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Sweetest Revenge
SCENE 1
"Veronica, I'm getting hungry na, kumain na tayo please?" pagmamakaawang sabi ni Angela. "Wait ka lang Angela, di pa ako tapos mag-ayos ng sarili ko oh!" sagot naman ni Veronica. Veronica at Angela, matalik na magkaibigan, magkakaibigan kasi. Si Veronica, sikat sa kanilang campus maraming nagkakagusto sa kanyang mga boys. Sino ba namang hindi? Sa mahaba niyang buhok na smooth and shiny every day, sa labi niyang mapula na nagagawa pa niyang lipstickan, sa mata niyang mapupungay at sa matangos niyang ilong. Almost perfect siya physically but inside her ay medyo masungit at may kabaitan din naman. Sa kagandahan niyang taglay, di rin siya papahuli sa mga party goer sa bar, di mawawala sa kanya ang pagkamasungit niya, parang choosy rin siya kumbaga, pinipili lang niya mga magiging friends niya. Su od naman si Angela, bff niya. Maganda rin naman si Angela, pero hindo tulad ni Veronica na ma- appeal, malakas pa ang sex appeal. Sa kabila ng pagiging bff nila, itong si Angela ay may kainggitan kay Veronica. Kesyo lagi daw napapansin si Veronica kahit saan sila magpunta. Kesyo si Veronica pinapantasya ng marami, invisible na si Angela kumbaga. Meron naman itong isang grupo ng lalaki na araw- araw hindi pwedeng hindi nila makita si Veronica, sila ang F3. Dahil sa sobrang pantasya nila, halos gusto na nilang angkinin si Veronica, pinagtatalunan kung kanino mapupunta. One day, hindi kasama ni Angela si Veronica, may ibang kasama ngayon si Angela. Binibida niya si Veronica sa mga friends niya, sa sobrang inggit niya kung ano ano na pinagsasasabi niya tungkol kay Veronica, na hindi naman totoo.
SCENE 2
Pinaguusapan si Veronica ng mga grupo ng babae kasama si Angelica na bestfriend nito. Hindi sinasadya ng F3 na marinig ang kanilang usapan tungkol sa nararamdaman ng mga babae at ni Angelica para kay Veronica nang malaman nila na may tinatagong inggit si Angelica kay Veronica nagkaroon sila ng ideya para sa isang maitim na balak . Pinagplanuhan ng F3 na pagsamantalahang si Veronica at gagamitin nila si Angelica sa kanilang maitim na balak. Inabangan ng mga F3 si Angelica upang kausapin ito para sa kanilang plano hindi nabigo ang F3 at pumayag si Angelica sa balak nila. Inutos nila kay Angelica na dalhin si Veronica sa isang bar at binigyan siya ng isang illegal na gamot upang ihalo ito sa iinumin ni Veronica. Dumating ang araw na gagawin nila ang kanilang maitim na balak. Nagpunta si Angelica at Veronica sa isang bar napansin ni Veronica na parang kaunti ang tao pero iniisip na lang niya na baka masyado oang maaga noong mga oras na iyon. Nagsimula nang magorder si Angelica ng kanilang alak na iinumin at saktong nagpaalam si Veronica kay Angelica napupunta siya nang CR para mag-ayos. Tuwang-tuwa si Angelica na umaayon ang tadhana ss kanilang maitim na plano, habang wala si Veronica sinamantala niya ang pagkakataon na ilagay ang illegal na gamot sa inumin ni Veronica nang matapos mag-ayos si Veronica ay lumabas na siya, napadaan niya ang tatlong lalaki at nakasingi ito sa kanya at sa hindi niya alam na dahilan ay kinakabahan siya sa mga lalaking iyon.Nagsimula ng maginuman sila Angelica at Veronica. Madaling nakaramdam ng pagkahilo si Veronica at nakatulog na siya. Binuhat siya mg isang miyembro ng F3 at ipinunta sa isang kwarto. Nagsimula ng pagsamantalahan ng F3 si Veronica at ito ay kinukuhanan ng video ni Angela.
