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red dragon

wallpaper sizes / prints

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Threads in time, Natalie Ciccoricco (because)

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laios in ep 15

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ok ive got to know what is the maruki shibusawa situationship

this is all because @laevatelnn asked if i thought they were exes and i said Yes, And It's Worse.

they knew each other before maruki met rumi and had been flirtatious but never really committed to it and then rumi entered the picture and maruki fell head over heels which kind of stung to shibusawa because they'd known each other so much longer but never connected that deeply .. then after maruki and rumi "split up" shibusawa obviously was upset for him because maruki clearly didn't take it well but was also deep down hopeful that it meant they might have a second chance at their own relationship until it became clear that maruki wasn't going to be moving on from rumi anytime soon and then shibusawa had to accept that any potential spark they might've had wouldn't ever come to fruition because he remained so fixated on rumi and that even despite any romantic inclinations they were friends first and it was heartbreaking to watch his friend go through such struggle and obsession and refuse help. so they drifted apart. do you see my vision

#asks #the pain of having feelings for someone and knowing they'll never feel the same and watching them hurt.... yknow

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Here is a little comic I made about some thoughts I’ve been having recently. I don’t ID as transmasc, and I have noticed that since I’m nonbinary and AFAB, some people in queer circles (online and irl) label me as transmasc! This has increased since I started T. Much love to my transmasc siblings, but I don’t identify with that term, and it misgenders me.

I figured if there’s not a lot of acknowledgement or discussion about non-transmasc and non-transfem people who physically transition, I can make some myself :)

Thank you to @/rjalker for the ID below!

[ID: A nine panel comic, done is low-saturated colors, mostly featuring soft yellow and shades of blue and purple.

Panel 1 reads, “I am an AFAB trans person on T.” showing a surface with a towel, and an open packet that reads, “1% 25mg”.

Panel 2 continues: “And I’m not transmasc.” and shows a rainbow flag, and a nonbinary flag hanging above some jewelry.

Panel 3 shows a person walking on a hill, the sky pale yellow and the ground in shades of blue. It reads, “My gender isn’t woman, or man, or adjacent to either, or neutra/ ‘in-between’.” The venus and mars symbols float in the air, in red and blue.

Panel’s 4, 5, and 6 read, “It’s a separate, other, gender.” Showing shoes worn under a light blue skirt, a person wearing a shirt, jeans, and vest waving, and a person without clothes floating among stars.

Panel 7 reads, “Queer people who know I’m on T, or even just know that I’m AFAB, often think I’m transmasc.” “They label my experiences automatucally.” The same person from before is shown between the two sentences, sweating nervously as though being trapped.

Panel 8 reads, “It feels like misgendering. From people who should know better.” The person is shown sittign facing away from the camera, head bowed, lifting one arm across zir shoulder, where half a dozen flags have been stabbed into zir back like arrows, all dark blue, and marked with either the blue mars, or pink venus symbol.

Panel 9 reads, “'Masculinizing’ HRT doesn’t mean I’m transmasc.” Next to a small picture of the person smiling away from the camera, wearing blue glasses, with stubble on zir chin. The next small image is of the chemical symbols for testosterone, with text next to it that reads, “It doesn’t mean my gender is male, or male-adjacent.” Followed by another small picture of the person, smiling with hearts next to zir face, wearing the nonbinary pride flag like a blanket or cape.

The yellow background fades downward into the nonbinary flag, with stripes of yellow, white, purple, and black, here with the purple and black in shades of blue. The text reads, above a final drawing of the person, wearing a pink sweater and a blue skirt, smiling up at the camera and surrounded by small sparkles, “It just means I’m a nonbinary, genderqueer person who is becoming more like zirself. And that just happens to involve HRT!” with a smiley face emoji at the end.

End ID.]

#oh i like this .... i often say im “transmasc-ish” but that's not wholly accurate that's just the most understandable way i can put it #and then when people refer to me as a man it feels almost as dysphoric as people referring to me as a woman. it's still not the case #im not on t (yet........) but this resonates

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#jarchivist s1 vs s5

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Frankenstein and her monster

#HOOTING ABD HOLLERING LFFGGGGGGGGG #dunmeshi #fav

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why do we always have to ship characters as in love why does no one have divorce headcanons

#yesterday i came up with a whole backstory for maruki and shibusawa's ex situationship if u even care

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Akira my beloved <3

#AWWWW #persona #i love him...

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due to woke the hanged man tarot card is being replaced by the hung woman

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My friend is organising for their family to evacuate Gaza.

Please share and contribute if possible!

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Oh yeah I just remembered that Laois movements when he lectures Toshiro reminded me of the CDi Zelda shopkeeper when he offers you the rupee

#HELP #dunmeshi

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ok girlies we are at a sleepover. we know how many crush confessions you’ve given and received. now tell us how many people you’ve kissed

#i think 14 but i feel like im forgetting some... <- kind of a slut when im not a wifeguy #actually no slut is inaccurate my body count is significantly lower. im just a theatre kid

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goodnight, darling...

#HOUUHGHHHHHHGHHHHH #dunmeshi #fav

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#usually once a day but i won't say i never miss a day... i shampoo every other day so if it's not a shampoo day sometimes i say fuck it

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"shipping and blorbofication are not inherently at odds with understanding a story's deep themes" and "some people can't grasp the themes of a story because they never learned how to engage with stories outside of the lens of shipping and blorbofication" are two statements that can coexist