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[diazsdimples]

Hi earlier I sent you an ask but I got cut off bc of connection issues. Don't know if you got it, but I just wanted to thank you for fulfilling the pocket sentence prompt. You took it and made it something truly great! I can't get over a huffing and puffing eddie sitting in bucks hand and frowning in anger over buck making him tiny. Just love it. Cute silly snippet. If you now have two asks saying this, just consider it my double thanks because I could literally kiss you in thankfulness

Hi!! I'm so glad you liked it!! I figured there were a couple of ways to go about it but shrunk!Eddie was rotting my brain and it seemed too cute to pass up! Thank you for your kind words!

#james answers things #asks #anons #stuff like this makes me all giggly and happy

[diazsdimples]

Using this as my TTT cause why not! Contemplating a fic based off this song and Eddie's catholic guilt that works so well with these lyrics.

Tagged by @theotherbuckley and @thewolvesof1998 thank you friends!!

No pressure tagging @hippolotamus @watchyourbuck @daffi-990 @neverevan @bidisasterevankinard

@babybibuck @aroeddiediaz @spotsandsocks @bibuckbuckgoose @alliaskisthepossibilityoflove

@nmcggg @jesuisici33 @wikiangela @loveyouanyway @cal-daisies-and-briars

@exhuastedpigeon @epicbuddieficrecs @kitteneddiediaz @hermscat @worriedbisexual

@thekristen999 @slightlyobsessedwitheverything @actuallyitsellie @dangerpronebuddie @idealuk

@loserdiaz @elvensorceress @underwaterninja13 @rainbow-nerdss @smilingbuckley

@steadfastsaturnsrings

Lyrics from DAUGHTER - Beyonce

They keep sayin' that I ain't nothin' like my father But I'm the furthest thing from choir boys and altars If you cross me, I'm just like my father I am colder than Titanic water Help me, Lord, from these fantasies in my head

#yeah idk aye #just vibes really #eddie and his catholic guilt #love to see it

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Lyrics from DAUGHTER - Beyonce

They keep sayin' that I ain't nothin' like my father But I'm the furthest thing from choir boys and altars If you cross me, I'm just like my father I am colder than Titanic water Help me, Lord, from these fantasies in my head

#eddie diaz #eddie diaz edit #911 abc #911 on abc #911 #911verse #buddie #911 buddie #ryan guzman #lyric edit #daughter - beyonce

[diazsdimples]

A Lifetime of Preludes

Bucktommy | G | 4k | one shot

They walk side-by-side, hand-in-hand, to the middle of the dance floor and turn towards each other. “You sure about this, Evan?” Tommy asks quietly, brushing his thumb across the back of Buck’s hand and searching Buck’s face for an answer. He squeezes Tommy’s hand and steps into his space, and smiles. “I am.” Tommy smiles in return, and the joy on his face is enough to solidify Buck’s resolve. “Okay then, show me your moves.” Buck laughs and steps closer so that he can feel Tommy’s warm breath fan across his face. “I’m afraid I’ve got two left feet, so I’m gonna let you lead.” Tommy guides Buck’s hand to his shoulder before settling his own on Buck’s waist, and lifts their joined hands. “Guess this is just one more thing I get to teach you, huh?” - or: Buck and Tommy dance at Maddie and Chim's wedding, and the pieces that Buck has been searching for finally fall into place.

Read on ao3

#ohhh this looks so cute!!! #to read #fic rec

[diazsdimples]

Hi I hope you don't mind me asking this - I saw you asked someone about predicting a jealous Buck. You spoke of a porn star AU. Can you maybe link this AU here?

Hi!

So this was referring to this passage from (Love is) The Second Oldest Profession by @letmetellyouaboutmyfeels. Said passage is quoted below:

"Hen snorts. “Put your eyes back into your skull, Buck.” “What are you talking about?” Bobby asks, his tone completely deadpan and innocent. “I was going to pair him with Tommy.” “Tommy?” Buck shakes his head. “No, no, no, you pair him with me, Tommy’s not gonna know what to do with him, let me have him.” “Nothing says ‘sexy’ like a guy talking about you like you’re an object,” Hen notes."

I would highly recommend reading the whole fic (and any other of her fics tbh, I could (and probably will) go on for days about how good they are and you will not regret it), and if you do, make sure you leave kudos and/or a comment!

