for some angst with current ibtyf with roger, john, and brian? Drama? Maybe a fight? Looking to fuel my soul.
Roger can feel his frustration growing.
He’s used to John being like this. He’s used to John refusing to go to public events, or simply changing his mind at the last minute, but this is different.
“You have to come,” Roger says firmly. “This is the launch for your late Dom’s charity. You need to be there.”
John doesn’t look at him. He just stares at himself in the mirror, as if his thoughts are far away. He’s dressed up in his robes and jewellery, so he’d clearly been intending to come.
“I can’t, Rog.” John’s voice is small, quiet. “I just can’t. I’m going to get there and I’m going to break down. There are going to be so many people there who will just want to talk to me and I don’t think I can deal with it.”
Roger sympathises with John, of course he does, but he can’t help but think that John is going to regret missing this.
“Fine,” Roger snaps, a little harsher than he intended. “You spend the rest of your life hiding away. But you know that’s not what Freddie would want.”
That clearly stings, because John finally looks at him.
It’s at that moment that Brian appears, and he gives his subs a worried look.
“Everything alright? We ready to go?”
“John’s not coming,” Roger says, grabbing his coat. “But I’m ready. Let’s go.”
He marches past Brian, but the Dom doesn’t follow him immediately. Roger knows that Brian will take a few minutes to comfort John and reassure him that no one will mind if he doesn’t come tonight. But Roger doesn’t care at this point.
It’s been a year, and John is letting himself fade away like a ghost.
He passes Andy on the stairs, who gives him a concerned look.
“Talk some sense into your mother, will you?” Roger sighs, pulling his coat on.
“He’s not going then?” Andy asks.
“Doesn’t look like it.”
Roger waits for Brian in the hallway and, as expected, his Dom appears alone a few minutes later.
“You need to be more understanding,” Brian says.
“I’ve been nothing but understanding, Bri. It’s fine if he wants to shut himself away and never go out in public again. But this is something that I know means a lot to him, and he’s going to miss it.”
“That’s not for you to decide, Rog. Get in the car.”
Roger sighs and does as he’s told, but he knows he’s right. John is going to regret this.
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Hello, it’s been a while. I hope you’re okay ❤️ let us know if there’s anything we can do.
I heave very sweet followers ❤️❤️❤️ I’m so sorry I’ve been so quiet 😞
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I miss you and I hope you're okay :(
I miss you too! I’m ok, I’m here ❤️
I’ve still been posting on my other blog a bit but I paused my fic writing- it’s just been a bit of a crazy period.
Hope everyone is doing ok ❤️
I had my first vaccine recently which is great as I’ve been so worried about getting my family sick. Hope everyone else is keeping safe and well!
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