SCENE 3
Hanggang isang araw kumalat ang video scandal na kuha ni Angelica sa kanilang paaralan. Maraming nabigla at nandiri sa video ni Veronica. Yung dating sikat na maganda at habulin ng maraming lalaki ngayon pinandidirian na ng maraming estudyante. Isang araw pumunta siya sa kanilang school canteen at siya ay pinangdirian at pinagtawanan ng ilang estudyante. Tumakbo siyang umiiyak pamunta sa kanilang bahay. Umiyak siya ng umiyak hanggang siya ay nakatulog. Kinabukasan pumasok ulit siya sa kanilang paaralan at ganon ulit ang nangyari pinagtawanan ulit siya ng ilang estudyante. Hanggang nakarating sa kanilang Principal Office ang kanyang Video scandal at gaya ng reaction ng ilang estudyante nabigla at pinagdirian rin sila kay Veronica. Umiyak ulit siya ng umiyak at muling pinagsisihan ang nangyari nung gabing iyon.
Chapter 4
Nandito ako ngayon sa aking kwarto, ilang gabi na akong hindi nakakatulog sa kakaisip sa lahat ng mga nangyayari sa akin nitong mga nagdaang araw. Mula sa aking pagiging sikat noon, ngayon ay pinandidirihan ng lahat at nilalayuan na animoy mayroon akong nakakahawang sakit. Kung dati'y pinag- uusapan na nila ako dahil sa nangyari sa akin noong gabing iyon. Ang aking kasikatan ay bigla na lamang naglaho dahil sa video na kumalat sa aming campus at naging dahilan ng pagka- kick out sa aming campus. At tuluyan na namang umagos ang aking mga luha, hindi ko mapigilan, sobrang sakit na ng aking nararamdaman. "Hindi ko na kayang tiisin pa ito. Hindi ko naman ginusto ang nangyari sa akin noong gabing iyon." At patuloy pa din ako sa pag- iyak. Pinatong ko na lamang ang aking ulo sa aking mga tuhod habang iniisip kung paano ako makakawala sa mga ito. Nakakita ako ng isang cutter na nakapayong sa akingmesa sa tabi ng aking kama. Kinuha ko ito at tatangkainko sanang kitilin ang aking buhay dahil ito lamang ang tanging paraan na naiisip ko ngayonpara makatakas sa mga mata ng mga mapanghusgang mga tao. Ngunit hindi ko ito kayang gawin, nanginginig ang aking mga kamay at nahulog ko ang cutter sa sahig. Humiga ako sa aking kama habang umiiyak pa din at hindi ko namalayan na nakatulog na pala ako.
SCENE 5
Hindi ko na kaya. Ang sakit sakit na. Bakit sa lahat ng tao sa mundo sakin pa ito nangyari. Alam ko na hindi ako perpekto pero alam kong may mga taong mas malala pa ang gingawa sakin. Hindi ko na kaya to. Nabaling ang aking ulo sa tumpok ng tali sa gilid ng aking kwarto. Naalala kong ginamit ko ang taling iyan sa aming eskwelahan bilang props sa isa sa mga activity sa school. Hindi ko namalayan na hawak ko na ng nanginginig kong mga kamay ang tali. Kinuha ko ang upuan sa gilid ng aking kwarto. Ito ay nagsilbing tungtungan ko para maabot at maitali sa kisame ang taling hawak ko. Nang maitali ko ito nakarinig ako ng isang boses. “Sigurado ka na bas a gagawin mo? Hahayaan mo lang ba ang mga taong gumawa sayo non na mabuhay ng matiwasay matapos ang lahat? Hindi ka man lang ba gagawa ng paraan upang maramdaman din nila ang sakit na iyong nararamdaman” Tumingin ako sa pintuan ng aking banyo at doon nasalubong ko ang mapupulang mata ng isang demonyo. Sa isang iglap naramdaman kong nasa likod ko na ang nilalang na hindi ko inaasahang totoo. Paulit ulit na binubulong ng demonyong ito ang mga katagang “Maghiganti ka. Maghiganti ka. Maghiganti ka.” At doon ko na lamang napansin na ang aking mga kamay ay unti unti ng ibinabalik ang tali at upuan sa gilid ng aking kwarto umupo ako sulok at inalala ang lahat ng sakit na aking nararamdaman at lahat ng aking sakit na dinaas.