#james answers things #letmetellyouaboutmyfeels #PLEASE go read this #i will rec the shit out of this fic #fic rec #buddie #911 fanfic #buddie fic #hope this helps!

[diazsdimples]

Hiiiii, I have a Buddie sentence for you 🥰🥰

"Baby.... baby please"

Well, damn, Sir... you certainly do! On it 🫡

"Baby... baby please." Buck cradles the tiny bundle in his arms, gently bouncing her as he paces the hospital floor, hoping he can settle her. She's been fed and changed, cuddled endlessly by her dads, older brother and extended family. Still her tiny face is flushed deep red, adorably scrunched as she wails, showing off an impressive set of lungs.

She was born several weeks early, surprising himself and Eddie. Not so early that there were many complications, but enough to warrant a few extra days in the hospital as a precaution before she could be discharged.

Loathe as Buck is to admit it, he's spiraling more than just a little with the surprise delivery. He's sure this is a moment his husband would tease him about having triple checked the car seat, setting the bassinet up two months earlier, and attending every birthing class and ultrasound with their surrogate.

Chim and Maddie also added their fair share of mild ribbing about the stack of What to Expect type books Buck seemed to carry with him everywhere. His brother in law cautioned him about becoming over attached to the content, telling him that it's all great in theory, but goes completely out the window once the baby arrives.

But, well, the thing is... that's great for everyone else to say. To do their best to reassure him. They've already walked this path and know what to expect. Buck feels like he's been studying for the most important exam of his life and he's failing miserably. He's exhausted - mentally and physically - from this new little life they're caring for. And they have all the help they could ask for! From nurses and family. How the hell is he gonna do any of this when they take her home?

"Maybe this was a mistake," Buck whispers, his voice cracking on the last word. "Not that you're a mistake!" He adds hastily, because she could never be.

"No, baby girl, never you. Just me." He huffs out a humorless chuckle. "I can't even settle on a name for you. Papa and I have all these wonderful ideas we thought would be perfect. None of them are right though. How awful is that?"

He strokes her forehead, down her button nose, over her puffed up cheeks. He feels so massive and clumsy when he compares the size of his finger to her miniature features.

"What if- what if I never figure this out? What if I can't be the dad you need? It's just-" He blinks rapidly, sniffing back his own tears threatening to fall. "I want everything to be perfect for you. To make sure you're loved and that you know you're loved. I never want you to doubt what I feel about you. What we feel about you. Me, Papa and your big brother, Chris."

As if she's taken his words as some kind of truce, her cries begin to quiet to small snuffles and whimpers. Her cheeks return to more of a rosy pink and her mouth opens in a wide yawn before closing again. Bright blue eyes seem to meet his for brief moments at a time between slow blinks, until the need to rest overtakes her.

Buck stares in awe at little eyelids, smaller than his thumbnail, closed tight. What may as well be microscopic eyelashes fanning against creamy, pale skin. She's perfect.

He tiptoes to the glider chair, slowly easing himself down when movement in his peripheral vision catches his attention. An enormous smile forms when he realizes it's Eddie who is already beaming, soft and sleepy, at both of them. His husband leans down to press a kiss to her forehead before also giving one to a very pouty Buck.

"You know," Eddie says, lightly scratching through the short hairs at the nape of Buck's neck and making him hum with delight. "I wouldn't sell yourself quite so short. None of us know what the hell we're doing."

The implication registers, smacking Buck in the face like he’s been doused in ice water. "You heard all that?"

"I may have stood around in the hallway to give you two a minute," Eddie confesses. "Sure, I had Chris and my nieces. Maddie and Chim have Jee. Hen and Karen have their stories from Denny. But every kid is different. What worked for them might not work for us, or for her." He nods toward their daughter. "What I do know is you are going to be an amazing dad, Buck. You already are. If you didn't love her and care as much as you do, you wouldn't be so affected by this."

"Thank you. I- I really needed to hear that," Buck answers, his words more than a little wobbly. He does his best to wipe his eyes on his shirt sleeve without disturbing their little girl. "Oh, and, uh, I was looking at more names and there's one I want to run by you."

"Yeah?" Eddie crouches next to the chair so he can be closer to them both. "What is it?"

