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I decided to make my analysis of So High School into a separate post, because I can’t help but think of this song every time I see photos of Taylor at the games. And sure, it sounds like a love song on the surface until you remember that Taylor was bullied in high school and start to dig a little deeper. Feeling "so high school" is not something a 34 year old woman wants to feel.

Let’s look at the lyrics.

"I'm sinking, our fingers entwined, cheeks pink in the twinkling lights" = To me this sounds like drowning, embarrassment, and diving in with the sharks

"Tell me 'bout the first time you saw me" = You mean her first Chiefs appearance when they 'slid off in the getaway car' at the end? Nothing good starts in a getaway car, babes.

"I'll drink what you think and I'm high from smoking your jokes all damn night" = I mean...

“I'm watching American Pie with you on a Saturday night" = What do we know about this movie? We know that it is renowned for its high school immaturity and misogyny. It’s about a bunch of horny boneheaded men who treat women like sex objects instead of people. Sounds a lot like football culture to me.

"Your friends are around so be quiet. I'm trying to stifle my sighs." = I'm in the box with your friends and family. I need to hold it together so I don't offend them, but I legit hate this.

"Cause I feel so high school" = SHE HATES THIS.

"Bittersweet 16 suddenly" = I don't think she was a fan of high school, you guys.

"Are you gonna marry, kiss, or kill me? It's just a game but really, I'm betting on all 3." = A clear reference to that kiss/marry/kill interview with Travis, while also saying "we're gonna get together, put on a show for everyone, and I'm going to slowly die inside until we're done."

"Get my car door, isn't that sweet. Now pull me to the backseat" = All I hear with this is Movie Director Taylor giving instructions to her leading man so they can get a good reaction from the audience.

"You know how to ball, I know Aristotle." = You're a jock. I'm a nerd. We are not compatible.

"Touch me while your bros play grand theft auto." = The official song lyrics on Spotify put grand theft auto in lowercase the first time and capitalized the second time. The capitalized GTA could refer to Travis's friends playing the video game, sure. But also - you know who was arrested in August 2023 for grand theft auto? Bashaud Breeland, a cornerback for the Kansas City Chiefs who played with Travis in the 2020 Super Bowl.

"It's true, swear, Scout's Honor" = Look it up, I dare you.

And my absolute favorite:

"On the brink of a wrinkle in time" = This is TTPD, folks. Of course there's going to be a literary reference. A Wrinkle in Time by Madeleine L'Engle. The main character is a girl named Meg who is incredibly bright but struggles in school because she doesn't fit in with the other kids. After meeting a trio of badass witchy women, Meg travels to far-off worlds (a sort of deep portal time travel, you might say) where she joins the battle of light vs. darkness. What do we know about Taylor’s usage of light and darkness throughout her discography? It's giving… Reputation vs. Daylight? Shrouded in secrecy vs. out in the open? Based on everything else that Taylor has been hinting at through TTPD (not to mention Evermore and Midnights), it sounds like she is on the verge of diving into a much larger battle. And if I had to guess, I would bet that this battle will start during the Reputation re-release. Around Halloween. 🎃 When exile ends. Almost exactly 2 years after the Bejeweled music video was released. Maybe the old Taylor can't come to the phone right now cause she's dead?

I'm just speculating, but I will add that the 3rd book in the Time series is called A Swiftly Tilting Planet. There is a poem referenced through the book that goes like this:

With Ananda in this fateful hour, I place all Heaven with its power, And the sun with its brightness, And the snow with its whiteness, And the fire with all the strength it hath, And the lightning with its rapid wrath, And the winds with their swiftness along its path, And the sea with its deepness, And the rocks with their steepness, And the Earth with its starkness, All these I place with God's almighty help and grace between myself and the powers of darkness.

