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hux doodle that i dont rlly wanna post on main so woah alt blog

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I know some of yall will be excited to see this guy again too

#wip

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Messing around with screenshot redraws in an effort to experiment with light and color.

#ooohhgggg destroy me ehy

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Shadow over the Inquisitorius

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Get your galactic goodies! It's nearly Star Wars week!

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Happy ALIEN Day to those who celebrate

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Vader is ready for color!

#wip

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Live in 10! Working on a Darth Vader drawing:

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Thank you friend. I am doing okay. I had a frustrating day at home and work with lots of issues but I have blown off my steam accordingly and feel more myself again. I could physically feel myself relaxing as I wrote out my post. Just gotta exorcise the proverbial demons some time, you know? Maybe that's what having a muse is all about. Letting it all out in a productive (rather than destructive) way.

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I just get so, so frustrated and angry and stressed and it feels like every nerve in my body is red and ready to explode but I was the product of people who did explode and lash out at the people they were supposed to care about and I know that I have to be better so sometimes I just blast my violent music super loud and have all these fantasies about fictional evil cunts who would give in to those feelings and NEVER make the choice I have to make which is to let the rage pass through and simmer out and actively choose kindness every time.

And sometimes I think that's what the dark side of the Force would look like in real life. Letting your passions, even your righteous and well-placed anger turn you into a nihilist, misanthropic, miserable person. Someone who cuts someone off in traffic or yells at a stranger because they are agitated with something else. Someone who wants to start a fight when their partner has made them unhappy, instead of trying to understand. Someone who thinks its okay to scream at or hit a child for making a mistake.

I cannot become the people that made me. Maybe that's why the Inquisitors appeal to me so much as characters. It's a warning. They were all Jedi once. Presumably once decent people who gave in to those little angers one by one until it turned them into something evil. I see and I feel temptations within myself to scream, to get revenge for every little injustice, but I refuse to let those feelings win.

I have to eat, to shower, to write out and draw my passions, to zone out to the heavy music, sometimes to engage in a little "me" time. And bit by bit, the rage falls away. I tuck a little piece away inside of every drabble, every drawing, every sigh. The passion is there, I've released it from my mind, and so I become free from it. I don't hurt anymore, and I don't hurt the people around me. I am not a part of that darkness. I am not the people who made me.

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tfw someone mentions your hyperfixation <3

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Played with adding some colors to this sketch of Barriss .

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Help me fund for my dog’s health

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a favorite scene + color palette challenge

= much fun much challenge <3

#LOVE

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Finally finished the damn sweater

(Sort of. Still need to weave in ends and block.)

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This week's shop drop includes Sabine and Barriss!

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Happy #starwarsday Grievous, one of my favorite characters in the entire franchise.

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