SCENE 6
Wala na ang dating mabait na Veronica, panahon na, panahon na pagbayaran nila lahat ng kahayupang ginawa nila sa akin. Habang inaalala ko ang lahat ng nangyari bumalik ang sakit, poot at matinding galit. Dahil doon nakaisip ako ng magandang plano..... Humanda kana Michael Arebalo dahil ikaw ang una kong papatayin... Nagpunta ako sa bar na lagi niyang pinupuntahan, mula sa sulok kitang-kita ko ang walanghiya niyang mukha, pinagmasdan ko siya hanggang sa mapagtanto kong lasing na siya, lumabas siya mula sa bar papuntang parking area, akmang bubuksan niya na ang pinto ng kanyang kotse ng magsalita ako. "Kamusta kana Michael? halata sa kanyang kilos ang mga mata at sobrang takot at pangamba. Sinakal ko siya at isinandal sa pader na halos hindi na siya makahinga, hinugot ko ang kutsilyo at tinaga na ang kanyang mga paa, gusto kong maramdaman niya ang sakit, gusto kong makita siyang nahihirapan habang unti-unting namamatay. Sinusubukan niyang tumakbo, patuloy ko siyang sinasaksak ang buong katawan niya ay duguan, hinayaan ko siyang tumakbo ng tumakbo at ilang saglit lamang narinig ko nang malakas na pagbunggo sa isang matuling na sasakyan. Habang nasa dilim pinagmasdan ko ang kanyang pagkamatay habang tumatawa ng napakalakas. Sunod kana Marcoa Imperial sisiguraduhin kong isusumpa mong hindi kana sana nabuhay... Ilang araw lamang nabalitaan ko na, na namatay siya sa isang aksidente, nahulog ang kotseng minamaneho siya sa isang bangin. Tuwang tuwa ako dahil nagtagumpay ang aking plano.
SCENE 7
Bumawi si veronica sa mga nanakit sakanya sa pamamaraan ng pagpatay sa mga ito. Ang mga tatlong kalalakihan na nakagawa ng kasalanan na pang re'rape sa kanya ay isa-isa niyang pinatay sa tatlong araw lamang. Nang nabalitaan ang sunod-sunod na pagpatay sa magkakaibigang iyon nagtaka ang mga estudyante sa kanilang pinapasukan na unibersidad dahil hindi nila malaman kung ano ang dahilan nito at kung sino ang gumawa nito. Nang dahil sa nangyaring iyon nagkaroon ng kababalaghan at katanungan sa mga isip ng mga estudyante maging sa mga guro at sa principal. Tatlong araw ang nakalipas nang maganap ang pangyayaring iyon sa hindi inaasahang pagkakataon narinig ng mama ni veronica ang lahat ng kanyang sinabi na "Dapat lamang ang nangyari sakanila, dapat lamang sakanilang mamatay at sabay bulong na tila may kausap. Maraming salamat sayo dahil binuksan mo ang mga mata ko para maghigante sa mga nang rape sa akin. Tumaas ang balahibo at nagtaka ang kanyang ina sapagkat wala namang kausap si veronica. Paalis ng bahay si veronica at hindi niya alam na sinundan ito ng kanyang ina. Natakot ang kanyang ina dahil ang tatlong kalalakihan na binalitaang namatay ay nakapaskil ang kanilang larawan sa isang pader at may nakalagay na "Party! Because they are already gone". At nakita din nang kanyang ina na nandoon ang lahat ng ebidensiya at mga armas na kanyang ginamit sa pagpatay. Napaiyak ang kanyang ina sa kanyang nakita. Humingi siya ng tulong sa kakilala niyang pari upang mapaalis ang demonyong gumagambala sa kanyang anak. Plinano ng pari at ang mama ni veronica ang gagawing exorcism sa kanyang anak. Sa araw na isasagawa na ang exorcism nagulat na lamang ang lahat ng makita nila si veronica na walang malay. Mukha naman siyang normal na namatay lamang ang kaibahan ngalang ay nawawala ang kanyang mga mata na pinagtataka ng lahat.
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Right Love At The Wrong Time
FINAL CHAPTER
Trixie's POV
"Seph! Stop running!!! You'll hurt yourself!" I am so stressed with my 2 years old baby boy. Yes you're right Caleb and I had a baby boy. After a long drama in our love story, we ended up together. Now, we are happily married for 3 years. And to my surprise Seph really did inherit the weirdness of his father Caleb. I proved it when he was playing with my bestfriends daughter and caught him kissing her while saying "Wag ka ng umiyak Stephanie. Sorry na" Instead of being mad, I just smiled and laughed at the silliness of my baby. Oh! Here comes my loving husband Caleb. He kissed me and went to our baby Seph to play with him. After the long drama of our story, we ended up being together. We ended up loving each other forever. He's weird, stupid, funny, annoying and slow but I ended up accepting everything about him. I ended up loving him.
