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tumblr is so great it’s like the diary is talking back

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breathe . it's like indigo star dust i'm like the orange streetlamp out there in the dark night , & being home just feels like being a child again . it feels like those days i loved you so hard & you loved me back , & those days i slept on the living room couch nursing the heart you inevitably broke . sometimes pain feels good it feels like you're living for something it feels like you're here , & alive , & something actually tried to touch you in the heart , stuck its dumb fingers in & we just cradle it in our mouths like we can't tell the difference between intimacy & nourishment . i had you all in my mouth , & now i spit you out , but it doesn't matter because it was over & i'm just here feeling what lingers so deep in the bedroom carpet when i dig up the dust , but only because night has fallen , & day had eaten my heart out , & it all feels the same & different , & my body knows only to drip this out onto the page , slowly , bittersweetly , acid burning holes between the letters .

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i miss @secret-fairygarden and i being active on here

why does life ask more of us sleepy girls than thinking cool thoughts and resting

it’s too much

can’t i learn more from the ocean and flowers and butterfly. the stink bugs and wolves and moss. the wind and snow and fire and love and bravery and happiness. not from my mean apush teacher.

let us girls learn from the earth and know ourselves. let jeff bezos worry about exponents if he wants to have so much. all i need is what i can count on my fingers and toes and maybe my hair if im lucky. stop giving homework to girls with such big beautiful thoughts. leave it all to the boys.

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this account would get me a lobotomy in the 1960s

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ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh (scream)

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blinded by it in a room full of annoying freshmen

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no rizz, no life skills, just a desperation to be good

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she’s so me

Bones and All (2022) dir. Luca Guadagnino

#gay

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screams

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feel like an under stimulated dog

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phone is my best friend she would never betray me. what do you mean my brain is being fried by the constant dopamine hits. she just wants me to be happy

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i will make an album

prepare yourselves

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NO

yasss makeup looks so pretty and so cute!!!!🩰🎀🧚🏼‍♀️💖🍎⭐️

iphone: fugly bitch

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