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If anyone wanna request or ask somethings related with my selfship or sans x yn, you can slap them through an ask box because i might doodle them based with the prompt

No OC insert 'kay, but using y/n are fine 👀👌

#ask box #not promise i'll draw all of them. i just draw that i think its cute

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Sans should smooch you.

Dont believe him, he's just using excuse x"D

#ask box #anon #joke aside i immadietly jump up while blushing when i read your caption #😭😭😭😭 #sansve #eve cower art

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Comfortable

#eve cower art #forget the rip hands i only focus his handsome face #sansve

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#eblob #WIGGLES THEIR LEGS AWW #cutie #cute couple

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he wants you to join him

#YESYESYESYES #YES.YES #immadietly jump on to the pool #join him #make bubbles together #scratch our each other back #pls #eblob

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Redraw 16 December 2023 - 12 April 2024

The scene was based from friend's fanfic

Old art//? below

#selfblog #i should've post on here bcs im planning to redraw my old stuff related with sans selfship #dont mind me reblogging here #eblob #eve cower art

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*Hypnotize you

Ooohhh you gonna simp for me so baaddd

#eve cower art

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In case I don’t tell you enough, I love you.

a letter from sans directed to you, his lover.

y/n,

it’s been five years since monsterkind was freed from the surface.

it’s been four years since i’ve met you.

it’s april, and i’m still missing you.

maybe it’s stupid of me to miss you considering that i left your house only a few hours ago, and i’m laying in bed writing this on some loose paper i found on my floor while i think of you.

weirdly enough, the silence in my room is now unsettling compared to how calming it used to be. i guess the fan in your room blowing wind on your bed that i’ve yet to see turned off has grown on me. or maybe it’s the rain sounds you always have playing on your tv that clash with the fan that grew on me.

or maybe it’s you that's grown on me.

sometimes when i have a nightmare or i can't sleep i play fan and rain sounds on youtube to help me rest, not even thinking consciously about it anymore. it always just makes me feel like i’m back in bed with you with my eyes closed, waiting for you to come back from the kitchen with the glass of water that you wanted.

i wish that i could sum it up and say i can't find the words to describe how i feel, but that’s a lie. i know exactly how i feel about you.

tracing my phalanges along the little scars and nicks of your skin when i’m next to you never fails to entertain me. neither does running my hand through your hair, or twisting the rings on your fingers, or kissing you quickly for the 1000th time. i never thought i would be fond of that sort of stuff, i never thought i was a guy for any sort of romance.

i guess i just never realized that all i needed was the right person to give it to me. all i needed was you.

i’m not the best writer. even my lab logs from the rare times when i help alphys with her scientific tests are messy and short out. it’s almost like having all these thoughts about you is starting to eat me alive. i guess i have nowhere else to put them but on a piece of paper. if we ever get married one day like i hope we do, i’d like to give this to you. who knows when that will be though, so i guess this letter will just sit in one of my drawers collecting dust until i can give it to you. it kinda sucks to think about the fact that these words might never reach you, but that’s the way life is. it sucks most of the time.

i get this weird sinking feeling in my ribs near where my soul rests sometimes. it’s mostly when i think about how i miss you. sometimes my hand reaches up and brushes up and down my shoulder blade when i’m lying in bed alone, mimicking the motion that your hand does to me all the time when we lay together. i don’t even notice it happens anymore, but when i do and i realize you’re not actually there, that’s when that weird sinking feeling happens. it also happens on the rare thought of you not being in my future one day, even though i know that won't happen. i know you wouldn’t leave me.

i can’t help but wonder what this feeling was before i met you, and why i never got it.

was i just empty all the time?

even though i remember in great detail why my depression was so bad back then, back before i met you, i guess these happy years with everyone have slowly washed away that feeling. i felt so horrible for so long, and i didn’t care to ever try and get better because there was no point back then, but for some reason whenever i try to think of what was there in my life that i had like this, it’s almost numbed away from my memories. it’s like a bad nightmare that got washed away with the morning light.

that’s not to say i’m not thankful and glad i’m doing better now. sure, i’m still working things out, but who isn’t? i don’t think i wouldn’t have ever actually gotten help if it wasn’t for you, though. you’re really the only person who's ever seen me so clearly. i love how i don’t even have to tell you if something is wrong anymore, you just look at me and know. did you know that i’ve never had anyone take the time to notice the small difference between my genuine smile versus my resting and permanent one? the day you pointed that out to me was the day i realized i liked you.