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Right Love At The Wrong Time
CHAPTER XIV
Trixie's POV
Oh my gosh! Oh my gosh! Oh my gooooosh!!! After Caleb kissed me I remembered asking him "Bakit mo ako hinalikan? Mahal mo ba ako?" I passed out. Yes you read it right. I passed out because of that effin' alcohol. But I woke uo at the backseat of his car with his hands wrapped around me. I was about to move and sneak out when he said "Wag mo ng subukang tumakas. Kanina pa ako gising sa gulo mong matulog. Itulog mo lang alam ko masakit pa ulo mo dahil sa alchohol. Tinawagan na ng bestfriend mo ang parents mo at sinabing hindi ka makakauwi" I unconsciously uttered "Shit" then he talked again "Just let me sleep for a while I was so tired because I took care of you the whole night. Let me sleep for a while then we'll talk" while waiting for him to wake up I didn't realize I fell asleep again. I woke up with the same position. His other hand wrapped around my waist and the other was holding my face. I knew that he's already awake because he's carressing my face so gently. I asked him "Why did you kissed me?" it took him a while to answer then he answered "Do you want me to tell you a secret?" And I nodded as a response.
Caleb's POV
I started to tell Trixie the story behind this curse. "Hindi ko alam kung pano nagsimula ito. Pero nalaman at sinabi sakin ng lolo ko na meron daw kaming lahing mangkukulam. Pero hindi yung mangkukulam na masama ang ginagawa or gumagawa ng potions. Meron kaming sumpa na naipapasa sa lahat ng panganay na lalaki yun ay ang sumpa ng halik. Sabi sakin ni lolo, ang halik daw na galing samin ay maaaring magdulot ng pagkalimot. Pagkalimot na maibibigay namin sa mga taong nasasaktan kung gugustuhin namin. Hindi ako naniwala nung una. Pero nung sinubukan ko ito sa mama ko nung grade 8 ako ng pinatay si lolo sa ambush dun lang ako naniwala. Napalitan ko yung masamang alaala nanangyari. Nabago ko yung ala ala ng mama ko sa pagkamatay ng lolo ko. Hindi kapanipaniwala di ba? Pero yun iyong totoo. Nung hinalikan kita kagabi ginusto kong burahin yung alala mo. Ginusto kong burahin lahat ng sakit na nararamdaman mo at lahat ng sakit na idinulot ko. Pero naalala ko yung sinabi mo na mas gugustuhin mo nalang na maramdaman yung sakit dahil doon mas lalakas ang loob mo. Kaya naman hindi ko itinuloy. I respect your decision so much Love. "
Trixie's POV
I was so shocked but I feel thankful because he managed to tell me everything. I kissed him passionately because I feel honored that he told me everything. But broke the kiss and told him "Hindi mo naman siguro buburahin yung memory ko di ba?" He just smiled at me and grabbed me at my neck and kissed me again. I feel so loved. I feel so happy. I love you Caleb.
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Right Love At The Wrong Time
CHAPTER XIII
Caleb's POV
I was just sitting at our living room and thinking about what happened yesterday when my best friend called me. At first I really don’t want to go but when he told me "Tol tinawagan ako nung best friend ni Trixie. Inom daw tayo" I was about to cut him out and tell him that I'm not in the mood when he finished his sentence "Kasama daw si Trixie. Actually nauna na silang dalawa." Without any doubts I told him "Pupunta ako. Itext mo nalang kung saan" I changed my clothes and went to the address that my best friend texted.
