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purge is done! good job btw, i only had to block a single person lol

with the x reader month coming to an end, welcome to all new followers! i've got one more thing cooking that i hope to post rather sooner than later, but i'm still taking it a bit slow for my mental health.

that being said: this sunday (probably in the evening my time, gmt+2) i'll be going through my followers and block anyone who doesn't have an indication of their age / being an adult clearly visible on their blog. if you haven't done so already, please put it somewhere i can easily find it or you'll be blocked.

#lily talks

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I've been having thoughts of the blue thing can I just spill em out to you or something. Like a little fic. But it's just my dirty fantasies about the blue thing.

of course, you're always very welcome to share blue thing thoughts! what else am i here for, right? haha

#lily answers

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this is a thought for future lily to apply into practice if met with demand and approval, but:

all my fics are on ao3 anyway and the link to that is in the pinned post, but i could just make a list with the direct links to those on here as well if that's something people would want. let me know.

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with the x reader month coming to an end, welcome to all new followers! i've got one more thing cooking that i hope to post rather sooner than later, but i'm still taking it a bit slow for my mental health.

that being said: this sunday (probably in the evening my time, gmt+2) i'll be going through my followers and block anyone who doesn't have an indication of their age / being an adult clearly visible on their blog. if you haven't done so already, please put it somewhere i can easily find it or you'll be blocked.

#today!!

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with the x reader month coming to an end, welcome to all new followers! i've got one more thing cooking that i hope to post rather sooner than later, but i'm still taking it a bit slow for my mental health.

that being said: this sunday (probably in the evening my time, gmt+2) i'll be going through my followers and block anyone who doesn't have an indication of their age / being an adult clearly visible on their blog. if you haven't done so already, please put it somewhere i can easily find it or you'll be blocked.

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Chapters: 2/2 Fandom: Ensemble Stars! (Video Game) Rating: Explicit Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: HiMERU | OreMERU (Ensemble Stars!)/Reader Characters: HiMERU | OreMERU (Ensemble Stars!), Reader Additional Tags: Established Relationship, Sex Toys, and buying them, Strap-Ons, specifically, Pegging, Masturbation, getting walked in on, Dirty Jokes, Anal Fingering, this is equal parts porn character study and silliness, i consider it the mission of my writing to make this guy laugh and get fucked properly Series: Part 13 of Slice of life and coffee cups Summary: While this is not a way in which HiMERU would have ever expected to be spending his Saturday like, here he is: Scrolling through 34 strap-ons, carefully selected by you.

#lily writes #AT LONG LAST #here it is!!! #you all have no idea how excited i am to finally be posting this #(also historic event: first title inspired by song lyrics) #(whoever knows where this is from gets an imaginary cookie)

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with the x reader month coming to an end, welcome to all new followers! i've got one more thing cooking that i hope to post rather sooner than later, but i'm still taking it a bit slow for my mental health.

that being said: this sunday (probably in the evening my time, gmt+2) i'll be going through my followers and block anyone who doesn't have an indication of their age / being an adult clearly visible on their blog. if you haven't done so already, please put it somewhere i can easily find it or you'll be blocked.

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PLEASE TELL ME ITS THE PEGGING FIC THAT IS COMING

that'll be up either tomorrow or sunday (let's be real, it's been living in my laptop long enough), but i got one more suprise that i originally wanted to write for the month as well! not quite done yet though, but hopefully soon!

#lily answers #mutsu

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with the x reader month coming to an end, welcome to all new followers! i've got one more thing cooking that i hope to post rather sooner than later, but i'm still taking it a bit slow for my mental health.

that being said: this sunday (probably in the evening my time, gmt+2) i'll be going through my followers and block anyone who doesn't have an indication of their age / being an adult clearly visible on their blog. if you haven't done so already, please put it somewhere i can easily find it or you'll be blocked.

#lily talks

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this is a thought for future lily to apply into practice if met with demand and approval, but:

all my fics are on ao3 anyway and the link to that is in the pinned post, but i could just make a list with the direct links to those on here as well if that's something people would want. let me know.

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Imagining your child go "Uncle Kaname !" Kinda won my heart while I read your answer to Rei so ops

he better wake up soon. he's on babysitting duty.

#lily answers #mutsu #honstly i think it'd be hilarious to watch #he hears about it and goes “i will be the best uncle” lmao #i would also find it extremly hilarious if that child ended up saying his name first before ever getting out some shape or form of “papa” #it's unlikely because of the length but that would only make it funnier #he'd be sooo smug about it too lol #meru would never live it down

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I think meru should get someone pregnant.

aside from the whole breeding kink thing I just think it’s interesting how he used to be no contact with his family but threw almost everything aside for his dear brother, makes me wonder how much he’d change for a kid and if he’d dote on them just as much. especially if it’s unexpected since I’m sure having a baby would never be in his plans but well, things never go the way he thinks does it -rei

(Someone? Did you mean me? Who said that?)

