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*Suddenly realizes I’m horrifically lonely and haven't done anything meaningful with my life and don't know what I can do to change that at this point while in the line at the grocery store*

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Stop shaming people for being passionate about the things that they love. Stop mocking people for having unusual interests. Like, honestly, I’m so tired of feeling embarrassed for being "too much". If being too much means having deep interests that fill my life with romanticism and excitement, then let me be!! I’d much rather listen to anyone ranting about their latest obsession with 16th century swords than have a boring ordinary conversation with those who shame passionate people.

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Why do I keep believing in love, when clearly I’m not destined for it?

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"sometimes I wonder if things would have turned out differently if I had done just one thing or said those few words or been a little less like this and a little more like that, sometimes I wonder , sometimes I overthink"

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I don't necessarily hate myself. But people usually don't think I'm attractive and I agree.

#eigenes #aufgeben #keine kraft #no love #allein #einsam #einsamkeit #hate #tw selfhate #tw depressing thoughts #depression #depressive #depressed #ugly #i am ugly

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There is just not a single thing in my life that makes me wanna stay. There's nothing to fight for, there's nothing to say or do anymore.

#eigenes #aufgeben #keine kraft #depressive #depressiv #tw depressing thoughts #alone #lonesome #no future #suizigedanken #suizidal #no love #hate #i hate it here #allein #einsam #einsamkeit

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I cannot put into words how much I absolutely HATE this body I'm in.

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something i realized over the years is that despite wanting to kill myself, i don't actually wanna die. far from it actually. i want to live. i want to experience all the things i always wanted to do. i want to see the world. i want to look in the mirror one day and say "im happy i stayed". i want to get better. i want to live a life free from the shackles this mental illness has kept me in. but sometimes that darkness in my brain just overtakes that hope for a better future and all i'm left with is the thought that it will never get better.

— i want to live, but not like this.

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nobody talks about the fact that you can have all this crazy shit in your head, and want to open up and talk about your feelings but no matter what, you just can't make out the right words and properly put your thoughts and emotions into words

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I would text you first but what if I annoy you?

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i never had a person who would choose me over everyone else or a friend who would choose me over every other friend. no big deal but somewhere it feels like an empty spot

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“Don't bend; don't water it down; don't try to make it logical; don't edit your own soul according to the fashion. Rather, follow your most intense obsessions mercilessly.”

—Franz Kafka

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if you’re a girl, then you know how hard it is to be a girl. so STOP tearing other girls down all it’s giving is jealousy & miserable within one’s self

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go crazy about me thats my type

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You only look good with me btw

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I wanna be your “3am, I can’t sleep” text

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every morning i wake up and make the worst possible time management decisions anyone has ever made