cinemasys

[cinemasys]

coming back to this account after almost a year and by golly syscourse is so stupid i think all of u need to sit down and breathe and drink water and go on a walk and then do real medical research and come to a genuine conclusion rather than one that is beat into ur brain by a bunch of cookie run and danganronpa fans on tumblr

#syscourse

[cinemasys]

begging yall to stop calling other introjects of the same character “doubles”

[cinemasys]

friendly reminder that you cannot accidentally fake something, whether that be your sexuality, gender, mental illnesses, or anything else.

you can’t accidentally fake being gay, lesbian, bi, pan, ace, or anything else.

you can’t accidentally fake being trans, nonbinary, genderfluid, agender, xenogender, or anything else.

you can’t accidentally fake having OSDID, depression, anxiety, intrusive thoughts, or anything else.

even if later on, your explanation turns out to be incorrect, your experiences are still real. 

endos/supporters don’t even breathe at this post /srs

[cinemasys]

gonna start clumping endogenic systems with flat earthers and anti-vaxxers with the way they ignore and hate science

[cinemasys]

So, as someone who has OSDD, we have a serious problem with this kind of bullshit as seen below

Image ID: a screenshot from reddit a person from discord claiming they killed numerous of their own altars, children and adult alters.

Our view below:

Shit like this is why we are EXTREMELY anti endogenic. They're treating a legitimate MENTAL HEALTH PROBLEM like it's some fancy roleplay for their OCs. It's called a fucking DISORDER for a reason. It isn't and never was a fancy roleplay in your head. We don't care how old you are, this shit isn't cute, funny, or respectable. This is slapping people with did/osdd in the face.

[cinemasys]

why endos and their culture fucking suck:

a jumbled messy essay by me, beamer/omori/dee

lets start with its been scientifically proven multiple times that you cannot develop osddid without trauma. ok there are multiple studies proving this iirc? endos claiming to have no trauma You Are Part Of The Reason people dont believe in self diagnosis, because this shit happens like “ooh i formed without trauma!!!!! i chose to have headmates because i dont wanna be alone :(((((((” bitch no thats not osddid. and if you genuinely think it is thats a whole other issue you need to fucking solve

systems in denial of trauma or who cant remember their trauma ABSOLUTELY SHOULD NOT CLAIM TO HAVE NO TRAUMA and they should not be coaxed into it either. theyre going to get that stuck in their head, this “i have no trauma, therefore there is nothing to work through and fix” mentality and it leads them down a horrible path of having this anti-recovery mindset. you will never get better if you do not acknowledge your trauma and work through it. you will never get better if you deny and lock away your trauma. you will not get better if you do not take the initiative to change things once it is safe and possible. youre really only going to get worse if you dont try to fix the problem or you try to cover it up and this is what endo culture conveniently skips over when they welcome confused new systems with open arms

and if youre endo do not fucking reclaim traumagenic system terms, flags, etc. theyre not yours to claim. you have done nothing to deserve them and you never will quite frankly. you cannot develop osddid without trauma. you cannot form a system without trauma. you cannot make a system appear by power of sheer fucking will. its a trauma response.

also going off on a tangent sorta but fakeclaimers can fuck right off too. “ohhh they have littles” “ohhh they have nonhuman alters” “ohhhh they have over 100 alters” literally shut the fuck up. this is a disorder that forms in the mind of a child. this is a disorder that develops in the mind of a child so traumatized and desperate and hurt that they latch onto anything they can find a vague sense of comfort in. it is not your place to say what a child can or cant find comfort in, especially if youre not experiencing what they are.

anyways thank you all for coming to my tedtalk. endos can come at me i dont fucking care there is literally nothing you can say to make me feel bad about you causing osddid to become stigmatized and demonized lmao

[cinemasys]

hey endo systems fuck off :)

you’ll never know the pain of did/osdd

you won’t experience so many blackouts you lose huge chunks of recent time

you won’t have internally destructive alters that are traumatized into their thought processes

you won’t have trouble focusing on the most simple things because your alters won’t shut up and let you do what you need to

fuck off. just fuck off. either you’re traumagenic or you’re not a system. there’s not a third option.

[cinemasys]

i made this real quick because i needed positivity for my system and I 💕 endos dni

[cinemasys]

I personally think it’s so stupid to be arguing over whether or not a **trauma** disorder is possible without. Yknow. The trauma that defines it. But I just wanted to comment on the argument about gender and plurality being comparable?? I don’t know which bullshitting endogenic pulled this out of their ass but I hate that this is implying that A, gender identity is a disorder and B, that plurality is an identity. Being trans is not a mental disorder (regardless of gender dysphoria being in the DSM) and comparing it to such is transphobic. Being plural / having DID or OSDD is not an identity. You cannot wake up one morning and decide that you are a system. That that is how you “chose to identify.” You can, however, decide that how you identify is nonbinary (for example) because gender is a social construct about how you feel, identify, and present. Having DID/OSDD is not a social construct. It is a whole disorder. Children are not born with multiple seperate entities in their head and have never BEEN born with multiple seperate entities in their head. Comparing these two is like comparing grapes to carrots. I have no idea if this got my thoughts across accurately but I’m a little angry at the moment

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#syscourse #endos dni #anti endo

[cinemasys]

Idk why DID is one of the only ones where there’s genuine discourse from people on whether or not you need trauma.

Like you guys do realize the continuum is not “systems-> systems with trauma”

The real continuum is “ptsd-> CPTSD -> OSDD-> DID”

Like the pre requisite to all of them is trauma.

Why is this even an argument???

[cinemasys]

we need system mutuals , feel free to dm us

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#multiplicity #traumagenic system #endos dni #did system #system #did osdd #d.i.d. #d.i.d system #traumagenic #non traumagenic dni

[cinemasys]

Please read this post before interacting —

hello ! welcome to our account . heres some info about us . headmates will reblog this post with their own personal intros .

Cinema / Blue Planet Collective

Catchall name and pronouns are ven + they it

DID system with 21+ members

Bilingual

Misc Info —

under 13 / 30 and older body-wise do not interact unless already mutuals .

We’ve been aware of our plurality for multiple years and are pretty confident we know what were talking about in regards to how our system works .

We are a traumagenic system and we strongly request that if you identify as an endogenic system / nondisordered system / etc please do not interact with us . we will block you immediately .

We’re for self dx as long as youve done actual research (not using carrds , speaking to actual systems , looking for good sources) have been dealing with symptoms for over a year , did not immediately “develop” symptoms after first hearing about did/osdd , and you are unable to get a professional diagnosis .

#traumagenic system #did system #endos dni #system info #actually traumagenic #non traumagenic dni #actually did #did #multiplicity #system