i also thought it would take me a while to realize when i liked someone seriously. i think the last time i ever had a crush was… actually, i can’t remember. in the movies and books, it’s always the same scenario of ‘i like you but i haven’t liked anyone before so i don’t realize i like you until it’s too late’ but that wasn’t the case. i knew the moment i liked you.

it was this odd twinge in me that just kinda sprung throughout my bones. i think it’s the same equivalent of getting butterflies in your stomach, but without a stomach. i noticed your looks before, and i guess this sounds weird to say, but it was like after so long of friendship that i actually… noticed you.

you looked so beautiful, and you still do.

the shock at work and from other people was really funny when they found out we were dating. i don’t think they ever actually thought i’d find someone to settle down with. our friends knew better though. as shocked as our friends tried to act, it was pretty obvious that they were expecting it. i can’t believe it was that obvious that we liked each other.

there’s no big resolution to writing this. i just felt like writing it so that i could share the feelings i feel about you but that i forget to say when we are around each other. it’s not like i can get a single word in with how much you smooch on me though. not that i mind.

it’s not to say that if my puns ever get too much for you, or if you decide that i’m too lazy and you feel like you can’t leave, you can. i just really don’t want you to. i have a strong feeling that you don’t ever want to leave either.

i can’t wait to see how the rest of our lives turn out together. when we move in, get married, and just enjoy each other’s time. i know it’s crazy to hear from me, but i can’t wait to do the dishes with you and put away the laundry as you fold it. i can’t wait to enjoy your company every day one day. i know it’s a bit selfish, but i hope that things stay like this forever.

i hope that you get to read this one day, and in case i don’t tell you enough, i love you.

#im crying #this is so good #;; #sans x you #eblob

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And he has the cutest smile..

#sansve art #eve cower art

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I just think crossbones is neat.. an alright dude you know?

Obsession? Whattt nooo…

#my love #aaaahhh wife #🥺🥺💙💙💙💙 #eblob

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Inspired by this post made by @htsan

#🥺💙💙💙💙 #this is deep #i often hug his plushie too imagine it was him.. can related #eblob #sans x self insert #he will be always become your comfort hug

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a human’s touch..

#AWE THE LYRICS HITS HIM SO BAD #oh god it suits him #eblob #wish i can touch him too not only just a plush. pretend he was here 😔 #nO I WANT TO TOUCH YOU SHUT UP YOU DONT SAY I DONT NEED YOU #he looks so sad lemme hug him #sans x you

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Sans boops you.

#eblob

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Its funny to imagine how they cant be able to talk but can 'talk' only through some option which depends what else the narator would offer them soon, example this

The typical of lovebirds sansnomaly

Anomaly belongs to @htsan

Without text version below

The text ruin their moment meet each other so i had to

#eve cower art #sansnomaly #its been fourthy time i've fixed these image that randomly mixed out of nowhere *inhale* #seems like tumblr dont even want to see them together that they made them separated

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I miss drawing him

#sansve corner #eve cower art #mentally been drained a lot #its why im recharging my battery this month #sans x self insert

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Magical Girl Sansformation ✨very silly animation

TS!Underswap AU by @tsunderswapofficial

^ Play this fangame or i'll eat your car

#HELP IM SCREAMING IRL #AGEJWHEUEYE #SO SMOOTH OH GOD #I LOVE HIM SM???? #eblob #ts!us sans #THIS IS SO PERFECT TO HIM SO SUIT #very much suit #oh god i love him

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I've always imagine sans was fictional character and us are reality was one of universe amongst all of them,

Maybe in another version of us are happy living with his world, can feel his touch, can hear his bad jokes and laugh, and probably asking this question like i just draw just now

And there is us who's arent with him but can only believe he was there, even knowing his presence are impossible.

There is one of those prompt that keep me wondering until now which makes me thought about this: Your fictional character that you've been obsses with was actually your soulmate, but they can only watch you from a far. Even its not from here

Maybe some people already thought about this concept of AU, maybe some of people dont 😂 Excuse long ramble like this i just aaaa need to throw this somewhere, its actually kinda nice knowing there might be one version of us who actually meets him in the same world as him, though

#long ramble ahead #i was gonna drawing some AU's for them both as example but idk which one bcs all of them was good aahhh #eve cower art #this is too silly istg