When I got there, the first person I wanted to see was Trixie. I want to see her and asked what happened last night because they told me that she was with me the whole time that I'm drunk. I saw her at the bar counter I knew that she already had a few drinks because she didn't even bother to look at me when I sat beside her. I was just looking at her the whole time and maybe she got irritated and finally looked at me she looked so funny because her face looked so confused. Maybe she couldn't recognize me because of alcohol. I was caught off guard when she caressed my faced and looked at me directly into my eyes. Right at that instant I feel the urged to kiss her. I wanted to kiss her but maybe she'll get mad because I know if I can't control myself I can erase every single sad memory that she have. When she started caressing my face I know that I can't restrain myself anymore. I kissed her hoping that I won't over loose myself to the point that I can't control my powers. I kissed her with her eyes wide open. I guess that sobered her up. After I broke the 15 second kiss she asked me "Bakit mo ako hinalikan? Mahal mo ba ako?"
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Right Love At The Wrong Time
CHAPTER XII
Trixie's POV
Oh my gosh. Caleb passed out after asking me if I love him. I was so shocked that I couldn't even answer. After we drop Caleb at their house, we went straight home. My best friend asked me if I'm okay but I just passed at her and went straight to my room. I made sure that I'll get a very good sleep for me to answer him tomorrow.
* The Next Day *
I was so jolly to the point that I was hopping and humming at the corridor. When I reached our classroom I saw my other classmates at the side where Caleb was seated. I heard them say "Tol anong nangyari? Hindi ko alam na ganon ka kaseryoso sa girlfriend mo ngayon para uminom nung nag away kayo" Then boom! All the energy that I felt that morning was flushed into nothing. Then I said to myself "Umasa pa naman ako na tinanong niya talaga ako kung mahal ko ba siya. Yun pala napagkalaman niya lang akong girlfriend niya" I was so hurt. I was so hurt that I wanted to cry. Good thing that our teachers announced that there will be an emergency meeting and every teacher must attend so they let us have a half day. I went home to change my outfit then called my best friend to accompany me while I'll have a drink. I want to get wasted. I want to drink all day long. I hate Caleb so much!! Pinaasa niya nanaman akoo!!
When we arrived at the bar where we used to hang out almost every time I ordered their wildest and hardest drink. Well that’s my point on coming here to get wasted. I was so busy to realize that my best friend called Calebs' gang to accompany us. I notice that there is this guy that sat beside me. He is looking at me I can feel it. I was kind a uncomfortable because every move that I make he's watching me. He is so weird. I got annoyed easily so I confronted him. But when I looked at him I was so shocked because he looks like Caleb. I made an eye contact with him 3 minutes to be exact. On that 3 minutes I was just looking at him too late to realize that I was already holding his face. Tracing every single detail of his face. His eyebrows, his eyes, his lashes, his nose, and his lips. My hands were stucked at his lips then I unconsciously swallowed so deep while licking at my lips. Then the next thing that happened widened my eyes in surprise.
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Right Love At The Wrong Time
CHAPTER XI
Caleb's POV
After that day when we all went home from our friends' party, after that unforgettable day when I choose my girlfriend over Trixie. We still couldn't stop ourselves going to a party together, me, and my friends and Trixies' friends. I know that I've hurt Trixie's feelings that day but what can I do? I can't tell to everybody that I'm choosing her over my girlfriend. Well you are right I was just using my girlfriend to divert my attention for Trixie.
At the party, I drank as much as I could. I drank so that can forget. I want to forget about the stupid chances that I lost. I want to get wasted just for today.
When I couldn't handle the alcohol that is when I realized that somebody was taking care of me. She's trying to make me drink water so that I can sober up already. Yes I know that she's a girl because she smells like strawberry. Out of my curiosity even if I'm drunk I asked her "Sino ka? Bakit mo ako pinapainom? Hindi pa ako lasing! Hindi ako lasing!" That was the only stupid lines that I remembered until I woke up at a car. I was sitting at the backseat together with Trixie. I caressed her face, I made her look at me. Right at that instant I want to kiss her. I want to taste her lips. I want to make her forget. But then she smiled at me sincerely then asked me "Ayos ka lang?" I couldn't answer her. I couldn't because I'm scared that I might tell her everything. I just caught myself asking her this question "MAHAL MO BA AKO?" Then I passed out.
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Right Love At The Wrong Time
CHAPTER X
Trixie's POV
Caleb asked me if I want to move on, if I want to forget all the pain that's in my heart and I said no. Why should I forget? Why should I move on by means of forgetting everything about him? About all the pain and hatred. I want to to love but at the same time I want to keep and treasure all the pain. Because that is how our life go and how our life flow.
