buckys-little-belle

[buckys-little-belle]

In the future if you don't want me to use "mommy" / "daddy" please specify that in your ask. I will still keep in mind the 21% of you who would rather me use the names, but I'll be catering to the larger group of people who would like me to include the titles in upcoming fics <3

do you guys like when i use “daddy” / “mommy” in fics? like y/n calling their caregiver by that name? or do y’all like when i use the caregivers name? for example …

“daddy can we get this?” or “stevie can we get this?”

#buckys little belle

[buckys-little-belle]

do you guys like when i use “daddy” / “mommy” in fics? like y/n calling their caregiver by that name? or do y’all like when i use the caregivers name? for example …

“daddy can we get this?” or “stevie can we get this?”

#buckys little belle

[buckys-little-belle]

What if reader was autistic and had issues with fabrics and feels so buckys arm was actually a way for them to calm down

A Cold Calm Down

Bucky Barnes x Little!Reader (They/Them pronouns used)

Notes - As someone who has struggled with sensory issues, especially clothing related, this fic and request hold a really special little spot in my heart <3

Warning - Vague mentions of fabric textures, Bucky being self conscious of his Metal arm

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"What about that one Bub?" Bucky asked as he pointed towards a blue t-shirt.

Y/n's hand slid down the sleeve quickly before pulling back to grab Buck's. "I's not right." They frowned, their chest feeling heavy as they remembered the last two shirts.

Bucky felt a few more before landing on a long sleeve. "Maybe this one?" He took a step back to let Y/nm explore on their own.

"I can't, Daddy, they all wrong!" Y/n sounded completely defeated as they ran back to Bucky. "They's so wrong." They cried, fumbling with Bucky's left glove before stuffing it in their pocket.

Bucky stood still, unsure about how he felt with his metal arm being uncovered. But with one look down, Y/n's hand in his, their breathing suddenly more stable, he felt okay. "Do you want to try another store? Or wait a few minutes?" Bucky asked as Y/n's second hand found it's way under his jacket and onto more metal, their body slowly melting against his.

"I feel really ... really full." Y/n mumbled against Bucky's shoulder, their fingers tracing the little groves of his arm.

Bucky smiled slightly, enjoying his Bub's take on 'overwhelmed'. "Okay, then let's take some deep breaths." He turned his body so Y/n was leaned against his chest instead of his shoulder, their hands still gripping his own.

"Follow you." They whispered.

"Yes, follow me." He repeated, his chest rising slowly, air filling his lungs then holding and then releasing. The two of them standing face to face as they took a moment.

Y/n raised their head, Bucky's metal arm warm where their fingers had been, and his eyes on them. "Feels better." They smiled at him.

"Good." He leaned down to kiss the top of their head before continuing. "Would you like to try again? Or go and get a donut?" Y/n couldn't hide their thought as they smirked then frowned. "You did a good job Bub." He insisted. "We can always come back another day, okay?" He didn't want to push them to do something he knew they struggled with. In fact he was very proud at how well they did, not only in a new store, touching new fabrics, he was also proud that they knew when they needed a break, something Y/n and him had been working on.

"Donuts 'hen." They smiled, their second hand leaving Bucky's arm, but their first still holding onto his hand firmly. "Please."

"Okay, donuts it is." Bucky chuckled as he watched Y/n lean their weight onto their heels, a sign they were ready to move. "Anything for you Bub." He whispered.

[buckys-little-belle]

i finished my first college course! i also spent an entire weekend away from home and out with friends, and life just seems livable again! anyways, i hope to get back to writing and things in this break between my last course and my next one, love you all, thank you for your support, more good stuff to come hopefully!!!

#buckys little belle

[buckys-little-belle]

i’m currently working a huge project for school, it’s one of two culminating assignments, so i’m sorry for being pretty mia i haven’t had much time to be on here!!!

#buckys little belle

[buckys-little-belle]

quick little poll because i’m interested. if you follow my blog, are you a …

there’s no wrong answer i’m just curious!!!

#buckys little belle

[buckys-little-belle]

wut music do u listen to when writing??

this is such a good question!!!

it really depends on what i’m writing. i’m working on a beauty and the beast retelling fic (not age regression) so i’ve been listening to a lot of instrumental backtracks of fantasy shows like game of thrones and house of the dragon when writing that.

but, if i’m writing age regression things i’m probably listening to a mix of different instrumental backtracks to disney movies, sleeping beauty and beauty and the beast are big ones, but i also love the moana soundtrack!!!

so the simple answer is instrumental backtracks of movies and tv shows!!!

#anon

[buckys-little-belle]

this is the cutest thing i’ve ever seen!!! you’re such a good artist bubba this is insane!!! im so honoured to be mentioned as one of your favourite writers <<<333

Sleepy Bunnie and Cg! Bucky

I've been meaning to post this but I got really shy! I've read so many awesome agere fics about Bucky as a caregiver and I managed to draw it!! 🩷🩷🩷

Big big thanks to @pahtoosh @angelbaby-fics and @buckys-little-belle cuz they're some of my favorite writers and they really inspire me to make more Bucky art!! 🫂🩷

#angel-bunnie

[buckys-little-belle]

I agree with Buggie. Those anons are mean and you owe no one on here anything. I want to blow a big raspberry in their faces for being so mean to someone with such a kind heart. ♡ Not only someone with a kind heart but someone who gifts their time to us. Someone who gives us magical stories to escape into. Someone who creates such a safe and inviting place that we seek out you and your work for comfort ♡

You never owe us anything. I love seeing you post (stories or just updates). I am very very proud of you for what you have written and for standing up for yourself. Please don't let their negative and untrue words get into your mind. ♡ They're lame and big bullies who can't appreciate great work ♡ Don't let them dull any of your sparkle (too cheesy?)

