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╰    *   ❤    DEAR  EVAN  HANSEN  —  SINCERELY  ME  PROMPTS
❛  dear  ____ ,   we’ve  been  way  too  out  of  touch .  ❜ ❛  things  have  been  crazy .  ❜ ❛  it  sucks  that  we  don’t  talk  that  much .  ❜ ❛  but  i  should  tell  you  that  i  think  of  you  each  night .  ❜ ❛  i’m  just  trying  to  tell  the  truth !  ❜ ❛  here,   i’ll  do  it …  ❜ ❛  i’ve  gotta  tell  you,   life  without  you  has  been  rough .  ❜ ❛  i  miss  talking  about  life  and …   other  stuff ?  ❜ ❛  very  specific …  ❜ ❛  shut  up  — !  ❜ ❛  i  like  my  parents !  ❜ ❛  who  says  that ?  ❜ ❛  i  love  my  parents,   but…   each  day’s  another  fight .  ❜ ❛  if  i  stop  smoking  drugs,   then  everything  might  be  alright .  ❜ ❛  JUST  FIX  IT !  ❜ ❛  if  i  stop  smoking  crack   ——  ❜ ❛  CRACK ?!  ❜ ❛  if  i  stop  smokin’  pot  then  everything  might  be  alright !  ❜ ❛  i’ll  take  your  advice.   i’ll  try  to  be  more …   nice .  ❜ ❛  i’ll  turn  this  around,   wait  and  see .  ❜ ❛  all  that  it  takes  is  a  little  reinvention !  ❜ ❛  it’s  easy  to  change  if  you  give  it  your  attention !  ❜ ❛  all  you  gotta  do  is  just  believe  you  can  be  who  you  want  to  be .  ❜ ❛  are  we  done  yet ?  ❜ ❛  oh  my  god …  ❜ ❛  yes,  i  also  missed  our  talks !  ❜ ❛  stop  doing  drugs,   just  try  to   ——   take  deep  breaths,   and …   go  on  walks ?  ❜ ❛  i’m  proud  of  you !  ❜ ❛  just  keep  pushing  through .  ❜ ❛  what  the  hell ?!  ❜ ❛  my  bad !  ❜ ❛  thanks  for  every  note  you  sent .  ❜ ❛  i’m  just  glad  to  be  your  friend !  ❜ ❛  our  friendship  goes  beyond  your  average  kind  of  bond !  ❜ ❛  …   but  not  because  we’re  gay !  ❜ ❛  no,   not  because  we’re  gay !!  ❜ ❛  we’re  close,   but  not  that  way   ——  ❜ ❛  well,   anyway …  ❜ ❛  you’re  getting  better  every  day !  ❜ ❛  i’m  getting  better  every  day !  ❜ ❛  you  keep  getting  better  every  day !  ❜ ❛  i’ve  missed  you  dearly .  ❜
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BOLD all that applies to your muse. italicized  -  applicable in some verses.
• eyes:   blue | green | brown | hazel | gray | gray-blue | other • hair:   blond | sandy | brown | black | auburn | ginger | grey / white | multi-color | other • body type:   skinny | slender | slim | built | curvy | athletic | average | muscular | pudgy | overweight • skin:   pale | light | fair | freckled | tan | olive | medium | dark | discolored • gender:   male | female | trans | cis | agender | demigender | genderfluid | other   • sexuality:   heterosexual | homosexual | bisexual | pansexual | asexual | demisexual | other • romantic orientation:   homoromantic | heteroromantic | biromantic | panromantic | aromantic | demiromantic
• species:   human | undead | shapeshifter | demon | angel | witch | wizard | ghost | incubus / succubus | werewolf | alien | mutant | android • education:   high school | college | university | master’s degree | PhD | other • i’ve been: in love | hurt | ill | mentally abused | bullied | physically abused | tortured| brainwashed | shot
• positive traits:  affectionate | adventurous | athletic | brave | careful | charming | confident | creative | cunning | determined | forgiving | generous | honest | humorous |intelligent | loyal | modest | patient | selfless | polite | down-to-earth | diligent | romantic | moral | fun-loving | charismatic | calm • negative traits: aggressive | bossy | cynical | envious | shy | fearful | greedy | gullible | jealous | impatient | impulsive | cocky | reckless | insecure | irresponsible | mistrustful | paranoid | possessive | sarcastic | self-conscious | selfish | swears | unstable | clumsy | rebellious | emotional | vengeful | anxious | self-sabotaging | moody | peevish | angry | pessimistic | slacker | thin skinned | overly dramatic | argumentative
• living situation:   lives alone | lives with parent(s) / guardian | lives with significant other | lives with a friend | drifter | homeless | lives with children | other • parents/guardian:   mother | father | adoptive | foster | grandmother | grandfather | other • sibling(s): sister(s) | brother (s) | half-sister | half-brother | none | other • relationship:  single | crushing | dating | engaged | married | separated | it’s complicated
• i have a(n):   learning disorder | personality disorder | mental disorder | anxiety disorder | sleep disorder | eating disorder | behavioral disorder | substance-related disorder | PTSD | mental disability | physical disability
• things i’ve done before:   had alcohol | smoked | stolen | done drugs | self-harmed | starved | had sex | had a threesome | had a one-night stand | gotten into a fist fight | gone to hospital | gone to jail | used a fake ID | played hooky | gone to a rave | killed someone | had someone try to kill them
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Tagging: @hcllpriest , @the-devils-angels , @enfantterriible , @combeferre-the-mothman , @heavynlymuses , @hellsholyground and anyone who feels like it 
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“Black skies of metal. Pale and mournful.”
