chellerz76

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Simple yet so powerful. 💪#rehabtime @trentshelton

#rehabtime

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I have theeeee most wonderful amazing boyfriend ever! 😍😍😍 I am so happy to have met such a an amazing man! Love him to the moon&back! 😘 loving this Tiffany's tho! Ahhhh!!!!

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Oh, Hello Mickey!

photographer: Elton Anderson

location: Disneyland Resort

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I wish things were the way it used to be.... 😔😥

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Had such a great night!!!! Totally worth it!! Here’s a few clips(stupid 15sec. IG!!😡) ENJOY! @commonkings & @mangokingz ya’ll KILLED IT!!!!😍❤️💛💚 Had special guest: #FIJI & #Drewdeezy! Clip 1⃣ is Fiji with #commonkings Clip 2⃣ is #mangokingz & to end it with Clip 3⃣ the #commonkingz! Thanks to Erica,Jeremy&Alexis for coming out and just having a great time! So many laughs and we not even drunk! 😂 love y’all tons!!! Let’s go to Island Festival in July!!! Hope y’all had fun!! Hahaa.. Until next time!! 😊 #fridaynightfun #islandreggaemusic #lovedit (at Unify Event Center)

#commonkings #islandreggaemusic #fridaynightfun #commonkingz #figi #drewdeezy #lovedit #mangokingz

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Have you ever felt tired? Like just tired of being tired?? :'( words can't describe the way I feel right now... With everything else crashing on me... I'm doing the best I can to make the most of things... But I guess, right now just ain't up to part.... I thought after all I went thru I was gunna get a break. But as I see it now, it's only the beginning. I give my all in everything I do.. But in the end it's never enough.... I guess what I'm trying to say is... I don't know who I should be. Being me won't get me anywhere, it's like I gotta be fake or be someone I'm not. Whatever it is... I just know, I won't change... I am who I am... I've been thru hell and back. I've been hurt to where I don't feel hurt, I feel numb... I'm just done. I hold back the tears that want to fall, but that last jab was the ticket and all the tears started falling... I did my best to be strong but some times strong people need a break too...crying isn't a sign of weakness it's a sign that I've tried to be strong for too long....

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#HappyBirthday Grumma! 🎂🎁🎉🎈🌼 #missyou #loveyou #resteasyinparadise #tillwemeetagain #neverforgotten #foreverinmyheart 😿 chillen on this Sunday afternoon with my Grumma.💜👩❤️👵🍷 (at Lima Family Morturary)

#happybirthday #tillwemeetagain #missyou #resteasyinparadise #neverforgotten #foreverinmyheart #loveyou

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I miss the way things used to be...😞

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One of my favorite iconic actress/singer/dancer died last night. Love her!! I remember doing my dance project on her back in freshman year I think, and fell in love with her cuteness and them curly curls! 😍 She lived a good life tho, never forgotten. #RIP #ShirleyTempleBlack 1928-2014. #iconic #hollywood #curlytophead #cutie #dancer #singer #actress 😙🎶🎶 "Animal crackers in my soup, 🙈🙊🙉monkey and rabbits loop the loop." 🍭"Gooood ship lollipop..."

#singer #curlytophead #iconic #rip #dancer #actress #hollywood #cutie #shirleytempleblack

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I'm hurt and I'm tired.... So sick of all this bull shit lies and fake ass shit. I'm just done. Can't trust anyone anymore.. 😡😤😪

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GoodBye 2013...

As the year is coming to an end, i wanted to reflect back on what happened this year... 

Earlier this year, i graduated from Nursing School. CHEERS to finishing one of the Milestones of my Life! It isn't over yet. I still want to do more schooling and get that "RN" after my name. :) Lots of ups and downs happened this year. A lot of Life lessons and A LOT of growing up... So many birthdays, baptisms, and even wedding proposals. It was a busy year. But there were also a lot of heart breaks and a lot of smiles and laughs, just to balance it is out. :)  As i look back from the beginning of the year until now. I can say, that i am happy to say GoodBye to 2013. It wasn't my year, besides the graduating and all.. But I have good hopes and high spirits that 2014 will be a good year...

From loosing people in my life to gaining even better ones, i must say, i've learned a lot throughout this year... As most of you may know i went through a really tough break up... One that i never expected to happen...But it did.. I've moved on and learned to tend to the one person that means the most. ME. I've been through so much tears and hurt that i feel like i've grown immune to it. haha.. call it crazy, but i call it maturity. I had to deal with different challenges this year.. From pushing myself to the limit and believing myself that i was capable of accomplishing it to even seeing myself at my lowest. I've survived it all. When i finished Nursing School, i felt so proud of myself. The hard work that i did for over a year was paying off. I only have 1 more obstacle to face. and that's taking my BOARDS (license) exam. I'm not going to lie, i'm pretty nervous and scared for it. But with guidance,support and prayer, i know i will be just fine. Confidence is Key! 