"I, uh, I know it's kind of old fashioned, but I really liked the meaning behind it." Buck swallows, hopeful but preparing himself that this might not be the one either. "What do you think of Evelyn? It means 'desired and wished for'."

"Evelyn." Eddie studies her tiny face before a grin, warm and full of adoration, takes shape. “Evelyn Celia Buckley-Diaz. I love it, mi amor.”

“Celia?”

“It just sort of came out. I thought it sounded nice, but if you don’t like it-”

“Eds, it’s perfect.”

“Just like her.”

“Yeah,” Buck agrees. “Just like her.”

#oh my god oh my god oh my god #BUCK AND EDDIE WITH A BABY #I'm- #*scream* #the way he talks to her and is so worried he'll mess up #and how eddie listens outside and reassures him that they're going to be okay 🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹 #and her name!!!! #baby i am SCREAMING #if you could see the dumb bitch grin on my face #thank you so much my love #kissing you all over your face rn #this was the best thing to wake up to

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Just gonna take a second to say how fucking good Hen looks. The entire outfit is fucking perfect. The glasses that match the earrings. The pop of red on her lips. The tie. I can't get over it. I would die for her.

#she's unfairly gorgeous #like ma'am please #i love her #aisha hinds #hen wilson

[diazsdimples]

Inspiration Saturday 🥕

Tagged by @theotherbuckley 🫶🏽🫶🏽

Soooo I have a new wip, a tevan(? Kinkley(? Wip about them just being comfy

Buck HATES Sundays, especially when he's free and alone at his loft.

Right now he's alone, eating some baby carrots with some Tajin that he stole from Eddie's house, there's some shity reality on the TV, he doesn't really pay attention to it, he's just thinking.

The door is opening.

The first thing that comes to his mind is ‘ serial killer’ which is a little bit extremist.

“ Evan, it's me” oh it's just Tommy, nice.

Tagging some people!

@steadfastsaturnsrings @bidisasterevankinard @jeeyuns @jesuisici33 @wannabemylover @wikiangela @elgascreamslikehell @rainbow-nerdss @thewolvesof1998 @princehattric @aroeddiediaz @aspecbuddie @spotsandsocks @diazly @kaseysgirl86-blog @zhaan01 @chimney-begins @notnowtobey @neverevan @namjroon @mattsire @misterdiaz @funnylovepuppis @buddieslovecore @diazsdimples @babybibuck @liabegins @chaosandwolves @ladydorian05 @evanbegins @buckleydiaz @buckdefencesquad @nmcggg

Sorry if I forgot anyone! ( Please tell me if you want to be added or removed)

#king of overthinking #me too bestie

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Fic Update: change the prophecy

Hello! Happy Saturday! Here's chapter 3 :)

If I'm a bit slower getting chapter up over the next little bit, I'm dealing with some pretty bad pain in my right arm and hand, making typing hard. So sorry in advance!

Summary:

Buck realizes Tommy may have had a point. Daniel and Eddie realize things aren't quite right.

Snippet:

“So, how’re you doing with everything?” Eddie eventually asks anyway. 

“With everything or with the Tommy thing?” Buck retorts.

“Well… That.”

“I’m okay,” Buck shrugs. “Nothing I haven’t handled before.”

Nothing he won’t have to handle again and again.

“I guess that is the bisexual experience,” Eddie says with faux gravity and planting a hand on Buck’s shoulder. “Getting dumped by every gender.”

“Hey!” Buck laughs, nudging him shoulder-to-shoulder. The action results in the hand Eddie has placed on Buck’s shoulder sliding deeper into his back, sending a ripple of warmth down Buck’s spine. Eddie doesn’t move it for a heartbeat too long. 

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Tagging:

@epicbuddieficrecs @theotherbuckley @sevenweeksofunrepression @slowlyfoggydestiny @buckleybabyblues

@diazsdimples @exhuastedpigeon @aquamarineglitter @loserdiaz @steadfastsaturnsrings

@your-catfish-friend @incorrect9-1-1 @hawaiianlove808 @babytrapperdiaz @watchyourbuck

@lyricfulloflight @tizniz @aroeddiediaz @estheticpotaeto

@buddieswhvre @l0v3t0hat3y0u

#are you really besties if you don't roast one another? #love it

[diazsdimples]

Several sentences sunday

From my fake dating fic :)

“Maybe I’ll be an author when I grow up,” Christopher says excitedly.

