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I’m baaaaack! Feels so good to log back into tumblr! I definitely needed a break to focus on my life. Feeling like a whole new person now 😂😂

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sometimes u just gotta clean your room and apply an elaborate skincare routine and pretend that’s equivalent to getting ur life in order

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This fucking site: hey net neutrality is about to die :((( please help us :(((( boost and rb everything you see even if you’re not American :((((((((( we’ll have no wifi :(((((( we need you!!!! :((((

Non-Americans: okay

Non-Americans: hey greece is basically on fire, 150 people are wounded, 53 are killed and our nature is being destroyed. we’re suspecting arson. can you please reblog some posts and help spread awareness?

This fucking site:

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The Kirbys of the dog world. (via paul_haine)

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“I am glad you are here with me. Here at the end of all things, Sam.”

— J.R.R. Tolkien, The Return of the King (via coral)

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The first time in I feel close to a year that I feel like I’m fighting against my sucidal thoughts. I just want to feel safe and home and instead I feel trapped and scared. I want it to be over and feel like I can’t talk to anyone about it

#ms #depression #sucide #craving a fucking smoke

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an incomplete list of the batshit insane things hermione’s done

-prioritized her education over her life

-instantly became ride or die with harry after the troll incedent

-set snape on fire

-brewed an illegal potion for two months in the girls’ bathroom

-turned into a furry

-immediate thought upon encountering a giant murdersnake was ‘better make sure the others find this page on my helpless petrified body bc god knows they won’t figure it out themselves’

-wanted to take finals after like a month in a magical coma

-traveled through time to get even more homework

-figured out lupin was a werewolf and didn’t tell anyone because he was a relatively competent teacher compared to magic ryan seacrest and literal voldemort

-essentially snatched trelawney’s weave gotdamn

-slugged draco malfoy, terrified him and his hulking buddies into running, went back in time to watch it again

-confronted a werewolf and his alleged mass murderer friend because, again, ride or die

-broke time travel laws in order to jailbreak azkaban escapee and his pet hippogriff

-dated an international sports star

-put up with all the vile shit rita skeeter wrote about her

-joined secret order dedicated to fighting voldemort

-put up with harry’s shit

-imprisoned a woman in a jar for months, blackmailed her into doing what she wanted

-formed and organized secret defense class, peer pressured harry into leading it

-permanently disfigured the girl who ratted them out. snitches get stitches.

-manipulated the shit out of umbridge

-basically left her to rot in the forbidden forest

-went to fight death eaters with like six of her mates despite her misgivings (RIDE. OR. DIE.)

-immediately agreed to destroy the dark lord’s soul with her buddies despite not having any idea how (RIDE! OR! DIE!)

-mind wiped her parents and made them go to australia to keep them safe

-essentially singlehandedly kept harry and ron alive and functional for the majority of the deathly hallows

-wore the locket while still managing not to be a shithead

-got the shit tortured out of her by bellatrix lestrange. didn’t go insane.

-fought in the battle of hogwarts. didn’t die.

-was unfailingly loyal and did everything she could to keep harry safe for seven years, even when he was quite frankly being a jackass

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nothing is awkward or cheesy if you dont give a fuck. im on this earth to have a good time not to be seen as cool

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Got so close to finishing one of my bigger assignments today only to realize I didn’t keep track of where each citation needs to go in this huge report fml. I give up until tomorrow and then I’ll deal with it or just cry and submit it with no citations inside the text

#me #tired of school #fml

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I’m so excited for the future. I’m so excited to get engaged. To move into our first house together, to adopt a dog together, to tell you I’m pregnant. I’m so excited for all that. To think that just 4 years ago I wished myself dead and planned how it do it. I’m thankful that every time I came close to that feeling I thought about my mom and sister, how I didn’t want to make my small enough family smaller. I’m so happy that even though I have my lows now they aren’t anywhere close to that

#me #random late night rambles

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“Time heals all wounds.” Me, a person with PTSD from child abuse:

“People only have power over you if you give them power.”

“People treat you the way you allow yourself to be treated.”

“Holding onto hate is like swallowing poison and expecting the other person to die.” 

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i need to hire them for all my birthday parties