29 | gnc trans man - tranny fag | neurodivergent af | DID | OCD | will probably forget to TW a lot of stuff | Heathen, Kemetic Pagan | Beloved by Set-Re and Woden, Ingwe-Frea, Jormungandr https://ko-fi.com/hesybes
I follow the hounds,
red-eared,
teeth bared.
I bound through the brush,
leaping like stag,
and follow the call of your hunting horn.
O’ Gwyn ap Nudd,
Leader of the Wild Hunt,
I dance through the trees with you,
comforting the souls that come to your care,
knowing when my time comes,
I will journey to Annwn,
safe in your arms.
O’ Maponos,
Son of Many Names,
Lord of Hounds,
Bringer of the Sun,
I hail to thee,
raising my arms towards your light,
for you shine upon with me ferocity,
and fill my heart with hope.
Bright and brilliant,
hounds leading the hunt
to a better tomorrow.
You wrap me with warmth,
and comfort my soul.
Given to you at birth,
bestowed in later life,
names are divine, identifying,
yet your name,
Morfran,
was taken from you.
Morfran snatched,
replaced by Afagddu.
What is in a name?
Does this new title define you?
Or do you reach towards the past,
groping for Morfran again?
I see you as Morfran,
Sea Raven,
the comorant on the coast.
This you shall be.
Hunched, mottled,
Dark yet pale,
Ashen skin,
Bright blue eyes,
Afagddu,
I whisper, reaching out to graze my hand along one mottled cheek,
You rise as a comorant,
darkened,
yet filled with a beauty your mother fails to see.
Yearning for your well-being,
she brews inevitable poisons,
yet as I stand,
I see you.
Perfect in your imperfection.
My body is a collection of all the parts that came before! 🌱🌱🌱
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Hi! I just wanted to say, I love your poems so very much. Every time I come across one, it always makes me smile, and reminds me that I’m loved. I hope you’re well!
this is one of my favorite videos on the internet, and it kills me that the source has been silenced by youtube’s copyright system, so I’m putting it here!
I have seen a version of this on tumblr before, but the audio in that one is just a little bit off because that person edited it back in themselves
but today, I am proud to present the original video, sent to me by Crispy Crungy, who gave me permission to upload it here and share it with you all!
Still seeing feminists in 2023 claiming that ‘emasculation isn’t real’ and it’s still baffling me.
How can you look at the lived realities of Asian and Jewish men and think “yeah these men totally aren’t emasculated and viewed as lesser males or less masculine than white men and it’s totally not dehumanising or racist or anything 😌” like. Racism against MOC doesn’t always look like portraying them as aggressive or dangerous, it can also look like viewing certain types of minority men as ‘failed’ men and ‘lacking real manhood’ as a dehumanising tactic. Myths about Jewish men previously portrayed them as having periods and being ‘basically women’. Asian men are fetishised and stripped of their manhood frequently by K-pop stans and people online who don’t realise that masculinity and gender roles look slightly different in non-western cultures.
Also… trans men. Who are FORCEFULLY emasculated and feminised against their will, by genocidal bigoted conservatives, and sometimes even somewhat by other queer people telling them to ‘tone down’ their non-toxic masculinity to avoid making others uncomfortable, making themselves dysphoric and detached from their gender identities to remain palatable.
What about disabled men? Are they not also viewed as failing to achieve proper manhood? Are they not also emasculated and viewed as ‘un-male’ or ‘less male’?
Minority men absolutely can and do experience emasculation. And it’s not ‘toxic’ or misogynistic to bring it up. Feminists who care about POC in particular should not be pretending otherwise.