But wait, there’s more! ‘Ananda’ is a Sanskrit word that describes the eternal bliss that accompanies the ending of the rebirth cycle. It’s sounding more and more like she’s going to kill off Taylor TM and be done with the games, done with the reinvention. The plot summary of A Swiftly Tilting Planet says that it’s a book about "going back in time and changing might-have-beens." What decisions would she have made differently if she could do it all over again? I don't know, friends. Take from this what you will. All I know is, this woman and all her brilliant duality is going to send me to a padded room. ✌🏻

#lyrics

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i was listing to “so high school” today and couldn’t stop thinking about this one line…

“You knew what you wanted and boy, you got her”

the entire song is written in the fisrt person perspective (“i know aristotle”, “i’m sinking” etc), so why would she suddenly change it to the third person? why didn’t she sing “you got me”

i think the “she” is not referring to actual her (real Taylor) but her media image - how media see her as the perfect straight american sweetheart. as this song is obliviously about bearding and a satire on the pr relationship she and travis are it makes perfect sense because there’s nothing between travis and real Taylor. he doesn’t have real Taylor (narrator), he only has some “her” which media shows.

furthermore, “he knew what he wanted”: why was he sure he was going to get it? it doesn’t matter, he (=his pr team) just wanted the media Taylor, the image which can be altered to play whatever role (in this case the american sweetheart) needed.

#gaylor #gaylor swift #lgbetty #friends of dorothea #ttpd #so high school #gaylor analysis #lyric analysis

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She added so high school because it’s satire. She’s making fun of all of them to their faces and they are too dumb to notice or understand

#the eras tour

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All the imagery in Taylor's more recent art about her being an abused, caged circus animal/performer in conjuction with Taylor saying "All this showmanship to keep it for you in sweetness" in Robin is making me insane actually

also how robin has imagery painting robin as a bit of an an animal as well: you’re an animal, you’re bloodthirsty, long may you reign, long may you roar

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is not. me.

IS NOT. ME.

IS NOT. ME.

creds.

#gaylor #gaylor swift #lgbetty #friends of dorothea #taylor swift #the eras tour

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fanmade REAL

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SHE MADE THE LOVER SUIT EVEN MORE LESBIAN WAHT

#gaylor #lgbetty #the eras tour #gaylor swift

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april 22, 2023 | one year ago today

during ‘all too well (10 minute version)’ of eras houston n2, a lesbian couple blew kisses to taylor and after admiring them together for a few moments, she responded by blowing one back

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Oof 😮‍💨

#lyrics #mv

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oh…. ttpd was so bad……..

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was talking about this with a friend so now i’m curious: what do you think is taylor’s most beautiful love song and her most devastating song about heartbreak

#love song: peace #heartbreak: hoax

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it seems like he doesn’t know a lot of things 💀

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march 30, 2015 | nine years ago today

taylor followed an exclusive kaylor blog on tumblr, kaylor-love. they regularly and only posted content shipping kaylor, including fan art and edits, but predominantly fanfics that they made of the two. she still follows them to this day

#lore

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what can i say, the girl loves to hide her love from the world!

inspired by @ohdorothea + was aided by @loatheyoulately and @youmeetyourself !

our song / i'm only me when i'm with you / love story / enchanted / ours / i can see you / the lucky one / the very first night / i know places / "slut!" / ...ready for it? / king of my heart / dancing with our hands tied / dress / if you're anything like me (poem) / cruel summer / daylight / cardigan / august / illicit affairs / peace / willow / ivy / paris / dear reader

#lyrics

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#one of my fav pieces of lore #kaylor

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The tortured poets department prologue analysis

i first posted this on my main when the prologue came out but it got 0 notes so posting this again here 💀

"and so i enter into evidence"

we all know gaylors find "evidence" for taylor being queer, is she going to give us more hints on this album? is she going to go through the said evidence?

"my tarnished coat of arms"

this immediately reminded me of the swift-kloss family crest.

it's tarnished it lost its color. but was is abandoned (or should i say marooned) or simply hidden from public?

"my muses, acquired like bruises"

she might be talking about breakups here, but i believe this is about how every muse she's been with required sacrifices (pr relationships, press, hate etc) to keep them private

"the tick tick tick of love bombs"

anticipation of what happens one she comes out/ is outed by media. bomb explodes, it would be a shocking news, destructive for taylor

"my veins of pitch black ink"

i believe she states how she's her real self (veins=blood running in her body) in her lyrics (ink)

"all's fair in love and poetry"

paraphrase of a proverb "all's fair in love and war a reference to "the great war" maybe?

old analysis bc i went crazy when i first saw it <3

#gaylor #gaylor swift #the tortured poets department #lgbetty #kaylor #koincidences #taylor swift