do you ever get a banger idea or plot or whatever, but suddenly the moment you sit down to write suddenly all your motivation is gone?
me rn
Yes. 🙄
I've started a million requests because I got an idea and a dream, then I write one paragraph, and don't touch it for months. I have an idea for a Violet Muller x reader fic, and I wrote one sentence of it, I have a Leona fic that I wrote a paragraph of, I have an Asmo QPR fic that I wrote two paragraphs of...yeah....then there's some that I got home from work and I'd been excited for hours to write it....then stared at the doc and just wrote a quick three word fic description.
AND THEN there's the fics that I've written sooooooo much for, but then run out of steam and don't have the energy to touch it for months.
Writing is hard, my friend. I feel your pain 😂 but we'll get through this together.
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Girl have you seen savananaclaw rook?! He is sexy cowboy. Also, kaoru vibes yes. I love it! And tsum dormleaders yeah! I wanna see tsum malleus! From hot and sexy to huhuggable, adorable, cuddly, loveable, everything I want in a plushie! -I need tsum malleus plushie pronto-
OMG I opened this morning so I only briefly saw the posts, but now I've had time to blow up the pic and
Gawd Damn. Them freckles 😍 the ponytail 😍 his hair not being a mullet 😍 sorry for the mullet hate I grew up in an area with lots of real cowboys and hockey bros and it never looked good
Tsum mal mal? OMG how exciting! Ready to watch him battle his tsum for yuu's time 😂
But rook with a ponytail mmmmmmm yum yum yum yum yum gonna run my hands through his hair he for sure smells like summertime 😍
I'm fueding with Vil for convincing him to cut his hair 😡
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How are we feeling regarding the watcher apology?
How are we feeling regarding the watcher apology?
Imagine me starting this with a heavy sigh, lmao.
So, I'm gonna be honest, I made peace with them not being who they claimed to be a couple days ago. I was still subbed to them, but only cause I wanted to see what kind of statement they put out.
On the whole, it is technically a good apology. They admitted wrong doing, didn't try to blame someone else, and made it clear that they actually looked at what their audience suggested and moved forward with that.
Unfortunately, it feels a little late for me, because I'm already left with this icky taste in my mouth now. And I'm a little concerned. This should never have happened in the first place. What's going on? Anything else I could say, everyone else has already said, so at this point it would just be more of the same stuff. So...I wanna give them the benefit of the doubt, because I want to believe people are good, but I dunno. Might stick around for a little, but we'll see how long i can put up with the feelings in my gut.
On a funny note, jacksfilms parodied both vids, and it gave me a good laugh, if you wanna watch 😂
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i was gonna make this a comment but smthn told me this was gonna be long.
SORRY FOR THE LONG-NESS OF THIS ASK
BUT DOT- THINK ABOUT YAN DILF JADE.
who knows if his ex wife was murdered or not, oh well! 🤭 best not to dwell on it because it makes the twins sad :(
see? (🧍🏻🧍🏻)
…anyways
but here me out (this is me going coco bananas. full on psycho mode) maybe the first time he saw you was at a RANDOM party that a friend of yours hosted.
blah blah mutual friend of a friend and that long friend family tree stuff
but maybe you slithered away to the dog, or were tasked with helping a baby (more like someone threw the baby at you in order to dance)
or you’re with the other room for the children that the party provides (this is like a really rich friend. like mega mansion. crazy rich asians kinda thing)
but ugh he’s there with his dreadful beautiful wife and his wonderful children. and his wife is already leaving to grab a drink and he thinks their children shouldn’t get a glimpse at whatever tom-foolery parties like these will lead to.
so in they go! (maybe this was years ago when they’re toddlers)
but then he sees you swarmed with babies. the nanny took a break and left you in charge and you’re fighting back babies with one of those roll-pop lawn mowers-
ARGHHH ONE JUST SPAT ON THE END OF YOUR RENTAL DRESS DAMNIT.
jade is utterly beside himself with laughter, amusement, and everything of the sorts and creates flirty small talk. and oh?? what's this? his wonderful bundles of joy seem to have found a liking to you? how precious (they’re clawing and climbing you like a jungle gym) jade takes a note of that!