* Fast Forward *
My best friends and I and Calebs' friends went to a birthday party. While were at the party somebody thought of a game called "Drink or Dare" the direction of the game is easy you need to drink a glass of vodka if you can't answer or do the dare. Everybody was excited because that is our first get together.
They started spinning the bottle and every time it comes to the point wherein it’s about to stop I can’t stop myself from holding my breath hoping that it won’t stop at me because I’m scared of the things they might dare and ask me.
Then the bottle stopped at Caleb. Everybody was shouting but as for me I just keep quiet and wait for his dare. His friend told him "Choose between Trixie and your girlfriend" Yes you're right Caleb got himself a girlfriend I don’t know the reason why but whenever I'm free he got himself a girlfriend and whenever his single I have someone on my side. I was so out of the blue when Caleb answered "I choose my girlfriend and drank the vodka" Everybody was kind a disappointed because they're hoping that he'll choose me. Well they are hoping just like I do. I was still attached to him and can't stop myself from meddling about the things concerning about him. Well I guess this is Right Love At The Wrong Time.
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Right Love At The Wrong Time
CHAPTER IX
Caleb's POV
She asked me, "Ano mo ba talaga ako" and I said that "Kaibigan lang kita" I told you that you're just my friend because I cannot hadle the pain of being used. I know, that you're just using me to move on. I love you but I can't sacrifice my love for you. Use me but not my love. I'm scared that you're going to left me if the time comes that he'll come back to you.
You proved to me that I made the right decision to stay as your friend when I saw you crying in pain when you saw your boyfriend meters away from you.
Right at that instant I wanted to kiss you because little did you know I can erase eveyones' pain in just one kiss. I wish I can do that easily. I wish I can.
Then one day..
Trixie is walking towards me. Is this true? Or i'm just assuming that you are finally going to talk to me. Oh no its not because you sat beside me. Then asked me..
T: "Kamusta ka?"
C: "Okay lang ako. Teka bakit ako yung tinatanong mo kung okay lang ako? E ikaw yung dapat kinakamusta jan. Okay ka lang ba?"
T: "Hindi ako okay. Hindi ako okay pero magiging okay. Hindi ako okay pero wala akong choice kundi maging okay."
C: "Gusto mo bang malimutan yung sakit?" (I asked her that because I know to myself that I can set her free from that misery"
T: "Gusto ko na ayaw ko."
C: "Teka ang gulo. Gusto mo na ayaw mo?"
T: "Kung tatanungin ako ngayon kung gusto ko bang mawala yung sakit? Sasabihin kong oo. Pero alam ko pag ginawa ko yun? Pagsisisihan ko din ang desisyon ko. Dahil alam kong may katapusan din itong sakit. Dahil alam kong makakaya ko din ito at pagkatapos mangyari yon? Magiging matatag ako. Magiging iba itong puso ko sa kanilang lahat."
C: (I just smiled at Trixie with amusement in my eyes. She's truly a peculiar girl to love. She is such a fighter)
Days had passed after our heart to heart talk, I can see her improvement. I can see that she's changing and she's happy now. I keep thinking about what she said. Should I? Or should I not just give her a peck on her lips for her to move on a little bit faster.
I was about to go to bed when I think of her again and I caught myself saying this to her "Love, why am I so bothered about you?"
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Right Love At the Wrong Time
CHAPTER VIII
Trixie’s POV
I feel so damn hurt. I feel so hurt that I don’t want to move my feet, I don’t want to go to school. I don’t want anybody to see me. The love of my life just left me. I don’t know what to do. What have I done in my past life that every body is cruel to me. For the nth time a guy cheated on me. I can’t think straight but I tried my very best to go to school and let things go.
I went to school without even thinking whats going on. I don’t care and I won’t care anymore. My best friend told me to tell her the story of our break up so I told her everything but while telling her my story I can’t stop myself from crying. Because I really did everything for my ex boyfriend. He was my world, the love of my life, my everything. I cried as hard as I could while I’m on my best friends’ arms.
