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things i do instead of e4ting 💕

(warning im delusional)

-drink coffee (kills me)

-look at sp0 obvi

-watch true crime documentary (ruins my appet1te and distracts me for a while)

-brush my teeth

-tell myself “no we arent doing that” in my head. to make it a boundary i cant cross

-tarot readings

-listen to the most gut wrenching songs

-give into a craving, but a small portion of it on a plate or napkin (ex: 3 oreos on a napkin and eat it outside the kitchen vs eating oreos straight from the container)

-chew some gum

-pick up extra shifts at work

-if its late at night i just take my sleep meds

-sometimes i just smell oreos and chug water

-substitute junk cravings for a healthy snack

-chug water and watch a mukbang of what im craving until he water tastes like the food

-go on a drive, if i see a fast food place, i stop and get a diet soda only (sk1nny girl move)

-online shop for clothes

-draw out tattoos i want

-smoke a cigarette (im of age)

-clean my house

-read

-take an everything shower (takes like 2 hours lol)

-write short stories

-get tr1ggered and cry until i cant breathe

-call my dad (this ruins my app3ti1e also)

-change my press on nails

-imagine my bf leaving me (also ruins my app3t1te)

-play with my moms dog

-imagine myself in 2 months when im my ugw

-play animal crossing (tedious game i spend too long on)

-commit to a series like harry potter or planet of apes for hours

-^^ or i watch as many disney princess movies as i can/as many studio ghibli movies as i can

-chug water until i thr0w up

-look out the window and pretend im mysterious

-count down to my metab day and decide what im gonna munch awn

-scrapbooking

-watch 10+ hour long FNAF lore videos

-think about my feelings and emotions

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Me when someones sw is lower than my cw

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My arms are huge ewwww I need to die

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i hate being hungry but i hate the feeling of being full even more.

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ana tips

wanna chew something? eat celery or sugar free gum or pickles

hungry?

Drink water or diet soda

wanna get rid of appetite?

have some tic tacs or look at grosspø

wanna take a sh1t but you can’t get any laxatives? Have some tic tacs or drink a bunch of water

restricting but not losing?

have metabolism days

want people to think you eat?

have metabolism days in front of them

Craving something but it’s too high cal?

chew and spit(you only digest a third of the calories

binged but you can’t or don’t wanna puke?

walk or rid ur bike slowly(helps it digest faster

about to binge?

look at thinspø or go on ed-tumblr

wanna exercise but don’t want anyone to hear you?

do exercises in bed(like sit ups

puked all the food in your stomach but you’re still too heavy?

drink water and let it sit for 5 minutes, you’ll be able to puke it or pee

wanna eat?

distract yourself or have diet soda/tic tacs every time you’re hungry or wanna eat

hope this helps!

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craving food but i am also craving to be severely underweight sooooo..

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things that will trigger me into trying harder.

iif my hair doesnt falls as much im not sick enough.

if im not cold all the time im not sick enough

if i dont get dizzy easily im not sick enough

if i dont feel hungry im not sick enough

my body doesn’t hurt after workout im not trying hard enough therefore im not sick enough

if i dont eat less than the people in the room with me im not sick enough

if i go over my c4l limit im not sick wnough

if i dont get over 10k steps daily im not even trying then im not sick enough either

if i cant see my r1b5 im not sick enough

if i dont feel empty im not sick enough

if i dont faint from time to time im not sick enough

if i gain w31ghht im not sick enough

if i swallow im not sick enough (i will c/s on my cravings in order to stop craving it.)

if i bing3 and dont pur63 in some way im not sick enough

if no one can tell im d1s0rd3r3f im not sick enough.

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TW ED

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If only I could find comfort in ⭐️ving myself rather than food..

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having eating problems while still being fat is like the hardest thing ever. like yes i’m fat and yes im scared of gaining more weight

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can you guys please reblog this if you're an 4n4m1a blog active in May 2024 please :( i lost all of my mutuals..tumblr feels dead no

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girl u know what it tastes like, so focus more on those 20 extra pounds

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if ur an active ED blog in may 2024 pls re blog or like this so i can follow u

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Guys!!

Do you have tips on how to stop binge???

l’m so tired of binging, please help me 😭😭

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telling someone about your ed when you're not underweight yet is so humiliating, but more motivation to starve❤️ (i will prove that i'm sick)

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Me actually :

#ana miaa #tw @na diary #pro aging #tw ana rant #tw ana bløg #tw ed but not sheeran #pro a #@na vent #🕯️as a feather #pro ans #@na rules #ed not ed sheeran #tw edtwt #ed not sheeren #tw restrictive ed #tw ed diet #just binged #@na trigger #@n0r3xia #pro @na #@tw edd #@na buddy #@na motivation #skinand🦴 #skinand🩻 #skinandbones #tw mia #@nor3xia #bulim14 #bul!m!4

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Thin Commandments: 1) If you aren't thin, you aren't attractive 2) Being thin is more important than being healthy 3) You must buy clothes, cut your hair, take laxatives, anything to make yourself look thinner 4) Thou shall not eat without feeling guilty 5) Thou shall not eat fattening food without punishing afterwards 6) Thou shall count calories and restrict intake accordingly 7) What the scale says is the most important thing 8) Losing weight is good, gaining weight is bad 9) You can never be too thin 10) Being thin and not eating are signs of true will power and success <Not mine>