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Right Love At The Wrong Time

CHAPTER VI

Caleb's POV

 Months have passed and you're still not talking to me not because you can't move on. But because your scared that your boyfriend will get mad if he would have known that you're talking to be. Like what the fuck men you got my girl. I was so disappointed about that lame reason of yours but what can I do? Its my fault that I let you go.

Even if I know that it is impossible, I'm still waiting for you. Even if I'm dying whenever I see you smile because of him, I still look at you. Even if I'm in pain whenever I'll caught the two of you snuggling with each other, I still do love you. Every day I prayed that someday you'll give me your attention again. I wish I could be your world.

 * Caleb talking to this bestfriend John*

J: "Ang tagal na ni Trixie at yung boyfriend niya no?"

C: "Oo nga" 

J: "Di ba nililigawan mo si Trixie bago maging sila?"

C: "Oo. Pero gago ako e. Natukso ako ayun naloko ko siya kahit hindi ko naman gusto"

J: "Tol sayang, ikaw sana yung kasama niya ngayon." 

While saying those words John were looking at Trixie and her boyfriend laughing while looking directly at each other's eyes. I feel like a shit eveytime I'll see them like that. Because I know that it is my fault. It's all my fault that I lost her. 

* Fast Forward*

Our christmas party has arrived and the program was about to begin, everybody was waiting for you because you're the host of our event. I waited for you otside our classroom because I want to be the one to see you. There you are love, I was looking at you from afar I know its you because I can already see your beautiful face. I smiled and said this to myself "Shit. Ang ganda niya" you were wearing a pink dress and hat. I look stupidly happy because you're already here.

Our program started and my eyes were stuck at you. Every move, every walk, every talk that you make I made sure that I can see it. You walked towards my direction I thought you're gonna tall to me but no. You walk directly into the door and at that moment I already kno that you'll go and see your boyfriend. I lost the momentum for a while because you left for him but when you get back you smiled at me I was like Shit men my girl just smiled at me. 

After a while the party was about to end and you're about to go when I called your name and say "Pwede ba magpicture tayo?" Thank God you said yes.

I went straight home just to make sure that I’ll have a very good look on our picture. Is this the new love? Are you going to talk to me now?

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