Buck nods in support, even though last week Christopher said he wanted to be a scientist. And a month ago he wanted to be an actor.

“Do you know what you’ll write about?” Pepa asks him with a nudge to his shoulder.

Christopher hums loudly, shoving a piece of peperoni in his mouth. “Aliens. Or dinosaurs… oh. Maybe the dinosaurs didn’t go extinct and instead they live in space now as aliens.”

“I would totally read that,” Buck answers, and he’s completely honest. “Best seller idea right there.’

Christopher looks proud and ducks his head, hiding his smile and blush. Instead of answering, he shoves an entire pizza slice into hid mouth.

“Best selling author Christopher Diaz,” Eddie teases, “I like the sound of that.”

“Shut up,” Christopher answers with his mouth full, looking embarrassed. Ah, puberty, Buck definitely didn’t miss it.

Tags: @buddieswhvre @diazsdimples @tizniz @steadfastsaturnsrings @watchyourbuck @theotherbuckley @jesuiscenseedormir @loveyouanyway @bidisasterevankinard @chaosandwolves @mattsire @mel-vaz @inkmortal-trash389 @princess-of-the-snake-pit @nilletellsstories @laundryandtaxesworld @specialbrownieeater

#gah it's so cute

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Inspiration Saturday!!

Tagged by @theotherbuckley @diazsdimples who both posted INCREDIBLE stuff y'all should show some love 🩷💚

I'm focusing on Eddie's second oh moment right now, but the other night I was writing for my Miss Fisher's Murder Mysteries AU and decided to try something... I made my first moodboard!!! I like it, but I might change it up a bit as I keep writing for it.

Ta da!! And here's a snippet to go with it:

Buck crouched and opened the cabinet by the sink. An opened box of pink packets sat turned on its side in the cabinet. The box read Nerve Powders. Something at the back of his mind told him there was more to it than that. A sharp knock echoed off the tile in the bathroom. “This lavatory is fully occupied!” Buck called as he closed the cabinet, stowing away a few packets in his jacket. “Police! Open up!” Damn. Buck stood and opened the door, plastering on his charming smile. Good Christ. Detective Diaz from a distance was a sight to behold in itself. Up close? Adonis wouldn't stand a chance. Coffee brown eyes shone in the light streaming in from the window. A wayward wave fell across his forehead, the only thing out of place in his otherwise immaculate appearance. His bone structure was beyond perfect.

He carried himself with a relaxed confidence Buck spent years faking. How this man achieved it? Buck didn't know. “You must be the detective,” Buck said. “Apologies for my urgent call of nature.” “You do realize this is an active crime scene,” Detective Diaz pointed out. Wow, even his voice was gorgeous. “Forgive me, detective,” Buck smiled. “It's very fortunate I'm wearing gloves, is it not?” Diaz stepped past Buck and stared at the chalk outline on the floor, his brow furrowed in concentration, the smallest pout on his lips. Buck turned to the officer standing near the doorway. “Do you think it was poison?” “Most likely,” the officer nodded. “We have yet to determine the cause of death,” Detective Diaz said with a pointed look at his officer. Oh, what Buck wouldn't do to see the man be a little mean to him too. Buck honestly hoped Detective Diaz would arrest him. Buck could show him a thing or two with those handcuffs. Not that he’d ever voice that thought out loud.

Absolutely no pressure tagging: @13shadesofanni @lover-of-mine @monsterrae1 @loveyouanyway @thekristen999

@daffi-990 @wikiangela @kitteneddiediaz @steadfastsaturnsrings @ronordmann

@exhuastedpigeon @spagheddiediaz @actuallyitsellie @tizniz @fortheloveofbuddie

@bidisasterevankinard @rainbow-nerdss @wildlife4life @hippolotamus @daniwib

@alliaskisthepossibilityoflove @likeamollusconarock @smallandalmosthonest @idealuk @jshadow01

@shipperqueen6 @lunarspark-cos @misshiss727 @weareallstoriesintheend11 @lin27 @orangeboxfox92 and anyone else who wants to share!! 🥰🩷

#buck and I are the same person #thirsting over eddie #also I've never heard of Miss Fisher before but I'm hooked

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Will the curse be reversed chapter 4 has been posted! I'm not super proud of it because it feels like a short filler, but hopefully I'll get back into it with chapter 5 starting on a different day and with a different age for deaged Buck.