Love for me was a total Bust. I was in love with the wrong person... Someone who i thought was my world.. But come to think of it, he was nothing but another frog in the pond. =/ smh... But hey, like my cousin said.. "you gotta kiss many frogs, until you get to your prince charming.." haha..corny.. but it's true. I felt like i would never feel love again. i felt like my entire self was broken and didn't know how to pick myself back up. But through the help of some close friends and one special someone. and of course, pushing myself. I stayed strong and never lost it. Although i've probably lost my special someone, :( i know i can't be torn or hurt about this.. Its just not my time i guess..or "our" time. But hey, i can say that i've had my happiness too... 

From my crazy family to my silly friends. They've made me happy. My family and my cousins, it is always good times with them. They make me forget about all the problems and worries that i have and just focus on the happiness we all have together. As Christmas passed a few days ago.. I sat and reflected on how much we have grown. I turned 26 and baby nico is already almost 1.5 years old. sighs..time is flying by so fast... But as i sat around watching my family open their gifts it dawned to me that this is all i wanted for christmas. It didn't matter if i didn't get the perfect gifts or even plenty.. The best gift i had was just being around them. Seeing another year and seeing how happy they all are. I've gained two more sisters and one more brother and a baby nephew/godson. I'm happy that my family is growing... It did not matter if i didn't have a special person around, i was happy to just be with them. Cherishing those moments will forever stick in my heart and in my mind. As we grow up and starting to build our own lives, it makes me cherish the moments like that.. To the trips we've all started to take together makes me understand how much we were all missing out on each other. We've been so busy with our lives making money to survive and paying the bills, that we forget the ones that we supported. i just love and enjoy the moments i have with my family and my cousins.. They truly make my heart warm and happy inside. :) They made my 26th birthday and my last weekend of the year memorable as always...

Growing up and maturing you begin to realize the importance of life. That, that little girl you used to be isn't so little anymore... You begin to analyze and cherish moments because you never know when it will be taken away from you.. You learn to open yourself up more to your Faith and really understand the meaning behind it.. God has given me nothing but the best... Even though i don't understand his ways, or why he takes and puts people in my life. Or even putting me through the most toughest battles.. I just learn to take it how it is... To just live each day like it's my last... I swear i've grown so much this past year it amazes me. I'm not at that point in my life where i want to be. But i know exactly where i need to be. People come and go and people change for a reason. We can't always expect that things are gunna turn out the way you planned. Because whatever you planned never turns out the way you wanted it. So just LIVE LIFE. Don't hurt the people that don't deserve to be hurt. Love the people that deserve to be loved and cherish the ones that needs to be cherished. Some people don't deserve to be hurt. They deserve nothing but the best. So treat them right, or else someone else will.

So saying GoodBye to 2013 is so bittersweet. But you know..i'm ready to tackle on 2014. I believe its my year to shine and i'll make sure of it. Out with the old in with the New. :D 

CHEERS TO CREATING NEW MEMORIES AND ACCOMPLISHING MORE GOALS!!! time to crack open them bottles and celebrate!! whoohoo!!! :D :D 

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This little boy has stolen my heart. And I will forever show unconditional love. I love you Nico, to the moon and back! Muah! Ninang loves you and will always be here for you. <3

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It takes two people. Not just one to make something work.... If it's only one person, then there isn't any point or reason to even continue... Sigh.... 😔 story of my life...

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All I want is you.... Without you, I don't know.. 😔 all I can do is hope for the best. When I'm with you, I'm at my happiest... But without you, I feel alone. 😪 you know exactly who you are....

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A woman in her glory, a woman of beauty, is a woman who is not striving to become beautiful or worthy or enough. She knows in her quiet center where God dwells that he finds her beautiful, has deemed her worthy, and in Him, she is enough.

Stasi Eldredge, Captivating (via hopefisch)

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Thought I'd share my bro's work. This is a sketch of the #vinylmation my bro made for his wedding. So artsy fartsy! Great job bro! Gotta see the finally project! 😊#crystalandlucky121314 #vinylmation #disneyland #disney #customized #socreative #brogotbarstho! Haha.. 😂 #caketoppers love it!! 💜 check out his blog lcacessketchblog.blogspot.com legit shit! Haha..

#crystalandlucky121314 #caketoppers #socreative #customized #vinylmation #brogotbarstho #disneyland #disney