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oh yeah. this fucking blog. this is the real shit. I love you and you specifically (platonic)

Tysm!!! Glad you enjoy this, this just made my day :]

#asks #garlic breath

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(you don't have to answer this if you don't want to)

hi okay funny story. i'm the positivity anon from magpod-confessions and i'm also an extremely nosy person (it's the eye avatar coding. also the autism) so i found my way here. anyway you frequently mention on magpod-confessions that you think Martin is npd/cluster b coded and i want to hear more about that--i don't know much about those pds (yet!) but i often struggle to characterize Martin so i want to hear more people's interpretations of him. please tell me about why he's cluster b coded i am so so curious and i love to ask too many questions (did i mention that i'm very eye avatar coded)

unrelatedly i want to confess somewhere that every so often i feel like the confessions in your askbox get too boring so i go and lie for fun. nothing horrible, just unhinged. unfortunately this fandom is so unhinged that i just sound normal. i think i need to up my game

Heres the npd Martin Headcanon. My friend thinks hes aspd coded which I agree with but Im too tired to type out exactly why

Also that is hilarious lmao, keep at it its fun

#asks #garlic breath

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did you draw your pfp/header? it's super cute :D

Yes I did and ty

#asks #garlic breath

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How do you know you have low empathy? And from your personal experience what does it feel like?

Dont know what it feels like, its hard to describe something that doesnt really exist for you and when you have no accurate frame of reference for comparison. How do I know I have it? Research and reflection. You start to notice you dont gaf about other peoples emotions and they dont really have an affect on your emotional state

#i dont know how to answer this but this ask has been here for too long and its pissing me off so #garlic breath #npd safe

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Being on the internet with OCD is like “I want to post a picture of my outfit because I look bomb but what if my full address and National Insurance number is written in the reflection of this random public bathroom mirror and I didn’t notice”

#no literally this

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npdblr tag yourself I'm snake

#bitch #weirdo #those fit ig

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my npd makes it hard to love and care about people normally. most of what i feel towards others is apathy, and when i do actually like someone, it's still in a messed up way that only makes sense to me.

#real actually

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You say youre paranoid bc you think someone you dont know well doesnt like you. I say Im paranoid bc I thought my dad was replaced by smth and that if I made one wrong move Id die

We are not the same

#garlic breath #this isnt rly a vent but ill tag it to be safe ig #vent #paranoia #tw paranoia #actually mentally ill #mental illness #this is what i get for indulging in my horror special interest i didnt sleep till daylight

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Any other narcs like hate anything that makes them feel coddled. Even though rationally it's probably from a place of love.

Ex: it's your birthday and something goes slightly wrong and everyone rushes to comfort you and ask what you want even tho you're not upset

Or like "can I make it up to you? We can go to xyz" no.

DONT SPEND TIME W MY ON CHARITY AND PITY IM GONNA KILL MYSELF WHAT.

#YEA I DO #i think its smth to do with taking things as attacks way to easily #care = pity = calling me weak #or smth like that #i like the attention hate everything else #id also be mad if someone didnt do this as well. bc thats basically telling me you hate me and want me dead #what i want is for ppl to idk shift the attention but still make it abt me #and what i mean by that is i want ppl to get mad at smth on behalf of me. bc it shows ppl care but dont see me as weak #look idk how my brain works i just know it sees anger as being strong and pity/sadness as being weak #hm yea so the whole 'pds are trauma responses turned disordered' is definitely showing rn huh lmao

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How does it feel to be the funniest person on tumblr

Absolutely fantastic ty anon

#asks #garlic breath

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Oh what the hell

Npd horse

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Funny you think I can admit when Im wrong to others and not just stew in fear for several days

#its called ignoring it until someone points it out and getting ready to lie to their face #im working on it dw #garlic breath #npd safe #actually narcissistic #actually npd #npd #narcissistic personality disorder

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Narcissists are winning all empaths want us shot on sight

#we are succeeding in life #garlic breath #npd safe #actually narcissistic #actually npd #npd #narcissistic personality disorder #actually mentally ill #actually neurodivergent #mental illness #neurodivergent #npd meme #npd shitpost #death ment #gun ment

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Me trying to be a good person and not wish death on ppl who vaguely annoy me challenge: Impossible

#WE HAVENT EVEN INTERACTED RECENTLY I JUST NEED THEM DEAD #god they annoy me 500 BRICKS UNTIL YOU DIE #this is only partly directed at someone (that ik irl so everyone here is good) #garlic breath #npd safe #cluster b safe #npd vent

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Tips for Cluster B Anger

~ coming from someone who has BPD and a psychology special interest Have you been feeling like your anger is completely uncontrollable and all encompassing? Do you feel like your anger controls you more than you control it? Me too! But here are some things I've found to be helpful: - Taking notes. Write down triggers for what causes your anger episodes (as well as other episodes e.g sadness or paranoia) once you come down from it and start looking for a pattern. Not only will this help you to slow down and self reflect, you can begin to either avoid those triggers or find ways to regulate the effects. - SLOW DOWN. If something is making you want to hurt someone else or yourself, slow the FUCK down. Push against the grain, step back and let yourself have a good cry or scream into a pillow. Do whatever you can to (healthily) process the emotions, no matter how long it takes, before making major decisions. - Avoid self harm, substances or unhealthy habits like disordered eating or emotional self harm. It's so tempting, believe me, but it will only serve to make things worse. You might feel like you want it to get worse now, but in the future, you WILL regret it. If you start feeling these urges, refer to the urge surfing diagram below this. - Get outside advice. Think you're splitting but you can't tell? Run the situation by a close friend or loved one and see how they feel about it. Try to relay it with as little bias as possible and see if they agree with the decision you're about to make or if you perhaps need to reevaluate some things. - Take care of your heart. I know this is cliche, but a good sleep schedule, hearty food consumption habits, hydration, exercise routine and mental health care go a long way in helping you succeed in the above tips. You are struggling with an illness, and ill people need as much care as possible. Become your own parent. This works for anger in all Cluster B personality disorders, as well as with autism spectrum disorders! Urge surfing:

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At the end of the day, the only person truly suffering from NPD, surviving NPD, and feeling hurt by NPD is the narcissist who has this condition.

With that being said, #surviving narcissism, #surviving npd, #narc survivor are our tags now.

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hi ehats your opinions on endos and transids and radqueers please tell me your opinion on danganronpa what do you think of people who use the term kinnie do you believein narcissistic abuse

IM GONNA FUCKINF SHOOT YOU VAL I KNOW THIS WAS YOU

Endos and trans-ids/radqueers are NOT allowed. I love dangitgranpa(idk jow to spell it)

Yes I believe in narc abuse..theyre all assjoles.../j (I DO NOT)

Fym kinnie I kin your dad the way I banged your mother last night