they don't even like their mother that much , simply tolerating her. but jade can tell that his kids got good taste!
he lowkey interviews reader (without them know oops!!) and while yes, their beauty was what drove his interest, second being their personality (you have to be attracted to someone to give them a chance!)
and the twins were the cherry on top!
and conveniently you say where you work (rookie mistake) while he tells you he’s a humble business man… don’t ask what for tho cause that’s a super family secret 🤭
but he's planning and scheming and charming his way into your life and he’s in it for the long run because eels are patient. it just sucks that jade is even more patient, like a saint if you would
^^accurate depiction of saint jade
^^and this is jade when he gets questioned for his wife’s uh oh 🤷🏻🤷🏻
maybe she drank too much at a party and fell over the side.
maybe there was a targeted hit meant for jade but they got the wrong one.
maybe a classic batman scenario but jade survived and is throughly traumatized (same with his kids, i mean look at them!!🧍🏻🧍🏻 they’re so torn up that it just breaks his heart😿)
but he’s making chance encounters rather… commonly. (he had reader stalked for a good few years as he was planning everything. just to make sure he likes them& they keep it interesting.)
just... some thoughts about dilf jade leech and his hell spawns hehe (when the trio visited your work they managed to leave your section alone... so it looks like you were in the eye of the hurricane)
im gonna read your other stuff about dilf jade now because AHHHH
Angry at my boss, so I decided to see if there was anything in my inbox to cheer me up. Woo hoo!
In reference to this
Cw: light Yan!, implied stalking, Jade's a freak but if you don't already know that then you aren't paying attention
I can only imagine that, after the party, since you interacted with so many kids and parents that night, they all kind of blurred together. And it's not until, after he visits your place of work, and you chat over text for a while, and you have a real date, then invites you back home for an after date drink, do you start to remember. And that's only because the twins are scamps and stayed up past their bedtimes, and they are staring at you with eyes you remember.
Obviously, you are gonna chalk it up to a coincidence. "Oh my god! You know so-and-so, right? I think I met you at a party a few years ago!" He laughs, and plays along, oh my god,.yeah what a really good coincidence.
Meanwhile, the twins share a look, because Dad has talked about you every day since Mom died, so they know he's lying. Hell, when you aren't here, they already call you mama/papa. But, they are their father's kids, so they are never going to say anything.
One date turns to two turns to three, turns to a year of dating. It's time to meet the family. You know Jade has a twin, but they've taken different paths in life.
So when Dilf Floyd Trudges up the driveway with his six adopted kids, four of whom are sprinting around the house and lawn and destroying Jade's home, two of whom are under Floyd's arms like suitcases, you're in for a culture shock.
When you first meet him, he seems incredibly grumpy. He's got salt and pepper stubble, the baggiest outfit, though you get the feeling it's designer, no matter how slouchy it is, his hair is slicked back, making the grey streaks look neat against his otherwise messy look.
He tosses the kids and yells at them to go play with their cousins, then he rudely shoves past you. Jade stops him with a hand on his shoulder that appears gentle, but if you had felt the full force of it, you'd have landed on your ass. He hissed at Floyd, through a smile, to greet his new fiance. There's a tense moment where they stare at each other, then Floyd storms over to you, and presses a ticklish kiss to your cheek, before muttering, "Welcome to the family," then storming to his room and locking himself in for the night.
The next day it's like he's a different person. He makes breakfast for you and excitedly asks you about yourself, wanting to know everything about his future sibling. Eventually he pours you a glass of what you know is Jade's most expensive wine, which he has been saving for a special occasion, and you finally get the courage to ask about the night before, and he laughs and says he was tired from the trip. Wrangling six kids on an airplane is exhausting, you know?
You decide to ask him about little Jade, and Floyd's stories of childhood charm you so much that you don't notice Jade's brooding presence.
Not that Floyd minds. Yeah, he got off to a rough start with you, but he gets why Jade likes you. And Jade only has two parentless kids, he has six. So his kids need you more than Jade's do, right?
Will the dad's eventually drag the kids into this fight? Absolutely. Those kids have Mafia parents, they have plenty of acting training. They will be pulling those heartstrings of yours 😊
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