* Fast Forward *
While eating a snack alone, John sat beside me and told me that Caleb said that he’s still into me. At first I didn’t care at all but then I realized that I need Caleb in my life again. I used that as an inspiration to move on, well technically I used Caleb’s affection to move on in my life. I want him so bad that I came to the point on asking him “Ano mo ba talaga ako?” And to my disappointment he answered me “Kaibigan lang kita” I feel so stupid that I’m willing to move on because of him. I feel so stupid that I hoped for that damned thing to be true. I feel so stupid that I asked you that question hoping that you’ll say I’m your world. I know i’m wrong for using you as my escape but what can I do? Your the strongest reason that I got for me to move on. But then again, “You see me as your friend”
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Right Love At The Wrong Time
CHAPTER VII
I thought it was a new beginning for our friendship again after you let me take a photo with you but I was wrong. January 2015 after our Christmas break I waited for this day to come and finally talk to you. I smiled at you, Love but you just looked at me with your blank stare. I thought were already okay but I was wrong again for the nth time. I heard that you’re not allowed to talk to me because your boyfriend might get mad. Why? Is he that scared I’ll steal you away from him? March 23, 2015 your boyfriend surprised you at our gym. Everybody was looking. Everybody was so happy, everybody except me. Then for the nth time I saw you hugged him so tight. I was so hurt, so damn hurt that I don't even want to look at you. I stood up and walked away. I walked away because I can't bear to see you smile and cry because of happiness. The happiness that I can't to you.
* Fast Forward *
Summer break has ended and here comes the new start of our school year. I heard that you’re still with your boyfriend. I'm quite surprised that the both of you are still together because that boyfriend of your holds the title of being a casanova. Because of the fact you managed a guy like him I feel for you again. You really are a unique girl to love.
* Fast Forward *
June 29, 2015 your break up with your guy was quite a news to our campus. Everybody was talking about it. Everybody has their own opinion. But in my case? I only want to see your face. I wanted to see you so bad. I waited outside our classroom and here comes your face sad, angry, lonely, in pain, in agony. I dont see any happiness in your eyes. Not long ago after you went inside our classrom your bestfriend grabbed you outside and let you tell the story. While telling your story, you cried so hard like there's no tomorrow. Then I said to my bestfriend John.
"Gusto ko pa din talaga si Natalie, Tol"
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Caption: So my love please bigyan mo na ako ng second chance. Pamasko mo na sakin.
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Right Love At The Wrong Time
CHAPTER VI
Caleb's POV
Months have passed and you're still not talking to me not because you can't move on. But because your scared that your boyfriend will get mad if he would have known that you're talking to be. Like what the fuck men you got my girl. I was so disappointed about that lame reason of yours but what can I do? Its my fault that I let you go.
Even if I know that it is impossible, I'm still waiting for you. Even if I'm dying whenever I see you smile because of him, I still look at you. Even if I'm in pain whenever I'll caught the two of you snuggling with each other, I still do love you. Every day I prayed that someday you'll give me your attention again. I wish I could be your world.
* Caleb talking to this bestfriend John*
J: "Ang tagal na ni Trixie at yung boyfriend niya no?"
C: "Oo nga"
J: "Di ba nililigawan mo si Trixie bago maging sila?"
C: "Oo. Pero gago ako e. Natukso ako ayun naloko ko siya kahit hindi ko naman gusto"
J: "Tol sayang, ikaw sana yung kasama niya ngayon."
While saying those words John were looking at Trixie and her boyfriend laughing while looking directly at each other's eyes. I feel like a shit eveytime I'll see them like that. Because I know that it is my fault. It's all my fault that I lost her.
* Fast Forward*
Our christmas party has arrived and the program was about to begin, everybody was waiting for you because you're the host of our event. I waited for you otside our classroom because I want to be the one to see you. There you are love, I was looking at you from afar I know its you because I can already see your beautiful face. I smiled and said this to myself "Shit. Ang ganda niya" you were wearing a pink dress and hat. I look stupidly happy because you're already here.
Our program started and my eyes were stuck at you. Every move, every walk, every talk that you make I made sure that I can see it. You walked towards my direction I thought you're gonna tall to me but no. You walk directly into the door and at that moment I already kno that you'll go and see your boyfriend. I lost the momentum for a while because you left for him but when you get back you smiled at me I was like Shit men my girl just smiled at me.
After a while the party was about to end and you're about to go when I called your name and say "Pwede ba magpicture tayo?" Thank God you said yes.
I went straight home just to make sure that I’ll have a very good look on our picture. Is this the new love? Are you going to talk to me now?
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