It’s definitely an interesting thought and to no one’s surprise something I have pondered excessively in the past lol I think there’s two ways this could go: For one, the only somewhat plausible situation I could imagine for a child not being unplanned were quite a few years down the line, once he eventually retires from idol work (it’s a tough job, so I’d assume that would happen within a reasonable age to still have a kid). I don’t think that he’d bring the topic up himself, but if his partner wanted to, I could see him agreeing under those circumstances.

The other (more chaotic) option would be if this happened accidentally. As diligent as he is when it comes to contraception and not doing anything risky, well, sometimes life just happens and when you stick your dick in someone (and come in them), it is something that could very well happen even if precautions make it unlikely. In a scenario where he’s not especially close to the other parent of this child (assuming it happened early on in their relationship or they didn’t officially had one in the first place), I think he definitely at some point has the urge to simply dip (new name, new face, the whole shebang), but (fortunately) his other commitments (that being to his work and Kaname) win out and he doesn’t. It’ll be less of a thing with someone he’s actually close to, but that being said, I think he’d have an existential crisis either way and regardless of whether this was a calculated step in the relationship or not.

Obviously more so in the case of an unplanned pregnancy, but considering his upbringing I picture him as the type of person to mainly not consider having kids because of his own experiences. Like, not only is his dad a bit of a trainwreck, but also after years of not really settling down himself and pretending to be anyone but himself, it’s not a farfetched thought to have that the lingering instability of all that combined doesn’t really make for the best environment for a child / the best conditions to raise one. And like you said, considering how much he cares for Kaname – that being the one family member he kept around by choice – I think he’d be equally concerned for any he’d be involved in conceiving (planned or unplanned). So, when that suddenly is a very real scenario he has to deal with, he freaks out (a little or a lot).

That being said, once he gets over his anxiety of being terrible at it (because realistically he has no clue what he’s supposed to do. Random HC that he buys every pregnancy and parenting book he can get his hands on to cope lol), I think he’d actually be quite good at being a father? Like, he’s definitely responsible and invested enough, and once he gets a little bit of practice in, the awkwardness from never really interacting with kids also dwindles quickly. You can bet that kid would be doted on lol Maybe not spoilt exactly, but very well cared for. Might to some degree be him compensating for failing to do anything of the sort for his brother. Also, imagine that child looking anything like Kaname. It’s instant game over for him. He can’t say no to that face. I can see him initially being concerned that he simply wouldn’t “care enough” about his kid, especially if he didn’t have the time beforehand to contemplate whether it’s something he wants (eventually). I think he’s too inclined to consider himself far more detached from things than he actually is, so I doubt that worry lingers for longer than when he actually meets them though. So yeah, I think while it starts out with a lot of panic, he’s more than adaptable enough to grow into being a decent parent.

I could go on and on about this lol (There’s a whole ass sequel to my Meru series living rent free in my head with this theme precisely lmao) But I will leave it there for now. Thanks for the thoughts, Rei.

#lily answers #rei #you really showed up in my inbox like: #let's give lily something to be unhinged over #expose the excessive thinking she's done lol

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anon I have no idea if you’re still out there (this request is over a year old) but this is for you

Enstars x Reader NSFW Month 2024 Day 28

Tatsumi Kazehaya x Fem!Reader

tags/warnings: vaginal sex, breeding, choking, praise, aftercare

ao3

“T-Tatsun…”

“Yes, dear?”

His pace is gentle, the hand that isn’t supporting his weaker side caressing the skin along your inner thighs. Through your shaky breaths you can hear the soft squelch each time he slides in and out of you, more and more of your wetness coating his length. Violet eyes meet yours, but when you open your mouth to speak only a moan comes out.

“Y-You, ah, feel amazing.”

“As do you,” he smiles, “you’re doing so well.”

You didn’t think you were doing much work other than laying down, but his voice was soothing and your brain didn’t want to argue about the specifics when it was busy being filled with pleasure. As if he could sense your doubts, he moves his hand down to your ass, giving it a firm squeeze.

“Do you know why you’re so wonderful?”

Without waiting for your response, he moves it again, this time over your crotch, sliding a finger in between where your cunt and his dick meet to stimulate the reddish nub poking out. You croon as he brushes against your clit, legs wrapping around his waist to pull him closer.

“Because you’re yourself. And you’ve chosen to love me.”