The fic is supposed to mostly be fluffy scenes of Bathena raising Buck but I worry that it will get boring without any development in finding the witch sooo... i gotta figure that one out.

Anyways, you can read it now on ao3!

#!!!!!!! #i adore this wip

[diazsdimples]

i dont think we fit on the bed

buck/eddie/tommy | 7,4k | explicit

“So, which one is it going to be, Evan?” Tommy asked, rubbing himself on Buck’s ass, but not quite giving him anything. Buck made a confused sound, so he continued, “Which one of us is gonna get to fuck you today?”

He groaned, the phantom pleasure a bit overwhelming. Eddie cupped his jaw, running his fingers through his hair while he decided. It’s not like it was ever an easy choice. It usually led him to picking the one he hadn’t last time, but this time…

“Both,” he muttered, and he felt both of his boyfriends tense at the answer. “However you want it, just— both.”

OR: Stablished buddietommy takes the day off. (Includes Tommy and Eddie taking care of Buck in various ways + a little domestic fluff).

Read on ao3

#the way I am dying to read this #actually that's my bedtime story #god bless you for writing this cause the snippets have been fiiire

[diazsdimples]

Fuck it Friday

Tagged by @tizniz @dangerpronebuddie

Hello! I hope everybody had a good week, mine was very fulfilling and ended on a really great note (hung out with a cute girl lol) (I’m a little tipsy as I type this haha)

Anyway!! Here’s a short snippet of my chair fic! NSFW below the cut

Hands and lips make their way to Eddie’s ass and thighs, soothing the sting with gentle caresses and sweet kisses. A sob rips its way out of Eddie’s throat at the contrast of sensations. Pleasure, pain, frustration, and arousal curl and mix in his core and it turns Eddie’s already fucked out brain to mush - simultaneously wishing Buck would bring him orgasm right now but not wanting this feeling to ever end. Wanting Buck to keep him right here, roped up and tied down, head heavy with arousal and devoid of any critical thoughts.

Pleasure takes over the forefront of his mind again though as Buck wraps his hand around Eddie’s cock. Thick fingers slide into him once more, wasting no time in pressing up along his prostate.

NP Tagging @diazsdimples @jesuisici33 @coatedpanda16 @evanbegins @lemonzestywrites @pirate-hunter @watchyourbuck @hippolotamus @aroeddiediaz @honestlyeddie-im-bi @elvensorceress and anybody else who would like to share!

#hot DAWG #yeah love this very much

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stuck now so long, we just got the start wrong

aka rival firefighters 🚒 | buddie | chapter 2/10 | Explicit

Eddie’s just finished helping load up the last patient into the 118’s ambulance, Wilson already in the front with the engine running and ready to go, and Han in the back, settling in beside their patient, when Buckley finds him again.

“Diaz! Are you a match? Because you ignite a fire within me.” Buck says, stupid cocky smile in place.

“Are you a smoke detector? Because you’re really loud and annoying.” Eddie shoots back, way too mentally worn out from triage to go another round with Buckley.

A loud laugh rips out of Wilson, echoing through the cabin while Han laughs so hard he almost chokes on his gum. Once Han’s recovered, he wipes his eyes, looking at Buckley and wheezing out, “Oh my god you can’t be serious?”

Eddie uses the question as his chance to slip away and make his way back to his own team. Only for Buckley to call out to him not even seconds later.

“Hey, Diaz!”

So close. He was so close.

He comes to a stop but doesn’t turn around, not wanting to give Buckley the satisfaction or whatever.

“I hate it when you go! But I love to watch you leave!”

Eddie shakes his head and can’t control the huff of a laugh that breaks free. This guy really is something else. Eddie doesn’t even bother with giving him the finger or retaliating, just continues walking until he’s back with the 136.

Read Chapter Two on AO3

#CHAPTER TWO #AHHHHHHHHHH #guys go read it IMMEDIATELY #their dynamic is so so so good #the fact that these are coming out weekly is almost criminal #i neeeed them

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Fuck It Friday!

Thank you @tizniz and @bidisasterevankinard for tagging me!

