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talktoten:

friendly reminder that I’m comfortable with MINOR godmodding if:

it’s genuinely in the interests of advancing plot (e.g. ‘Pass the screwdriver?’ and you can assume my muse passes the screwdriver over, or even just that your muse ended up with the screwdriver one way or another, without having to stop the reply altogether for my interjection)

it’s NOT my muse’s dialogue, inner or outer

it’s REASONABLE for my muse (e.g. if they’ve already made it quite clear the screwdriver is a sentimentally precious family heirloom or something, then the screwdriver might not reasonably change hands)

the reply isn’t solely about my muse’s actions, thoughts or feelings, but rather is about your muse, with reference to mine

you are willing to accept criticism & critique and change the reply if I can’t reasonably see my muse doing that

roleplaying, for me, is about exploring characters and worlds through story. Interaction with both the muse and the world, then, is vital, and I do not mind sacrificing a small thing from one to significantly advance the other. It’s always a good idea to talk to me if you’re uncertain and it will be easier once we know each other better, but I just wanted to put this out there so you lot know what I’m comfortable with. There’s a lot of ‘no godmodding whatsoever!!’ going around in this community and obviously, with big things, it’s a no-go – but I’m still more interested in the story.

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I personally don’t like making call-out posts, but I feel like this needs to be done. @blake-bet has stolen my concept for Eurydice. But first, a little back story regarding my muse and how she was stolen from. Eurydice started off in a Harry Potter group rp, and I’ve been playing her long before I met this group of three people: callans-okk, elliemax , & aflyn-aither.

I met the user when they approached me to fill up a wanted connection for my other character Lucinda Talkalot, (another concept they’re stealing from mind you.) I didn’t think anything of it first, and the person seemed harmless. So I agreed. We plotted for a bit, even to the point of becoming friends to even lovers, but even then before that incident, I was beginning to notice some red flags. I didn’t want to approach the mods because this was an issue between me and her; One of them was when she got upset with a plot with another mun, and I couldn’t make plots with other characters on the group without being wary of making her upset — I always had to ask permission from her first, ( because she’s the kind of person who associates herself with her muses ) I don’t have screencaps of this because I deleted my previous account associated with the group because I felt like they would no longer be needed, (and the fact that we resolved the issue but I couldn’t be more wrong). Still, I decided to give the person the benefit of the doubt and plotted some more with this person. Eventually, @callans-okk had to leave the group because she used a homophobic slur that upset some of the muns, and she was asked by the mains to leave the group. ( I should’ve noticed the warning signs back then, but at this time I and this person were still friends. So I was quick to follow her lead and leave the group ) We eventually went independent and decided to make a group of our own, but that didn’t sail off because the group so we decided to go indie. To make the long story short, I wasted the past few months plotting with this person, to the point that I even dated this manipulative person, not realising how manipulative they were at first. Was I blind? - yes. Was I stupid? Yes. Was I in love with them at some point? Yes. But I guess that’s what a manipulative person does. They pull you in until you’re consumed with nothing but them.

Fast forward from dating, we recently went our separate ways when I decided to change back to my original face claim, Shay Mitchell. ( I was previously using Camila Cabello. ) I had to ask them about it because I knew it would upset them. True enough it originally did. I messaged them on Snapchat (another conversation I should’ve taken a screencap of) asking them if they were ok. They replied with a snap that originally said ‘No.’ And then told me they needed space. I asked them how they felt about me changing my face claim and originally they were upset about it and she told me she needed space so I respected that. After a while, they messaged me on discord saying it was ok when I originally knew it wasn’t, so I messaged them my concerns about having to adjust to their needs. ( I have screencaps of our previous conversation on discord. ) Not being able to change my face claim without them being emotional. Friends were quick to take her side because they assumed I was overreacting over a face claim change when in truth they were the ones originally upset over a face claim change. A few days later, I decided that we should break up and go our separate ways. Because I couldn’t stand their toxic behavior any longer.

Three days later after poking around, I find the group of friends I used to have been quick to find a replacement for me, and they’re basing the new character’s portrayal off the plots and interactions I’ve made with them, and I’m certain they didn’t delete them on purpose for the new person playing them. Long story short I was manipulated by toxic people. By now, they’ve probably changed and deleted all former traces of me but I was quick to take screencaps before they deleted them. If you want receipts the mun is ready to provide them.

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original post from nastygal.

#personal

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to all who read this, are anxious, in worry, worrying, worried, sad, pressured, pressuring, filled and struggling to cope, listen:

- just breathe -

#fandoms musicals

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#ғᴀɴᴅᴏᴍ ;; (ahs)

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“I feel the clouds, the rainbows and the flowers / With their ethereal colours: the moon’s globe / And the pure stars in their eternal bowers…”

— Homer, from The Element Book of Mystical Verse; “Song to Apollo” (via seaymphea)

#witchy vibes tag tba

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Veronica: JD, please. I really gave you every chance I could. I just-I can't do it anymore.

JD: What if I gave you...10 million dollars cash!

Veronica: You don't have 10 million dollars, JD.

JD: I buried a large chest of doubloons once. I can go dig that up.

Veronica: No, JD.

JD: It was either doubloons or my zoo books. A lot of something is in a hole somewhere.

#heathers tag

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gif request meme  ♡  @ladyperscphones requested: hadestown + 16 (most heartbreaking scene)

         ↳   road to hell ii / after the turn

don’t ask why, brother, don’t ask how he could have come so close. the song was written long ago, and that is how it goes.

#hadestown musicals tag tba

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when there's angst

people you’re just now pairing with: i’m so sorry this got emotional

regular ship partners: SUFFER BITCH

#rpg tag tba

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Talk - Hozier

#hadestown tag musicals tba

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2019 is almost over!

With the final month of the year here, it’s your chance to send the mun or muse something you’ve wanted to tell them! Whether you haven’t had the chance to or you’ve been too shy, now’s the time to say what you feel, and don’t hold back!

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me reading any of my own writing: what the fuck are you talking about

#Rp

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just incase you’re having a bad day, watch this

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anonymous requested: eurydice during when the chips are down

help yourself, to hell with the rest, even the one who loves you best.

#hadestown tag tba

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I JUST REALIZED SOMETHING ABOUT HADESTOWN

Euridyce (about Orpheus): is he always like this?

Hermes: yes...

Hermes is not only used to Orpheus' personality because he's known him so long. It's because the story keeps repeating. Hermes keeps retelling it. So when Euridyce asks if Orpheus is always like that, and he says yes, he means that every single time, he repeats his actions: he falls for Euridyce, he goes after her in the underworld, he looks back...and Hermes can't stop it.

#hadestown tag tba

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“Losing a relationship hurts. But losing yourself in a relationship hurts deeper.”

— Unknown

#NOTE TO EFFING SELF