“W-What, ah, what do you mean?” You struggle to speak while he’s simultaneously pleasuring you. “Anyone would, mmph, love you.”

“Haha, maybe you’re right, but only you love me enough to let me do this. To make love to you until you swell with life.”

You blush at that, feeling your walls tighten around his unprotected cock, as if trying to get it to pump you full of the seed he wants to see change your body and your lives permanently. Tatsumi hums happily as he feels you do so, rocking his hips back and forth.

“T-That’s not fair, Tatsun!” You whine, embarrassed. “I love you for more than that!”

He chuckles, looking down at you again.

“Then can you tell me?”

“Well, there’s a lot. You’re so kind to everyone, and—mmph, easy to talk to. I feel like I can tell you anything.”

Considering you were having this conversation while he was balls deep inside you, you figured he at least knew that by now.

“I’m glad you feel secure with me, dear.” He whispers. “I hope that you’ll tell me anything that’s on your mind.”

“I-I want you to…”

Your mind goes to something you actually have been thinking of, but wouldn’t dare to bring up before this, voice trailing off. A bit too late though, since Tatsumi slows down when he notices. You’d whine about the loss of friction if you weren't deep in thought.

“Is there something you’re thinking about?”

“T-there is, but…forget it. I don’t know if you’d do it.”

He looks at you curiously, his silence encouraging you to continue.

“If there’s anything I can do for you, I’ll try.”

“Well, I want to try something new. I-In bed.”

“Ah, a new position?”

“No, it’s more, um, extreme.”

“What is it, then?”

“Iwantyoutochokeme.”

You shut your eyes as you blurt it out, not wanting to see his face as he judges you. He stills completely inside you, and that’s when you gulp and open your eyes to see how he took the suggestion. He isn’t exactly frowning, but there’s a look of uncertainty as he opens his mouth to speak.

“Are you sure that’s something you want?”

“N-Nevermind.” You stammer. “Just forget it!”

Tatsumi doesn’t do anything for a few seconds, and you fear that you’ve ruined the mood before he silently nods and begins to move again. You half wish you had kept your mouth shut since it ruined the tempo he had set, and you were already so close to your orgasm. This time though, his hands move upwards, tracing your shoulders until they reach the crook of your neck, and the excitement that fills your mind erases any regrets.

“/Name/, you trust me, right?”

“Yes, of course.”

His hand extends over your neck, thumb on one side and four fingers on the other. He gently squeezes it, the action uncertain, unfamiliar.

“Do you trust me with your life?”

“Y-Yes…”

His grip on the sides of your neck gets stronger. Your eyes widen. You had so much faith in him, even though in this position he could easily cut off your air flow…

Your mouth opens, whether it’s supposed to be a cry of alarm or a moan doesn’t matter, because the only thing that comes out is some sort of sputtering for air as he squeezes hard. Your heart races. His thrusts quicken. You aren’t sure what to do. Everything in your body tightens, from your lungs to your pussy around his cock. Your vision starts to blur, tears forming. Seconds pass. You wonder if you’ll pass out. You wonder what would happen if he didn’t let go.

But Tatsumi does let go, and when you gasp for air you feel the coil inside you snap just as fast, bringing you to the most pleasurable climax you’ve ever experienced. A few thrusts later you hear him grunt, and you feel him push himself deep to spill his seed inside you. It only lasted a few seconds, but your head is still spinning and heart pounding. Tatsumi is quiet except for heavy breathing through his nose, lifting your chin up with a finger to inspect your neck.

“I’m sorry if I was too rough, does it hurt?”

“No, I’m fine.” Your voice comes out a bit hoarse.

Tatsumi slips out of you, sitting up on the edge of the bed to grab a water bottle from the bedside table. He lets you take a few good gulps of it before drinking some himself. He seems more affected by the choking than you are, a guilty expression on his face.

“Hey, I’m sorry if I pushed you to do that. I didn’t want to force you.”

“No, it’s my fault.” Tatsumi shook his head. “I wanted to fulfill your desire, but I didn't think about it carefully enough. I could have risked hurting you, or more…” His hand presses against your belly, still warm from his release.

“But I’m fine! You didn’t hurt me, I swear.”

“I’m glad you trust me, /name/. I just wish I could trust myself.”

You hug him tightly, and after a few seconds he returns it, burying his face into the crook of the neck he was suffocating just minutes ago.

“You did wonderful. Thank you for indulging me.” You whisper, kissing the closest spot of skin to your lips, which ends up being somewhere on his upper chest. He returns the gesture with a peck of his own.

Tatsumi Kazehaya isn’t one to take lives. He’d much rather create it with you, inside you, one orgasm at a time.

