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the vintage lingerie in question

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*is sad* :(

*buys vintage lingerie* :)

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@periigozo

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rubbing myself over my panties rn hehe

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i’ve been mia for so long but i’m back at least for the moment !!! lots of crazy life stuff, new boys to obsess over, my mental health was really bad for a while but i’m definitely in a better place for now. inevitably I will be depressed again but i’m gonna try to enjoy it. here’s me looking hot

pleaseeeee interact w this I don’t wanna be bored

#aesthetic #pink #ana trigger #tw ana shit #cute #tw ana relapse #send r4pe threats #daddy's good girl #i love being skinny #im relapsing #minors do not interact #oldermen #i love him

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hold me down and tell me i feel way better than your girlfriend, tell me i'm prettier than her and that i take your cock so well.

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Whimper my name like a bitch in heat when I cum inside your pretty pussy

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as a feminist i think girls should suck each other’s tits more

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"fuck you're so wet" oh yeah? why don't u make fun of me a little and see how wet i can really get

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Whispering “but this is what you wanted” in between their cries and pleas to stop >>>

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boys are so mean , like so so so so mean

i’m gonna quote a message I received today from the boy i’m always talking ab in my previous posts

“ The problem is with knowing you so long and seeing how you constantly disrespect yourself it’s made my respect for you whither away and that’s why I started to act the way I act. You actively do unhealthy things to yourself and it’s repulsive tbh and the only time I don’t think about it is when im fucking you. Besides that that’s the only reason I can barely hold a convo w you “

and I wanna add for context like I do not talk to him really ab any of the stuff I post on my blog, he wouldn’t ever really know that I post ab thinking it’s so hot to be used and all the horny nasty shit I post on here. like I cannot believe this is real life and he actually feels and thinks this way of me, and also the way it’s just simply not true. i’m not gonna go off and prove that I do do things that help me, but this message specifically really really really affected me and made me feel so sad. the only word I can use is sad like I feel like a child, he’s mean in a child like way, I feel like i’m at recess and a boy just said something soul crushing to me again. I’m calling him mean because there’s no other word I can think of. he’s simply just a mean boy. he’s said so many things to me that are mean but it’s never bothered me the way this has. it struck something in me so deep and actually makes me sick to my stomach thinking ab , all I wanna do is call him and cry and just beg him to understand that I am an actual human being who makes mistakes and learns and grows and betters herself , like I can be so good. I am a good person , I’m optimistic, i’m kind , I have real friends who love me , friends i’ve been able to keep my entire life, i’m a good daughter, i’m doing well for myself , I love my job , i’m eating more than I used to at least, im passionate ab things and people and i’m sensitive in my heart , and I will never not be sensitive and i deserve basic respect from someone who expects my body on call whenever he wants. I liked him as a friend before any of this even happened , that’s all I wanted from him, he made me open up just to use everything I said to him as a reason why he doesn’t respect me. i cannot fathom ever speaking to someone the way I get spoken to , never even thinking of the words to create the sentences that this man says with no thought and no care. anyways I could go on forever and I know nobodies gonna read all this but I needed to get it out

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been going out to see live music a lot lately

so nobodies gonna call my outfit cute? okay…..weird

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ranting here so I might ramble and make no sense

I finally had sex w the guy i’ve been wanting to have sex w for what seems like forever , and I cried after leaving his house i’ve never felt more used in my life , this guy is someone i’ve spoken to hundreds of times over the past few years , i’ve had sex w him a handful of times already and the sex is always so good but I almost feel embarrassed to even be around him, like he asked to come over a bunch of times, I finally did and i’ve never felt more unwanted in my entire life . everytime I talked I just regretted saying what I said, the only time I felt wanted was when we were having sex and yeah I know that’s what I should expect but ugh it’s so frustrating. he barely spoke to me the entire time I just wanted to cry while I was laying next to him. i was gonna say something ab it to him when I was about to leave but I got scared and just ended up kissing him goodbye. i’m laying in bed rn wanting to touch myself to my favorite pervs and I can’t even do that without cringing at the thought of anything sexual because of him SO FRUSTRATING