dragon-flavored-mental-illness

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I have not been keeping track of what I've been eating as close as usual, and I'm terrified to measure myself.

#a4a diary #trans ed #ed content #3d f4st #3d #3d vent #vent #vent post #s3lf hate #s3lf harn #@na vent

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i'm so tired of being fat like why can't i just wake up tomorrow and be skinny? it's an absolute NEED, not want.

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Whose idea was it to make pencil sharpeners so sharp?? At this point they want me to use them lmao

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I feel everything and nothing. I'm stressed from school but paralyzed and can't do any of my work. I want to [ cease to exist], but I don't want to put in the effort to get there. I'm not hallucinating as often as I used to, but the times I do, they're terrifying. Auditory hallucinations as well. I can st4rv3 all day at school, but when I get home, I b1ng3, I really wanna r3l4p$, but my friend took all of my stuff. I just need something

#3d vent #vent #vent post #s3lf hate #s3lf harn #@na vent #s3lf harm #tw s3lf harm #s3lf mutilation #self h4te #self mutilator #self mutalition #hallucinations #actually hallucinating #tw sh destructive behaviour #self destructive behavior #self destruction #growing up sucks ass #su1c1dal #su1c1d4l #trans ed

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Fuck mothers day

That bitch doesn't deserve any semblance of a thank you for anything.

I just found out that while my mother and I were away on a trip to Louisiana, she was trying to convince dad to put the dog down...

SHE WAS GOING TO KILL MY DOG WHILE WE WERE AWAY

I fucking hate this woman, I want her out of my life. She's fucking evil, I got lucky that my dad isn't as bad as she is and he refused to do it.

But just the fact that she planned to kill my dog while I was away...

My dog isn't even that old. She's 7 (she can live to be 14)

I'm so fucking pissed and I'm crying and I don't know what to do...

#vent #vent post #shitty parents #mother #mommy issues #toxic family #toxic #toxic parents #family vent #family #im going to kms

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sh culture is you used to be able to sh a lot in one sitting with styros and be fine, but now doing even a little of "not quite styros but not baby cuts either" makes you lightheaded and nauseous from the blood loss.

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if mind readers existed I’d be in a mental hospital rn

[dragon-flavored-mental-illness]

Breakfast: 230

Lunch: 65

Dinner: TBD

#trans ed #ed content #3d #3d f4st #@na vent #3ating disord3r #3ating d1sorder #male 3d #ana trigger #ana male

[dragon-flavored-mental-illness]

Breakfast: 700

Lunch: 85

Dinner: TBD

Worked off: 169

#trans ed #ed content #3d #3d f4st #3d vent #vent #vent post #s3lf hate #s3lf harn #@na vent #trans ana #ana trigger #ana tricks #fat ana #ana male #food diary #f00d log #f00d diary #3ating disord3r #3ating d1sorder #male 3d

[dragon-flavored-mental-illness]

Being afraid of the school bathroom but having to chug water to suppress my appet1te. Highschool...woo

#low cal restriction #trans ed #ed content #3d #3d f4st #3d vent #vent #vent post #s3lf hate #s3lf harn #@na vent #ana trigger #ana male #ana tricks #fat ana #4namia #4n0r3xia #4n4rexia #4norexi4 #4n4 #3ating disord3r #3ating d1sorder #male 3d

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I hate realizing it at the end of the day that I could have fasted and no one would have cared like, my dad doesn't notice shit...I could have just not eaten today

#low cal restriction #trans ed #ed content #3d #3d f4st #3d vent #vent #vent post #s3lf hate #s3lf harn #@na vent #malespii #male 3d #ana male #4namia #4n0r3xia #4n4rexia #4norexi4 #4n4 #3ating disord3r #3ating d1sorder #ed vent #ftm ed #ed advice #tw ed but not sheeran

[dragon-flavored-mental-illness]

I hate weekends

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Reblog if you’re pro recovery because we love recovery, we’re just not ready for it

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nobody cares how pretty your face is if you’re fat.

or at least that’s what i’ve learned

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My friend was complaining he went over his cal limit (700) and now I feel like shit because my breakfast alone went way over that...

#trans ed #ed content #3d #3d f4st #3d vent #vent #vent post #s3lf hate #s3lf harn #@na vent #3ating disord3r #3ating d1sorder #male 3d #4namia #4n0r3xia #4n4rexia #4norexi4 #4n4 #ana male

[dragon-flavored-mental-illness]

Breakfast: 688

Lunch: N/A

Dinner: TBD

#trans ed #ed content #3d #3d f4st #3d vent #vent #vent post #s3lf hate #s3lf harn #@na vent

[dragon-flavored-mental-illness]

Breakfast: 1100

Lunch: 150

Dinner: TBD