I wonder, I wonder, I wonder—unanswered questions crawling all over my body, skin tingling, mind restless. How much wondering can one person do until it drives them insane?
With this bullet lodged in my chest, covered with your name, I will turn myself into a gun, because
it’s all I have,
because I’m hungry and hollow and just want something to call my own. I’ll be your slaughterhouse, your killing floor, your morgue and final resting, walking around with this
bullet inside me
‘cause I couldn’t make you love me and I’m tired of pulling your teeth.
skin - deep cuts ; exhaustion washing over a mess of trembling limbs, hands clutching onto whatever can keep him standing straight. eyes unfocused ( unable to, almost ) &. bruises covering his sticking out ribs ( and, dear god, what have you caused? ------ what a hilarious scene. ) half - lidded orbs searching, searching, searching --- ‘ it doesn’t hurt. you can just leave. ’ shaky whispers, voice far down ; not even trying to rise above from that silenced sigh. ‘ i’m fucking fine. that is fine. ’ there is LAUGHTER, bubbling deep down into his scratched throat ------ self - sacrificing boy, stupid &. so selfless ( yet so, so disgustingly selfish. ) nonsense, nonsense, nonsense. ‘ tch. ’ a hiss gritting against his teeth - it takes only two, three, four seconds more to slip into unconsciousness. everything’s black.
@ushioji | some meme i don’t remember | patching up a wound
Run. Run until the pain in your legs compensates for the pain in your heart. And then keep running. Run from the shadow that trails you; opaque and fat with memories, it does nothing but slow you down. Run away until it’s as narrow as a bone. Maybe then you will find yourself feeling as light as the wind that goes against you.
theyre really cute and it pisses me off sometimes ( key word: sometimes )
we went on call and for like, a solid two minutes all i heard was ‘ OH YEAH OH YEAH OH YEAH ‘ before he inevitably crashed and the skype call was lost,
he loves aliens . . but i love aliens? there can only be one here
they fall down and trip a lot and i just want them to be safe?
he called me baby swan and i keep thinking abt this i just want to be free
BIBIBIBIBIBIBIBIBI
hi welcome to chilis
i just want ron to be safe
stop hurting urself u clumsy fuck god damn,
whoa, hey guys, welcome to EB games,
his name is ron and ron is similar to run and guess what? i hate running, that should be more than enough