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I need a new fucking job

#awful shift with the hell child #little shit flooded the entire flat bc he wouldnt leave the bathrooms #ans i basically got told by someone from one of the other flats that maybe this isnt the job for me #bc. yknow. id been holding a door shut for an hour while he screamed and headbanged #and so my autism was showing #now im mainly furious but yeah that was. bad. #particularly bc i dont know the kid well so i make a point of telling the other staff member ill flow their lead #and everybody rlse drcided fuck it leave him #im just so fuckin drained by this shitehole i do NOT need someone reminding me mid-meltdown that im here to care #caring is all i do bitch im fucking running dry on it.

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THE LOVERS Trailer by Studio Heartbreak

An animated thriller about the romantic tension between a seafood chef and a siren, set in a dark fantasy Philippines

#this looks so my shit omg

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I had!!! Such a good day today. There was a lil funfair on at a local park so Charlie came through, we went on a bunch of rides, got ice cream and then a couple of drinks. Lots of infodumping and long rambling conversations. Just. Really really Good Day.

#not thinking about money spend rn tbh #the fair was pretty steep #but worth it to spend a day with her and get to have fun like old times

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I've listened to this episode about a dozen times now and only now am I realising Cross is saying "peachy, thank you for asking"

This entire time I thought he was saying itchy

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Nonbinary inclusively win! The politician explicitely describing how he'd like to metaphorically and then literally murder you respects neutral pronouns!

#yes im relistening to #tsv 39 #the silt verses

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I was like "huh, loads of alchemy in Magnus Protocol, better pick up some books on alchemy to see if they help me understand some hidden themes" so I picked up "Secrets of Alchemy" by Lawrence M. Principe and guys, I'm just sitting there, reading it like:

THERE IS SO MUCH STUFF THAT'S CURRENTLY RELEVANT. DYES (INKS??) BEING ONE OF MAIN SUBJECTS, AN ALTAR WHERE YOU SACRIFICE MEN OF THREE METALS AND ASK THEM QUESTIONS (FREDDY?), GERMAN CODE BEING RELEVANT (???), ONE OF THE MAIN ARABIC SCHOLARS OF ALCHEMY WAS PRINCE FUCKING KHALID (like, ya know, SAMAMA KHALID??).

I'm only TWO CHAPTERS INTO THIS BOOK and already had like five points where I'm gleefully reading it and suddenly going "...wait". I will go insane before S1 even ends.

#tmp #the magnus protocol #shit i gotta investigsate some things

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What if mr bonzo was mr blobby and gritty’s child. And thus slightly hairy

#tmp #the magnus protocol #horrifying! accepted.

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Okay. Okay.

I may be overthinking massively but...what if this isn't even fear anymore. Its the fears seen through the lense of the Web; its obsessions.

...shit, I think we're dealing with new fears entirely. At least some new ones. Like...the reoccurring theme of trading your life for personal gain feels distinct from the existing ones? Unless it's an aspect of Terminis i guess?

#tmp #the magnus protocol #like...i think i had this theory before but. yeah no im increasingly convinved #damn near every statement has a hunger to it #or an addiction or a compulsion #yeah no im doubling down thats my current big theory. its not fear anymore.

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...shit, I think we're dealing with new fears entirely. At least some new ones. Like...the reoccurring theme of trading your life for personal gain feels distinct from the existing ones? Unless it's an aspect of Terminis i guess?

#tmp #the magnus protocol #idk. a fear of capitalism? of greed? hunger?

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IG : @emperorofmischief

#reblogging to show Alfie later

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Today's aesthetic: cosmic horror tabletop RPGs from the 1980s whose creators wrote the "madness rules" by simply plagiarising a list of disorders and their descriptions from the DSM-II and turning it into a d100 lookup table, except the DSM-II still listed "homosexuality" as a mental disorder (it wasn't removed until the DSM-III), with the result that there are several published tabletop RPGs where there's a small but non-zero chance that seeing Cthulhu will make you gay.

#this is accurate seeing cthulhu did make me gay

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me (in an old timey TV commercial voice): So, you played Fallout: New Vegas because you liked the television show so much and gosh... You may be wondering just what comes next! May I suggest trying hormone replacement therapy?

#lmaooo #ngl i feel a lil sorry for people who get into fallout bc of the show #because like #the show itself is the best you will get outside of new vegas #and its already established that the entire game had zero impact on the canon #which is. deeply deeply regretable and i can only hope theyre going somewhere interesting with it #like i absolutly do trust Nolan to do *something* but like #yall seriously nuked the best part of the franchise? #fallout tv spoilers #i guess #tho you get the info on shady sands pretty early #in all honesty though the fact im still optimistic should tell you alot. any other show did that and id be spitting on its grave

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#can zero escape be counted as time loops if its a different timeline each time? #i f not then #in stars and time

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IM SO SICK OF YOU ALL

No nuance allowed. please share for a bigger sample 💕💕💕💕💕

*by eat i mean how do you prefer your cereal.

#im sorry op but who the FUCK eats warm cereal?????

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I assume any good lawyer would instruct their client not to talk/ answer anything you absolutely have to. And this chuckle fuck is talking when the opposing lawyer hasn’t even asked him a question

#im genuinely so excoted for this lmao #bankston my man i hope you know what an absolute legend you are

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Ah, baths. Can always rely on you for that initial moment of AAAA OH GOD OH GOD THIS BURNS THIS IS AWFUL AAAAAA this is the most comfortable i have ever felt :)

#it truly is bizarre #like i enjoy the toasty burn once my skin adjusts but that first few seconds is hellish