Here's a little something from the next chapter of change the prophecy!

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“Do you ever feel like you’re living through other people?” He asks her, a couple of days after his conversation with Evan. They’re eating lunch at her place, just the two of them.

“What do you mean by that?” Maddie asks, sprinkling dressing on her salad. 

“Like, you only really exist for the people around you.” Daniel tries to explain. “And you aren’t really living your own life?”

Maddie frowns. “I think I felt like that a lot when I was married to Doug.”

Daniel nods. Right, that makes sense. Of course she would have felt something like that during that time. But… But maybe this is different?

“But you still had a life,” he tries to clarify. “Just one that that piece of shit was actively making miserable.”

Maddie narrows her eyes. “Okay, so what are we comparing that to, then? Someone who genuinely doesn’t have a life? A dead person?”

“Well, obviously not a dead person,” Daniel exhales. “I don’t feel like I’m dead.”

“Glad to hear it. So what do you mean?” 

Daniel exhales heavily. He doesn’t know how to explain without sounding absolutely insane. 

“Sometimes it feels like, outside you guys, and my job, I don’t really exist.”

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Tagging @pantsaretherealheroes @jeeyuns @exhuastedpigeon @theotherbuckley @diazsdimples

@fionaswhvre @steadfastsaturnsrings @alliaskisthepossibilityoflove @mangacat201 @aroeddiediaz

@athenagranted @evanbegins @wildlife4life @buckleybabyblues @adarkermiserablecrow

@epicbuddieficrecs @fortheloveofbuddie @your-catfish-friend @watchyourbuck @buddieswhvre

@l0v3t0hat3y0u @lyricfulloflight @daughterofscotland

#daniel and maddie!!! #“i don't feel like I'm dead” I've got some bad news for you pal

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20 Questions for Fic Writers

tagged by @spotsandsocks @exhuastedpigeon @hippolotamus @wikiangela @diazsdimples

How many works do you have on ao3?

atm 22 published fics

What's your total ao3 word count?

88,186 words

What fandoms do you write for?

911, 911 Lonestar, and I used to write for Schitt's Creek

Top five fics by kudos:

Teach Me New Things (E) - 911, 734 kudos

50 Coffee Dates (G) - 911, 435 kudos

cause I believe that we were supposed to find this (T) - Lonestar, 247 kudos

Check (E) - 911, 205 kudos

It's Photoshop (T) - Lonestar, 157 kudos

Do you respond to comments?

yes! sometimes it might take me a while, but I try to respond to every comment I get

What is the fic you wrote with the angstiest ending?

a tossup between yes I know that he's my ex and Nothing's Gonna Happen

What's the fic you wrote with the happiest ending?

Public Relations - Schitt's Creek

Do you get hate on fics?

no, i'm too unknown as a fic writer to get hate I think lol

Do you write smut?

lol yes! working on a couple of smut fics for buddietommy rn!!

Craziest crossover:

none, I don't really do crossovers

Have you ever had a fic stolen?

none that I know of.

Have you ever had a fic translate

no

Have you ever cowritten a fic before?

no

All time favourite ship?

rn buddie has my heart, but i'm LOVING bucktommy (and buddietommy) so all my attention is on them

What's a wip you want to finish but doubt you ever will?

...all of them? although there's a couple of longer fics that I think i'll not necessarily abandon, but turn into og works

What are your writing strengths?

dialogue, definitely

What are your writing weaknesses?

getting into a character's head, portraying feelings, although I think I'm getting slowly better at that.

Thoughts on dialogue in another language?

until duolingo laid off their a bunch of their translators and started using ai, I was using it to learn Spanish and felt pretty comfortable with the language, but if I ever do use Spanish in fic, I would want a native speaker to look over it to see if it makes sense. however, I never found a reason to put it in fic yet.

First fandom you wrote in?

a:tla

Favourite fic you've written?

yes I know that he's my ex

it's my first time writing intense emotion in a fic and I'm really glad I pulled it off. so i'm really proud of it.

tagging @911-on-abc @eddiebabygirldiaz @monsterrae1 @theotherbuckley @thewolvesof1998 @paperstorm @carlos-in-glasses @bidisasterevankinard @daffi-990 and anyone else who wants to play!

#bucktommy smut!! hell yeah