-♡

if it’s cheesy then i like cheesy! honestly if anything this meanie is polishing my sparkle! responding to hate asks has been really hard, i have a “delete them or something bad will happen” ocd compulsion and this exchange, albeit something that’s caused me to begin breaking out in anxiety hives again, has helped show me that i can work through these compulsions. posting fics has helped too, but this hâte-filled interaction is the cherry on top! a silver lining if you will.

your messages and support mean so much to me lovie, you’ve really been here through the thick and thin and i don’t know how to express how much you’re asks help and how much i look forward to them! (no pressure of course) so thank you lovie <3

#anon #♡ anon

[buckys-little-belle]

Okay so maybe you dont owe us. But you have said time and time again that you will post the next parts and yet you never do. Youre still leading us on and thats not okay!

Also you never learn your lesson because you have so many loyal followers. They shouldnt be telling you that your valid in not posting these stories they should be mad too!

oh my goodness buddy! i’m so so so sorry you are feeling lonely in haterville population of one! i will be sure to direct the other people who are mad at me not posting this one series your way when they come.

also yes, i have said at times i’m ready to post the next parts, that was for part two and three, of which have been posted. as for the rest of the parts yes, i have also said i will post those, but i’ve also said many times that i don’t know when they will be posted, and that i’m sorry things haven’t gone to plan in regardes to posting them on a schedule.

if you feel like i led you on, i do apologize, it does suck. but as sorry as i am, i am also a little frustrated. i have been nothing but honest and open my hopes for cafe bignsmall, but also my shortcomings and my faults in not being as prepared as i hoped to be. i don’t know what more i can do as posting the parts is not an option for me right now.

#anon #mean anon

[buckys-little-belle]

Bell, you are the cutest. You don’t have a mean bone in your body. Yes you sometimes get a little feisty when people send mean asks, you do it in the sweetest way possible. It’s one of the many things I love about you ❤️☺️

hey!!! let me believe i’m really scary and mean for a few minutes please! let me believe they’re actually intimidated by my choice of words … i know they probably aren’t but let me have this! i’m super mean! super super mean to meanies!

#anon

[buckys-little-belle]

I’m so sorry these people are being unkind. You don’t owe us anything! They’re just bullies who need to get a grip.

i should put “bullies beware” somewhere on my blog, i forget how mean i can get when people start sending rude asks!

#anon

[buckys-little-belle]

Pretty bold of someone to tell you to grow up while hiding behind anon to throw insults 🤔 if they want those fics so bad they can write it themselves!

Writing something you're not in the right mindset for won't benefit anyone, you're doing great and anyone that thinks otherwise doesn't deserve the effort. Just keep posting what feels right 💖

saying grow up while acting immature is so so silly!!! also they’re asking for an age regression fic? is that not us all forgetting about growing up and just being little and happy? oh no! the age regression fic writer isn’t acting her age, what ever will we do??? ITS SO COMEDIC!

thank you so much for your kind words! i will keep posting what feels right and hopefully the good vibes i’ve been feeling continue so i can keep writing fics for everyone!!! <<<333

#anon

[buckys-little-belle]

I 100% believe that it’s just one person sending you those nasty asks. I wish we could figure out who it is so they could be blocked.

the way they type is pretty telling! i usually try my best to not answer asks that are rude but these two aren’t the only asks i’ve gotten about not posting specific fics so i thought i should finally address it.

it’s kind of funny though, because this person obviously has my notification on! it took them half a minute to send a follow up ask. i might be petty, but at least i’m not obsessed <3

#anon

[buckys-little-belle]

meanies are so rude and theyre sayin nothing good. you are right that you get to post whateverr u wanna and u owe nobody anything on here, especialy wen theyre being so so so rude and mean.

I promise that ur doing so so good an seein u write and feel comfy comin back is so so happy and im proud of u

thank you bug!!! you’re always so supportive and i really appreciate it!!! <3

#buggie <3

[buckys-little-belle]

Your just mad because people are rightfully calling you out. You literally owe us three parings in the cafe big n small world and yet here you are posting other fics. Its so annoying. Stop keeping us waiting and just post them already. I get it life is hard or whatever but your a adult, grow up.

i owe you? i owe you? look i’m going to get a little petty here okay, ive written roughly 73 fics, and on average they’re, let’s say, 1,300 words each, i think that’s a fair estimate seeing as my fics are 800-2500 words in range.

okay so 1,300 words per fic means about 94,900 words in total. i type at about 40 words per minute, so that’s about 2,372 minutes writing time. (i’m not even including the time it takes to think of ideas, the time i take to re-write things, or the time it takes to format the fic into tumblr and find pictures …)

that’s 39 hours of unpaid work … and that’s a low ball of an estimate. i don’t think my followers or people who read my work owe me money for my time, and i’d appreciate it if you could realise that i dont owe anyone anything either.

i write in my free time, for free, and for fun. you are not obligated to my time, nor are you obligated to my non ‘published’ stories. while you’re allowed to have your own opinion, i suggest you put mine into perspective before you come at me saying i owe you something.

#anon #mean anon

[buckys-little-belle]

Soooo youll post three stories but not the next part of cafe big and small? Got it. Got it.

yes, i will actually. i understand that everyone loves cafe bignsmall, i do too! but, where i am mentally right now, posting my most anticipated series is the last thing i’m capable of doing. i could have posted nothing … i could have, yet i’m actively working on overcoming my fear of posting fics again.

this ask isn’t cute, nor did it do anything but hurt my feelings. being snobby over what i do and don’t post will do nothing but keep holding me back.

sooooo you decided on being mean instead of being excited that i’m coming back and that means possible new cafe bignsmall parts in the future? got it, got it

#anon #mean anon