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How these past two months have changed me.

*** If you are sensitive to how the female body works then don’t continue reading****

I have not been on this thing in what probably feels like forever. I don’t even know if anyone even follows me anymore. It’s been one hell of a emotional rollercoaster.

 My friends and family know that recently I have been diagnosed with PCOS. In fact, I had self-diagnosed myself with PCOS before going to the doctor thanks to google, but was officially diagnosed September 8. Which September happens to be PCOS awareness month. Go me! Anyway, I have always had an irregular period ever since I can remember. Stress, diet, unhealthy lifestyle would cause me to miss my period for months, and I knew for a fact I wasn’t even remotely close to being pregnant. I was on birth control, and that helped but I was one of those who got sensitive to BC pills and ended up having a blood pressure of 160/110, and yeah that was a no go. Fortunately I was able to get my diet/weight stabilized and was pretty regular..up until recently. 

I was back to not having my period for months at a time. As well as gaining a ton of weight, growing all these facial hair, and was moody as all hell. Literally, I could cry on queue. Then august of these year I got my period, and it was cool pretty normal from what I remember. Cramps, cravings, bloat. Then it stopped, then it came back the next week. And stopped, and came the next week after that. In which from August into September I had my period about 5 times. All lasting 4-5 days. That was not fun. I know a lot of PCOS symptoms are WITHOUT having a cycle, but I was consistently having mine. A close friend of mine had the exact symptoms and was diagnosed and thats when I knew I had to check. Two blood test, an ultrasound, and $1000 in medical bills later. I HAVE PCOS ( in my right ovary, lefty is chillen). 

So with that said I am trying, my absolute hardest to not stress myself out as much for that causes hormone imbalances, as well as to eat a clean whole diet. And as much as I am sad about it, in a way its a bitter blessing. It opened my eyes to really working on taking my health back, both physically and mentally. I want to know if there are any support pages here on tumblr that can be used as an outlet? or something where us women can get together and just relate? 

#pcos #pcoswarrior #pcosfighter #pcossupport #takingmyhealthback

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You know Ned Stark was like kid you better look like your mom because if you grow up with white hair and purple eyes it’s going to get tough for me

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That moment when you're going through an anxiety attack and everyone tells you to stop.

Yes. Let me just turn it off like it's a fuckin switch.

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17 Incredibly Detailed Nail Art Designs That Nailed It

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“The crew of LEGENDS OF TOMORROW are trying a little too hard to make me feel like I’m at home. Slow clap.Thanks guys.” - Arthur Darvill

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I use to roll with a time traveler. Then I became one

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Omg stop

David Tennant stopping people from blinking is a thing that has happened twice now.

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David Tennant in a nice suit will forever be the death of me

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I want to _____ you.

reblog and see what your followers say

Interesting..

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When will people finally understand that Jurassic Park is not a horror story about fucking with the natural order and bring dinosaurs back, but a horror story about capitalism fucking with science for profits.

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Me:*takes deep breath*

Me:I lo-

Anyone who has spent five seconds around me ever: yes, you love dogs, we know, you love dogs so much, they're the light of your life, you love them so much, you just love dogs, we KNOW, you love dogs you fucking love dogs, ok we know, we get it, YOU LOVE DOGS. WE GET IT.

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Its hard looking at someone who you used to be so close with and you can't even hold a 5 minute conversation because they've changed so much. There's no personality in them anymore..they're so empty.

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‘Girl Meets World’ star Rowan Blanchard speaks out about the importance of intersectional feminism

A Tumblr user asked the 13-year-old Girl Meets World star about her thoughts on “white feminism” and the notion that the movement may exclude certain marginalized groups, like women of color and non-cis/queer women. Her full response shows she understands intersectional feminism better than most adults.

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