hopelessnihilist

[hopelessnihilist]

God I hate myself so much.

#depressiv #fuck life #im gonna fucking cry #depressivethoughts #s3lfharmm #self h@te #no one loves me #tw s3lf harm #self h@rm

[hopelessnihilist]

I need to cut.

#depressiv #fuck life #im gonna fucking cry #depressivethoughts #s3lfharmm #self h@te #no one loves me #tw s3lf harm #self h@rm

[hopelessnihilist]

i finally for once am managing to be depressed alone, instead of dragging someone else into it. it feels awful.

#depressiv #fuck life #im gonna fucking cry #depressivethoughts #s3lfharmm #self h@te #no one loves me #tw s3lf harm #self h@rm

[hopelessnihilist]

Time for a new attempt.

#depressiv #fuck life #im gonna fucking cry #depressivethoughts #s3lfharmm #self h@te #no one loves me #tw s3lf harm #self h@rm

[hopelessnihilist]

I can't live with my mom anymore. I fucking can't. I'd prefer my dad's abusive bullshit over this god forsaken woman. She can never react to anything normally, I clogged the toilet with some fucking toilet paper and she threatened to snap my neck. I hate this. She calls me abusive, she says I'm the issue, I can't with this.

#depressiv #fuck life #im gonna fucking cry #depressivethoughts #s3lfharmm #self h@te #no one loves me #i love her #tw s3lf harm #self h@rm

[hopelessnihilist]

You sound like a school shooter.

K1ll yourself and the world will improve.

Reported.

You have a sad life if it entails bullying mentally ill people on Tumblr. I'm not gonna encourage suicide cause that's mad shitty, but I sincerely hope you get help as a person and improve. As it stands you're probably entirely useless as a person, and are gonna die alone, but yk that's just a school shooters opinion. Fuck you <33

#fuck this guy #dumbassery #useless ass dude #bro had no life #genuinely a worthless human #get help

[hopelessnihilist]

Even tumblr left me alone. Wow.

#depressiv #fuck life #im gonna fucking cry #depressivethoughts #s3lfharmm #self h@te #no one loves me #tw s3lf harm #self h@rm #i love her

[hopelessnihilist]

MY SHITTY BRAIN ALMOST COST ME MY BEST FUCKING RELATIONSHIP EVER, IM GONNA KILL MYSELF

#depressiv #fuck life #im gonna fucking cry #depressivethoughts #s3lfharmm #self h@te #no one loves me #tw s3lf harm #self h@rm #i love her

[hopelessnihilist]

I doubt people actually care about me like they say they do. Honestly, killing myself seems like the best option.

#depressiv #fuck life #im gonna fucking cry #depressivethoughts #s3lfharmm #self h@te #no one loves me #tw s3lf harm #self h@rm #i love her #gonna kill myself tonight #fuck me

[hopelessnihilist]

Me omw to relapse cause I honestly couldn't care less anymore.

#depressiv #fuck life #im gonna fucking cry #depressivethoughts #s3lfharmm #self h@te #no one loves me #tw s3lf harm #self h@rm #i love her

[hopelessnihilist]

Why the fuck do I ever talk to anyone? I keep saying the wrong thing and fucking up. Can I just once have a conversation without saying something I'm mad at myself about?

#depressiv #fuck life #im gonna fucking cry #depressivethoughts #s3lfharmm #self h@te #no one loves me #tw s3lf harm #self h@rm #gonna kill myself tonight #i hate it here

[hopelessnihilist]

I deserve to die alone.

#depressiv #fuck life #im gonna fucking cry #depressivethoughts #s3lfharmm #self h@te #no one loves me #tw s3lf harm #self h@rm #i love her #gonna kill myself tonight #kill yourself #fuck me #i hope i choke

[hopelessnihilist]

I can't believe I'm even alive. I don't know how I'm okay after all this shit. Maybe I actually have a chance after all.

#depressiv #fuck life #im gonna fucking cry #depressivethoughts #s3lfharmm #self h@te #no one loves me #tw s3lf harm #self h@rm #i love her

[hopelessnihilist]

Fuck me, another day not talking to anyone, and trying not to activately kill myself on school grounds.

#depressiv #fuck life #im gonna fucking cry #depressivethoughts #s3lfharmm #self h@te #no one loves me #tw s3lf harm #self h@rm #i love her

[hopelessnihilist]

Why am I still alive? What did I do to deserve this suffering? Let me die.

#depressiv #fuck life #im gonna fucking cry #depressivethoughts #s3lfharmm #self h@te #no one loves me #tw s3lf harm #self h@rm #i love her

[hopelessnihilist]

Sometimes I feel like no one one really likes me. My mom even said she hated me. I don't know what i keep doing to deserve being so alone, but it's getting really difficult to want to keep going. At least she loves me, that's all I need.

#depressiv #fuck life #im gonna fucking cry #depressivethoughts #s3lfharmm #self h@te #no one loves me #tw s3lf harm #self h@rm #i love her

[hopelessnihilist]

Well. I'm alone again. I've lost another fucking person. I can't keep doing this actually. Like I'm going to fucking kill myself.

#depressiv #fuck life #im gonna fucking cry #depressivethoughts #s3lfharmm #self h@te #no one loves me #tw s3lf harm #self h@rm