— Georg Trakl, tr. by Will Stone, from To The Silenced: Poems; “Winter Dusk,”
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                                 killing you SOFTLY ?
                             no. this is going to be BLOODY,                                      this is going to be BRUTAL,                                             & most of all                   
                                        THIS IS GONNA                                     HURT LIKE HELL.
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* VIOLENT ACTION STARTERS Send me a NUMBER for your muse to : 
001. — Backhand my muse. 002. — Stab my muse.  003. — Put out a cigarette on my muse’s skin. 004. — Hit my muse with a blunt object.  005. — Throw something large at my muse.  006. — Kick my muse. 007. — Punch my muse. 008. — Break one of my muse’s bones. 009. — Scratch my muse. 010. — Headbutt my muse. 011. — Shoot my muse. 012. — Knock my muse out. 013. — Strangle my muse. 014. — Push my muse roughly. 015. — Grab my muse by the hair. 016. — Bruise my muse. 017. — Threathen my muse with an object of harm.  018. — Go to harm my muse’s eyes. 019. — Bite my muse. 020. — Tear away parts of my muse’s skin. 021. — Force my muse’s head under water. 022. — Throw something scalding at my muse. 023. — Burn my muse. 024. — Step on my muse’s fingers. 025. — Rip one of my muse’s teeth out. 026. — Slash my muse’s achilles tendon ( s ). 027. — Clothesline my muse. 028. — Harm my muse enough for them to cough up blood.  029. — Drive into my muse with a vehicle. 030. — Electrocute my muse. 031. — Slam my muse against a wall. 032. — Force my muse’s arm behind their back. 033. — Kick my muse’s crotch. 034. — Trip my muse. 035. — Put my muse in a headlock. 036. — Break my muse’s nose. 037. — Force their fingers down my muse’s throat. 038. — Crack my muse’s head against a wall. 039. — Attempt to kill my muse. 040. — Attempt to kill my muse creatively.
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( Do I owe anyone replies? I have been inactive so long since my exams are drawing closer, thus I am UNBEARABLY tired. Hell... my eyes are probably still bleeding from the hours I spent writing my damned speech alone )
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“Just whisky with ice, be so kind” the Antichrist murmured, collapsing on a divan nearby. 
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It was an enormous penthouse, the windows of which overlooked the city. Ophelia motioned him to a black leather couch “Would you like a drink?”. 
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16. Soulmate AU, (any type of signs for a soulmate)
“This was not supposed to happen” the Antichrist hissed, staring at the man in disbelief “This was never supposed to fucking happen…”.
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Ok, I’m not a big fan of these kinds of posts, but lately, I’m becoming more and more disheartened so I need to know if you’re out there. 
Please reblog this post if you are willing to write with ‘un-shippable’ muses. 
I’m talking about those muses who are perhaps elderly, who are married/taken and not liable to affairs, muses who are asexual/aromantic, or even just muses whose muns don’t really want to ship. 
While I’m always happy that anyone would want to write with me, sadly, over time I have realised that my older/married/ace muses are very rarely (virtually never) requested. So please share this on your blog so that people know they can throw their muses at you who are not going to wind up in ships or with smut threads. 
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"Let's go. My pace is just a few blocks away. I have a lot of... booze which we both need right now".
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16. Soulmate AU, (any type of signs for a soulmate)
“This was not supposed to happen” the Antichrist hissed, staring at the man in disbelief “This was never supposed to fucking happen…”.
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"Don't be afraid" she held her arm out for him "You said yourself - I won't hurt you, remember?".
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16. Soulmate AU, (any type of signs for a soulmate)
“This was not supposed to happen” the Antichrist hissed, staring at the man in disbelief “This was never supposed to fucking happen…”.
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The Antichrist glanced back at her "It's alright, I just... need a drink I suppose. For now, that is".
@the-devils-angels
“Kassie, my dearest” the Antichrist’s velvety lips quirked into a tender smile as she embraced the celestial being “Is something troubling you?…”. 
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misc sentence starters. (6/?)
you.
“ i fell in love with you. i don’t know how. i don’t know why. i just did. ”
“ i know you suffer, how you’ve suffered, how far you’ve come. ”
“ you were temptingly beautiful, but stung when i got close. ”
“ i’ll let you drag me to hell if it means you’ll hold my hand. ”
“ you have so much light the plants grow towards you. ”
“ i’m really glad you came into my life when you did. ”
“ you can do whatever you want to do in this world. ”
“ i know how you fight and i’m so proud. ”
“  i shouldn’t have opened up to you. ”
“ why are you being so nice to me? ”
“ you are always my fate. ”
me.
“ i just want a hand to hold and two ears that will listen and a mouth that will tell me stories. ”
“ i’m not going to get anywhere in life… but that’s okay. i’ve accepted it. ”
“ everyone i love leaves me but i’ve accepted it so i guess i’m okay. ”
“ i feel so weighed down. like i can barely move. ”
“ i’m a good thing, just the way i am. ”
“ i let people down. i hurt people. ”
“ i’m pinned by my own anxiety. ”
“ i want to start over. ”
us.
“ you make me feel. and i don’t like it. i want it to stop. now. ”
“ wrap your hands around my throat. i won’t mind. ”
“ you came into my life really fast, and i liked it. ”
“ all of my life, i have been so cold. until you. ”
“ what if i want to be more than friends? ”
“ i really wish i was with you right now. ”
“ all i need is your hand in mine. ”
“ you’re not alone anymore. ”
“ we’ll figure it out. ”
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“I, the color of blood,”
— Miguel Hernández, tr. by Robert Bly, from “Shepherd of Death,” wr. c. 1936
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Tufi Duek Fall 2015
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