#man am i weak for when a fic makes me blush equally from being hot and sweet #also love to see the aftercare going both ways #don't get that often enough in smut imo #amen. thank you for that.

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will listening to "running a bath" asmrs finally make me write? find out in 10 hours.

#lily talks #desperate times call for desperate measures #it's called immersion lmao #(who am i kidding) #i have no clue what i'm doing

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this is a thought for future lily to apply into practice if met with demand and approval, but:

all my fics are on ao3 anyway and the link to that is in the pinned post, but i could just make a list with the direct links to those on here as well if that's something people would want. let me know.

#lily talks #can you believe this never occured to me before? lol #i'm just so used to doing everything on ao3

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reqs open jow,,,, lets try this again.... can i request petplay hcs with himeru if the slots havent been filled already ( ;´ - `;) -🎭

Himeru Petplay Headcanons

(note: this is an old ask, requests are not open rn)

-it’s not something he’s thought about too often for himself, but if his partner wants to dress as a dog, cat, bunny, etc. he’s not going to be against it, especially when he gets to act as your owner.

-he’s mostly intrigued by the dumbification aspect of it. not letting you speak except in animal sounds and whines, calling you a stupid pet who can’t follow instructions, he has to yank your leash around to guide you to where he wants you to go.

-it’s also just a turn on to see you on all fours, forced to stay in place for as long as he wishes while he gets to pet and grope you as much as he wants. he’ll find himself smiling while he takes his time stroking every inch of your skin, noticing how you shake in place from wanting so badly to move.

-the best part is easily how any petnames sound when coming out of his mouth. Pup, kitten, bunny, pet…anything you want him to refer to you with in that smooth voice of his will have you clenching around nothing and whimpering for him to just ravage you already.

#eyes emoji eyes emoji eyes emoji- #i'm with meru that it's not something i have thought about too often but............. i am thinking now................ #“the best part is easily how any petnames sound when coming out of his mouth” <- yes.

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How to write smut ?

(@urfriendlywriter | req by @rbsstuff @yourlocalmerchgirl anyone under the appropriate age, please proceed with caution :') hope this helps guys! )

writing smut depends on each person's writing style but i think there's something so gut-wrenchingly beautiful about smut when it's not very graphic and vivid. like., would this turn on a reader more?

"he kissed her, pulling her body closer to him."

or this?

"His lips felt so familiar it hurt her heart. His breathing had become more strained; his muscles tensed. She let herself sink into his embrace as his hands flattened against her spine. He drew her closer."

(Before proceeding further, these are all "in my opinion" what I think would make it better. Apply parts of the advice you like and neglect the aspects you do not agree with it. Once again I'm not saying you have to follow a certain type of style to write smut! Creative freedom exists for a reason!)

One may like either the top or the bottom one better, but it totally depends on your writing to make it work. Neither is bad, but the second example is more flattering, talking literally.

express one's sensory feelings, and the readers will automatically know what's happening.

writing, "her walls clenched against him, her breath hitching with his every thrust" is better than writing, "she was about to cum".

here are some vocabulary you can introduce in your writing:

whimpered, whispered, breathed lightly, stuttered, groaned, grunted, yearned, whined, ached, clenched, coaxed, cried out, heaved, hissed

shivering, shuddering, curling up against one's body, squirming, squirting, touching, teasing, taunting, guiding, kneeling, begging, pining, pinching, grinding,

swallowing, panting, sucking in a sharp breath, thrusting, moving gently, gripped, biting, quivering,

nibbling, tugging, pressing, licking, flicking, sucking, panting, gritting, exhaling in short breaths,

wet kisses, brushing soft kisses across their body (yk where), licking, sucking, teasing, tracing, tickling, bucking hips, forcing one on their knees

holding hips, guiding the one on top, moving aimlessly, mindlessly, sounds they make turn insanely beautiful, sinful to listen to

some adverbs to use: desperately, hurriedly, knowingly, teasingly, tauntingly, aimlessly, shamelessly, breathlessly, passionately, delicately, hungrily

he sighed with pleasure

her skin flushed

he shuddered when her body moved against his

he planted kisses along her jawline

her lips turned red, messy, kissed and flushed.

his hands were on his hair, pulling him.

light touches traveled down his back

words were coiled at his throat, coming out as broken sobs, wanting more

he arched his back, his breath quivering

her legs parted, sinking into the other's body, encircling around their waist.

+ mention the position, how they're being moved around---are they face down, kneeling, or standing, or on top or on bottom--it's really helpful to give a clear picture.

+ use lustful talk, slow seduction, teasing touches, erratic breathing, give the readers all while also giving them nothing. make them yearn but DO NOT PROLONG IT.

sources to refer to for more: (will be updated soon!)